d.k

Just a guy expressing his thoughts through poetry and other types of writing. I was in love once and now I write about it. Stay a while and read away.

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What you did hurt. What you said hurt even more, but what hurt the most was what you took from me. You didn't just steal the feelings that filled my chest or the memories we shared. You stole me. Every thing about me that made me feel whole. The way I talked, the way I thought, the confidence I once had. All of it. Gone. I'm a shell of the person I was the day you did what you did. Constantly just going through the motions of being okay, acting as if what's inside of my head isn't my reality. Take the memories, take any last bit of you that is left in me, but I need myself back. I need to feel whole again. Until then, I'll continue to pick up the pieces of myself. The pieces that haven't slipped through the cracks already.

Letters for Her to Never Read // d.k

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I have dreams of you showing up at my doorstep and nightmares of falling in love with you again

Letters for Her to Never Read // d.k

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There's times that my chest caves in and my legs feel heavy. I like to think it's my body telling me that I had just crossed your mind just for a second. I grip the chest of my shirt and close my eyes as if it puts me closer to you. I picture what I imagine you are doing at that exact moment. I try to remember what it felt like to brush your hair out of your face and comb it behind your ear. What your voice sounds like. All these thoughts cross my mind in a matter of seconds and before I know it the feeling is gone. Just like that, you're gone again and I'm sitting there with only memories.

Letters for Her to Never Read // d.k

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These days you only creep in to my thoughts every once in a while. Here and there, I wonder what you are doing at that exact moment, if you are somehow possibly thinking of me. I assure myself that you do every once in a while. That you haven’t found someone as dear to you as I was. I embrace the idea that you are doing just fine without me, but I still cannot accept that anyone else but myself is holding your hand at night and telling you everything is going to be okay.

Letters for Her to Never Read // d.k

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I can go all day without thinking of you now, but the moment my eyes close, you are all I can think about. Every night, dream after dream, I think of you. I wake with a thought that it all might be real. That you might walk into my room with one of my sweatshirts on the moment I open my eyes. That you'll jump into bed with me and we will laugh the entire day as if we have no worries. These dreams are all I have left of you, but they are tearing me to shreds.

Letters for Her to Never Read // d.k

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The thing I miss most is being your everything. I miss those calls at night when your day was rough and I was the only person you wanted on the other end of the call. I miss your excited voice yelling and telling me of something great that had happened to you. Most days I don’t even miss you anymore, but every day I miss you missing me.

Letters for Her to Never Read // d.k

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Just hit the 900 followers mark. Thank you all so much again. For all of my new followers, thanks for the follow and I hope you enjoy my writing! 😊 Best, d.k

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I miss the nights of falling asleep happy. Knowing I would wake with a text from you. Knowing I would see you that day. I spend my nights wondering how your day was. Hoping it was better than mine. Even after breaking my heart, I still wish for you to be as happy as ever.

Letters for Her to Never Read // d.k (via satisfyingtext)

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You took the best parts of me with you.

Letters for Her to Never Read // d.k (via satisfyingtext)

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I try to drown out the thoughts of you in my head, but before I know it water fills my lungs and I can no longer breathe.

Letter for Her to Never Read // d.k

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You left me shattered into pieces. Like a puzzle with no edges, I'm impossible to put back together.

Letters for Her to Never Read // d.k

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I have yet to match the buzz I felt when I first met you.

Letters for Her to Never Read // d.k

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Some nights, I still want to call you. Sometimes when things get really bad, you’re the only one I can think of. Except I have stopped thinking of you on the good days. You have stopped being the first person I want to call when something good happens. I guess that says that I still love you, but it’s different now.

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It would mean the world to me if you checked out my poems :) I hope you’re having a great day/night ox

I'd love to. Hope you're having a great night as well.Best, d.k

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I hope that one day you come across a picture or even just a memory and think to yourself, “I really fucked that up.” I hope it ruins your day and tears your heart to shreds. I hope you go the whole day thinking of me. Thinking of all the great times we had, the way I made you feel, the way we taught each other to love, and the small things we both loved about each other. I hope every thought of me brings you regret. I hope you experience even just a touch of the heartbreak I felt. And then I hope it no longer affects you and that you forget about me. And I hope you are happy for the rest of your life.

Letters for Her to Never Read // d.k