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Sneakin out. ꫂ᭪݁ ( Jackie jackson )
Sneaking out with your boyfriend always ends well. ᝰ.ᐟ
older bf! jackie x younger blk fem (early 20s so it don't be weird ya know, kinda short. I got a lil lazy mb, not rlly proofread)
Your mom and pops didn't like hearing of this boyfriend you had, especially since you never brought him around. Of course not, they'd flip out if they only knew.
You didn't wanna hear, "He's a lil older aint he?" Or "He graduated with me back in 19-"
No. You did not wanna hear it.
Sure, you were grown, but that didn't mean your parents had stopped being protective of you. And bringing home a man like Jackie was out of the question. Yes, he was kind, thoughtful, and treated you well, thats what matter. But your parents would still look sideways. You had no interest in trying to convince anyone that your relationship was something real when they already got their minds made up about you and Jackie. So you kept it quiet, secret calls and hidden outings.
A pair of headlights flash twice from down the street. Jackie's old Chevy is parked beneath a streetlamp, elbow hanging out the driver's window, watching to make sure you get there safely before he even thinks about pulling away. The moment you slip into the passenger seat, he locks the truck.
His brown eyes glance over to you, "So…" he murmurs. "What made you sneak out tonight?"
"I missed you. I can't see my man?," you asks smiling at him.
Jackie smiled at that, "Ah, you miss me" he repeats, unable to hide the grin spreading across his face. "Course you can see me baby."
He starts the truck and slowly drives off. He kept one hand on the steering wheel and the other tangled with yours, stealing little glances every few minutes. "Hows your family?" he asks you quietly.
"Good and asleep," you respond glancing over the sidewalks where others walked.
Jackie nods leaning back against his seat. "Every time I pull up to your street, I feel like that man gon' come bustin' through the front door," he chuckles.
"You so dramatic."
He glanced over with a crooked smile. "I ain't dramatic." He glanced over with a crooked smile. "I'm cautious. Tryna be respectful of your pops… and stay on your mama's good side."
You rolled your eyes. "Jackie, you could show up with flowers, a suit, and a Bible tucked under your arm."
He looked over. "And?"
"My daddy still wouldn't like you."
That earned a genuine laugh from him. "Now that," he said, shaking his head, "I believe." Jackie lived just a few miles away in a quiet little neighborhood. Bringing him home was never an option, but the opposite? That was much easier. If the two of you wanted a few uninterrupted hours together, his place was always waiting for you.
After a while he speaks again, softer this time. "Ion like you sneakin' out though mama, ain't right."
You raise an eyebrow at hearing that, "Hmmm, but you picking me up?"
"Hmmm," he hums back playful. "I know, that's the problem."
"Then stop coming to get me," you said with a playful shrug, glancing over at him as if the answer were that simple.
Jackie huffed out a quiet laugh and shook his head. "Yeah..." he murmured. "That ain't happenin'."
You smirked at him saying that, "Oh alright, then quit complaining',' you gave him a taunting look before looking back at the road.
"So now you got jokes?"
"Learned from you," you replied with the sweetest smile you could manage, as if you hadn't just thrown his own words back at him.
He stole another glance at you, shaking his head with an amused smile. "Nah," he said. "I don't remember teachin' you to be that slick."
"Oh, you definitely did."
He glanced over, the corner of his mouth lifting into a smile. He looked back to the road, the smile still lingering on his face. A few seconds passed before he reached across the center console again, his large hand finding yours without so much as a second thought. His fingers slipped easily between yours, giving your hand a gentle squeeze before resting there.
Jackie shut the door behind you, the lock clicking softly into place like the rest of the world had been cut off on purpose. His place was quiet, no distant voices, no footsteps in the hallway, just the low hum of the night outside and the faint sound of music still playing somewhere in the background. You followed him further inside, your eyes adjusting to the dim light of his living room as he tossed his keys onto a nearby table.
"Make yourself comfortable," he said softly, setting his keys on the table before shrugging off his jacket.
