yari :)

other acc got deleted:( taurus ;D, intp! she/they <33 dont interact if in recovery my post might trigger you!!

[sashascumslut]

Stuff about me since I’m bored skipping last class!

I’m 13 :)

A taurus<33

I have atypical anorexia ! Meaning i have anorexia but im a normal weight. Sadly

My cw is 120lbs, and I’m 4’11, my gw is 100lbs! It might change but I’m not sure

I workout everyday! If you guys want some workouts I’ll totally send them💘

I eat 2 times a day, breakfast and lunch, sometimes I’ll eat once a day when I’m sad but usually 2 times a day

Some of my hobbies are reading, drawing, playing on my Xbox, talking walks, hanging out with friends, and studying is also sometimes oddly fun to me?😭 not sure if it’s just me but yeah!

I won’t be showing my face but I have a picrew of what I look like and I’ll put it here!

:)) also I need more ana friends! So if you wanna be friends just text me and I’ll respond as quick as I can! I already made 1 ana friend on here so far so I assure you I’m really nice I swear 😭💘

[sashascumslut]

The punishment after binging >>

Idk why it just feels so good to have control after being a mess 💪

[sashascumslut]

My eating disorder is getting so bad in a good way😭 especially after getting prescribed adderall, I’ve literally been living off like 2 strawberries for breakfast and the most random snacks like half a bag of small chips and shit, and i can already see results 😫🤞

[sashascumslut]

Getting my adhd meds tomorrow… (adderall) and my doctor said it’ll also make me lose weight so I’m honestly looking forward to that so much 😫😫🤞 but a downside is she said it’ll make me more sensitive?? So idk abt that but still idc all i want to do is lose weight 😋😋

[sashascumslut]

Theres nothing worse then your friend being literal thinspo 🥲 having to be seen next to someone so beautiful while u look like shit really sucks 💔

[butterflysandcoffee]

My struggle with ana:

Sometimes I wish I could be someone else. Someone prettier, smarter, more likeable.

I always hope losing weight could help me become a model and prove to myself that I am enough. Sadly most days i end up realising that my problems are internally and that I probably won't ever be happy.

Obsessing over my weight/appearance feels like the only thing keeping me sane and I hate it.

I wish I could just be happy.

[sashascumslut]

Plz comment stuff i need some motivation to eat less😭😭

[sashascumslut]

I’m literally so pissed off rn I’m full on sobbing. Today was supposed to be my trial class for ballet because i was supposed to be starting soon but my fucking mom Is literally out doing idk what knowing we obviously cant be late because thats fucking embarrassing. Oh and thats not the worst part, I literally have covid because she knows my step dad has covid and he lets him walk around the house like its nothing, and she knows im also already fucking sick so it makes things 10 times worse. But the good thing i get out of all this is that im gonna starve myself so she feels bad 🤷‍♀️🙌

[sashascumslut]

Why are liquid cals so much better then food cals😫😫 like instead of binging I literally just CHUGGED a fucking star bucks coffee ( which was AMAZING!!) and I’m sorta full but it feels so much better then like a binge yk? Idk if its just me but yeah

[sashascumslut]

Complaining about being hungry but not wanting to eat to confuse your family for fun >>> LMFOASO

[sashascumslut]

My moms 104 lbs.. shes 34 and 5’1, IM 13 AND 120LBS AND IM 4’11💔💔💔💔 just kill me now plz

[sashascumslut]

Okay ik obviously shes a fake character so her body is extremely un realistic but like COME ON😫😫 like her waist and thighs are insane what

[sashascumslut]

When your teachers say they miss the old happy you and they want her to come back but you know she’ll never come back because your life just keeps getting worse and worse and its all your fault 😍💕

[sashascumslut]

Honestly Idk what got into me yesterday bc i never post my so if it did trigger you guys sorry about that! Love you guys and stay safe☺️💘

[sashascumslut]

Burning calories i didnt even eat >>>>💪💪

[sashascumslut]

I’m so hungry and tired but since i got called 10 pounds today i cant allow myself to eat🥲🥲🥲

[sashascumslut]

Literally so happy rn bc my friend called me fragile and said that I could break so easily 😫😫 and then my other friend agreed and he was like “yeah she’s literally like 10 pounds” LIKE AHHHHHH literally even more motivation to starve🤗🤗🤗🤗