I have never felt more lost and hopeless than I do now. I thought I had already experienced the worse, but life is cruel and keeps showing me how terrible it can truly be. I cling to the small joys I have left, despite my heart being filled with pain and sadness. The scary thing is... I know it is only going to get worse, I will have to endure. But at least once it does and it is all over, I can finally be free from all of this, leave it all behind. No more pain, no more suffering. We can both be free.




