You slipped yours off as well, hanging it over the back of a nearby chair while taking in the quiet warmth of his place. You smoothed out your dress as you walked over, your red flats graced along the floor.
Jackie glanced over his shoulder. "You can stay as long as you want too." He wandered toward the kitchen, opening the refrigerator with an absent-minded pull. "I think I got somethin' to snack on around here…"
You were about to answer, but your attention drifted elsewhere. Instead of looking around the room, you found yourself watching him. They traced the line of his back, the way his shirt pulled tight across it, the slow flex of muscle every time he shifted his weight. Those fingers that worked with steady patience, the sight of them made your stomach tighten with insistent hunger. Not for anything on a plate. Just him, right there.
"Hm no it's okay Jackie," as you eased over to him, your hands eager to feel all over him. Your hands found his shoulder before slowly wrapping around his neck. "Just wanna be with you."
The teasing in his eyes faded, replaced with something warmer, more serious.
He reached out gently, letting his hand rest at your waist before pulling you in just enough that you were close, but still giving you room to breathe.
"Yeah?" he murmured. "You got me."
He then gave a small nod toward the hallway. "C’mon," he said quietly. He stopped at his bedroom door and pushed it open with ease, stepping aside to let you go in first. Jackie lingered in the doorway for a second longer than necessary before finally following you in and gently closing the door behind him.
"You cold or anythin baby?" he asked after a moment, voice quieter now.
You shook your head. "No m'good Jackie."
He nodded at you, though his eyes stayed on you a little longer than normal. Then he moved toward the bed, sitting down first before patting the space beside him. "Come here then," he said simply. You laid down beside him slowly, curling into his side as the mattress dipped again under your weight. His arm came around you naturally, resting like it belonged there, like it had done this before even if it hadn’t.
He gently kissed the side of your face, a small innocent gesture. Jackie figured you just wanted to sleep, so he closed his eyes quietly. He had already started drifting, breath slowing, when your fingers began their slow journey. Then some more, your hands drifted down his chest. Your palm glided over the hard plane of his chest, tracing the line between his pecs through the shirt before sliding lower. The muscles there twitched under your touch.
Jackie’s eyelids fluttered open, heavy with sleep, “What you doin'?” he asked softly, the voice low and still thick with sleep.
"Just feelin you," you say quietly, your hand then traced right down right to his pants, pressing across his crotch. He let out a soft grunt before his eyes glanced up to yours. You blink your pretty eyes at him before pressing your hand further against his bulge.
He let out that low grunt again, eyes flicking up to meet yours, heavy-lidded and darkening fast.
"Girl…" The word dragged out slow, thick with warning and want at the same time. His eyes flicked over your movements, just watching.
You smiled, teeth catching your bottom lip, then pulled your hand away completely. The sudden absence made his hips twitch forward, chasing the lost pressure. Jackie’s jaw flexed. He didn’t say anything at first, just watched you with that sleepy, focused look while his dick kept swelling, straining hard against the zipper now.
Bad move girl.
After a beat he shifted closer, rolling onto his side so his body pressed along yours. One big hand slid down your stomach, fingers slipping beneath the hem of your dress without hesitation. He found the damp cotton between your legs and pressed two fingers right against your soaked panties, rubbing slow circles over the wet spot.
"You get this wet just from playing my dick?" His voice came out low, almost amused.
Before you could answer him, he leaned in and pressed a soft, slow kiss against your lips, one after another, tasting the little sounds that slipped out of you. His fingers carefully hook the edge of your panties, he slowly pulled them off. You felt a cool breeze hit you as the fabric was removed.
"Hm?" he asks you. You let out a soft moan against his lips. Now Jackie knew exactly what you wanted. Jackie had you right there, sprawled across his lap in the low light of his bedroom, legs spread wide over his thighs. His thick middle finger sank knuckle-deep into your dripping cunt with a wet, filthy sound that filled the quiet room.
