it is in quest of this surreality that I am going

lu | she/her | 27 huge fan of things

[redstonedust]

its probably a normal sign for the economy that all of my adulthood fantasies are like "imagine having your own kitchen living room and bathroom to decorate" "what if i could get on a train" "maybe one day i could purchase a sturdy pair of shoes" "i should save and invest in a single bicycle"

[killadelphia]

[borderlinereminders]

I think one of the biggest shifts in my recovery was realizing that discomfort doesn’t automatically mean someone did something wrong.

Sometimes discomfort means a boundary was set. Sometimes it means something touched an insecurity. Sometimes it means I’m grieving something. Sometimes it means I’m growing.

That doesn’t make the feeling less real or less deserving of care.

But learning to pause and ask myself “what is this feeling trying to tell me?” instead of immediately deciding someone else caused it has been one of the most helpful things I’ve learned.

[dailybtvs]

Buffy the Vampire Slayer 2.05 — "Reptile Boy"

[littlealienproducts]

parallel play is a form of love language by robinillu

[tanabeth]

Ben Wyatt the sitcom character ever. He became mayor of his town at 18 and bankrupt it making a winter sports complex. He’s terrified of cops. “Who hasn’t had gay thoughts.” He’s played by Adam Scott. He has a rollerskating kink. He writes Star Trek slashfic. He loves calzones. His knee jerk, subconscious reaction to someone calling Leslie a bitch was to punch him in the face. He buckled in his briefcase. Even he’s dancing. He named his calculator. He thought the idea of Leslie being a dictator was hot. He makes claymation. He’s like a milf. He made a board game. He’s a human disaster.

[achillesinhighheels]

sorry i never replied. everyday is blending together and i'm losing sense of time

[all-roads-are-now-bent]

[petaltexturedskies]

Mary Oliver, from "Mindful" in Devotions

[deanwinchesterapologist]

finding a new doctor. applying for jobs. searching for apartments. messaging used car dealers. getting your health insurance to do their job. getting a pharmacy to do their job. getting the dmv to accept the documents they told you to bring. just listing things they probably make you do in hell

[podcastwizard]

you don’t realize how important lunch is until you’re wandering around thinking about how unloveable and untalented and uniquely cursed you are and then it’s 4pm and you finally eat lunch and you go Oh. oh right.

[redstonedust]

its probably a normal sign for the economy that all of my adulthood fantasies are like "imagine having your own kitchen living room and bathroom to decorate" "what if i could get on a train" "maybe one day i could purchase a sturdy pair of shoes" "i should save and invest in a single bicycle"

[catchymemes]

[poetryofmuses]

"what do you do for a living?" Oh I am a professional hopeless romantic and I read books and cry in my free time.

[brucemanimean-batwayne]

every time it rains i have the urge to say “well our plan to stand alone in a field with a metal rod is out” which no one ever recognizes is from phineas and ferb but usually kills anyway

[maxxie-or-smth]

you've met me at a very "yeah i'm trying to work on that" time in my life

[petaltexturedskies]

Virginia Woolf, The Selected Diaries