"Mmm, listen to how wet you get for me" he hummed low against your ear.
"Hmmm Jackieeee," you say desperately quiet against some sheets, you felt yourself clenching onto his finger. His gentle fingers slowed on your puffy clit hearing your plea.
"Hm you got it baby, just relax," he says slipping his finger out. You let out a annoyed grunt but he just smiled. He then lightly spreads open your pussy, and runs his middle finger down your slit, collecting your wetness before trailing it back up to work around your clit.
Your back arched from the sensation of just being on the edge to cum, then slowly have it taken away. You let out a soft whine. "Few more minutes, as a lil payback" he replies.
He then eased his thick middle finger back deeper into your soaked pussy, the wet squelch loud enough for the sound to fill the empty silence. His finger worked inside you, curling occasionally to feel you clench some more.
"Listen to that pussy talkin' back," he murmured against your ear, his voice low and praising.
"You just love teasin' a man," his thumb dragged slow circles over your swollen clit while his finger pumped the lazy curls. Every time your hips jerked, he tightened his arm across your waist and held you down.
"Don't pull away. You came all this way mama. Now you gon' take what I give you."
Your back arched hard against his chest. The over stimulation built fast, too much pressure, too much slick friction, too much of his calm yet commanding voice telling you exactly how long you had to take it.
"Jackie m'sorry," you muttered his name sweetly. Thought you weren't sorry, you loved teasing him.
"Mhm," his eyes then glanced down to the scene. "Look how fat this clit get when I rub it just right." He gave a few taps to the sensitive nub, then went back to those torturous slow rubs. He then pulled his finger free, shiny with your slick, and spread your puffy lips apart so he could watch your hole clench around nothing once again.
"Bet it been throbbin' all day thinkin' about me touchin' it," Jackie leans down to kiss the side of your neck, still rubbing, still pushing, still talking low and dirty right against your skin.
"Don't it?" he asks you low.
"Fuck, yes it does Jackie!," you nod your head as low whimpers slip through your lips.
His other hand slid down and caught a handful of your ass, squeezing firm enough to make you gasp and push back into his grip. His palm filled with soft flesh while his fingers kept stroking your soaked pussy, spreading your wetness up and down. He watched your face the whole time, eyes half-lidded but focused.
"You think you should cum mama? Cum over my fingers?" he asks you in that taunting voice.
"Jackie please let me cum," you say feeling yourself about to release. His fingers go faster, just at the speed you needed.
He then slipped them out before looking at you smirking, "Ion think so."
The slick of your own wetness glistens on his fingers as he brings them to his lips, sucking them slow, his eyes locked on you. A low hum rumbles in his throat, tasting you.
"Mmm," he murmurs, pulling his fingers out with a soft pop. "Sweet as honey, but you ain't ready for that reward yet."
Your thighs clench, empty and aching, the pulse between them throbbing with denied release. You squirm on the bedspread, the sheets sticking to your damp skin. "Jackie, c'mon now… you can't just—"
"But I did baby, think you can just be teasin' me?" he emphasizes at you. He grins, that crooked smile that makes you weak in the knees even when you're already lying down. He reaches down and unbuckles his belt. "You wanna cum? Show me then."
He pulls himself free from his jeans, thick and already half-hard, his hand lazily stroking his length as he holds your gaze.
"And maybe, just maybe, I'll forget about that teasin' mess you was pullin' earlier."
You roll your eyes before a slow smirk comes to your lips. You give a slow lick of your lips before you lean over and slowly take him in your mouth, just an inch at a time. You sucked slowly on the head, licking up each bead of precum that pushed out his tip. Your free hand lightly stroked along his shaft feeling the veins, he leans his head back watching you go ahead.
"That's my good girl," he says. He grunts quietly feeling your wet tongue swirl around his dick so good.
He brushes the hair from your face with a tenderness that belies the filth he's been whispering. His hand cups the back of your head, guiding you up and down, not forcing, just leading, setting a rhythm you fall into easy.
You hollow your cheeks, suckling a little slower, dragging your fingers along his sides. The slick sound of saliva swirling around your mouth mixes with the low, breathy grunts escaping his throat.
"Shit," he hisses through his teeth. "You know exactly what you doin', don't you? Tryna make me forget I was ever mad."
You hummed softly and slowly took him out your mouth, "Hm you was mad at me Jackie? Couldn't tell from the pistol in your pants," you say as you kiss along the sides of his dick.
Jackie chuckles low as he cups your face, "Hm, think you've done enough now." He then shifts upwards. You smile to yourself, rolling onto your stomach, arching up while looking back at him. His hand caresses over your plump ass, squeezing and humming to himself. "Way bigger than some lil pistol," he says to you.
You chuckled and teasingly shook your ass to him. He grips your ass again while spreading your cheeks open with one hand. He slowly rubs his tip between your entrance, still slick and wet. "You want it fast or slow baby?"
"Lil bit of both, just want your hands all over me" you replied. And oh he gave it to you.
His grip on your neck was firm, his palm flattening against your shoulder blade, stroking down your spine as he slowed his pace.
"Look at you," he murmured, voice gentle. "Takin' me so good, baby." He pulled out slowly, almost all the way, then pushed back in with a deep roll of his hips.
The slickness from each of you fills the sounds, your muffled whimpers deep in the pillow. His lips found your shoulder, placing soft, open-mouthed kisses along your skin. "This what you needed, huh?"
You could barely form words, just a strangled "Mhm" into the pillow as he rocked into you. "Fuckkk Jackie please, please," you say keeping your back arched. "Please baby, I wanna cum," you whimper out.
"You wanna cum baby?" he asks. "Go ahead and cum then, lemme feel it." His pace quickened, the wet slap of your ass meeting his hips filling the room. That familiar heat began to build low in your belly, coiling tighter with each stroke. You could feel yourself clenching around him, your pussy gushing as he drove deeper. A few more thrusts from him and the tension snapped, a hot wave flowing through you as you came right on his dick, your body trembling as he followed right behind, spilling into you with a low, moan.
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authors note; got a lil lazy but I wanted to write sum that isn't Jackie being a complete butthead he can be sweet too 🫦, more works with him in the future ofc
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glasses
pairing: mature era!boyfriend!michael x singer!reader
summary: reader loves michael’s glasses. he hates them. that’s it. that’s the plot.
word count: 613
author’s note: @roseidol did her big one with this idea, i’m serious. i was foaming at the mouth writing this drabble & it ain’t even dirty.
ps. idk what’s coming next. i no longer make promises. surprise posts only from here on out.
𝐇𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐧 𝐀𝐰𝐚𝐲| 𝐌.𝐉𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐬𝐨𝐧
Synopsis: Behind the fame, the headlines, and the closed gates, Michael’s greatest secret was you. So when his family decides to surprise him with an unexpected visit, one awkward interruption turns into the most chaotic first meeting either of you could’ve imagined.
1/2 requests from an anonymous
ˏˋ°•*⁀➷: Risk play, Exhibitionism, blow job, recording, age gap, secret relationship, praise play, daddy kink, recording kink, and penetration
You sat comfortably in Michael’s lap, your legs draped over his waist as your fingertips traced lazy circles across his chest. His hands rested on your thighs, gently stroking them while the two of you exchanged soft smiles, completely lost in each other’s company. The soft amber sun shining through the windows of the house and hitting Michael’s skin making this moment so much more romantic
“Do I make you happy sweetheart?”
“Of course” You smiled sweetly before kissing his knuckles a few times
You & Michael have been in a secret relationship for the past three months yet only the two of you knew about it. Michael had no desire to share you with the rest of the world and you could fictitious the backlash of your family wondering what you were doing in a relationship with an older man.
But what people would never understand is how happy he made you, yes he was an older man but you’d never felt so fulfilled and appreciated by a romantic partner
“Can we try something baby?” You asked sweetly
“Like what?”
A smirk tugged at the corner of your lips before you kissed Michael’s lips delicately
“Ohh my god—Tink”
Michael struggled to keep the camera from slipping out of his hands because he was getting so lost in the lustful pleasures you were giving him
The two of you now in the Foyer with Michael recording you giving him the messiest blowjob he had ever received. Your saliva had completely coated his shaft and covered your mouth completely
Taking a break from deep throating, you used both hands to create a double twisting sensation and occasionally sucking his balls also. His knees were threatening to give out at any moment
“Baby I need you to do something for me?” You sweetly asked while kissing his quivering thighs and staring into his eyes
“Yes Tink?”
You never stopped stroking his dick, feeling his precum and saliva coating your hands with each twist
“I want you to fuck my face”
“Wouldn’t that hurt you?”
“No baby—it’s just something I wanna try with you, I wanna do it for you”
Michael took a deep breath and gripped the camera tighter, still looking uncertain about it
“Don’t you wanna cum for me?”
Immediately he shook his head yes “Yes..Whatever you want sweet face”
A smile spread across your face just before you kissed his tip making him shiver “You’re still recording me right?”
“Mhm”
You swallowed his dick gagging once you reached the halfway point, pacing yourself and grabbing his thighs for support once you successfully took everything in. Michael began rocking his hips forward and grabbing the back of your head once he got comfortable “Fuck” he groaned
Staring down at your beautiful brown eyes and your full lips wrapped tightly around his dick, taking everything that he was giving to you. Each thrust his tip touched the back of your throat, he was surprised that you weren’t gagging or begging him to stop
Instead you moaned as loud as you could and bobbed your head at the pace Michael forced your head down. Feeling your mouth transition from his tip and back down to his base repeatedly “Fuck fuck fuck!” He moaned “Baby your mouth feels so fucking good right now”
Your mouth was heavily salivated causing it to splatter with each thrust, coating your chest and thighs
“You doing okay mama?”
“Mhmm” you replied with tears filling your eyes
Michael tightened his grip around the camera as he spread his legs slightly and placed one hand behind your head. His fingers pressed in the back of your skull watching you work
Feeling your mouth travel from his tip and back to his base repeatedly, the warm sensations disappearing before returning. Feeling your tongue brush up against his dick drove him wild
You could feel his dick twitching like crazy in your mouth signaling he was about to cum, even his thrusting had gotten aggressive “You ready for me to cum pretty girl? Hm?”
“Mhmm” you managed to get out
Shortly after his cum shot down your throat and his body recoiled repeatedly in your presence. Your lips touching his shaft as he held your head in place , moaning out for you and stuttering over his words
You remained obedient, kneeling on your knees and waiting for him to be done before you moved. He staggered back before pulling his dick out of your mouth, wincing at the pleasure of just feeling the insides still touching him. He dragging his dick across your lips slowly—watching his cum still spilling out across your face as you grabbed it and kissed his tip before swallowing the rest of his cum
“You taste so good baby” rubbing your thumb against his tip to make more cum shoot out
“Get up there” pointing at the sofa
“Oh fuck! Michael please”
Now it was your turn to hold the camera while Michael ate you out, your hands trembled trying to get a clear shot
One leg rested on the sofa while the other was over his shoulder while he focused all his efforts towards making you cum again. Pumping his middle finger in you passionately while pressing his tongue in your clitoris
The knot in your stomach felt like it would collapse at absolute any second, your abdomen continued to retract trying to fight against cumming so soon. Michael looked up at you and smirked seeing the desperate look on your face and the way your jaw hung open, unable to even get your words out
As his tongue continued to swirl your clitoris Michael removed his finger from inside you and used it to press down on your abdomen causing you to squirt in his face, your hips rocked forward into his face—not wanting it to ever end
Michael pressed your legs into your chest while he took his time swallowing your fluids, feeling his lips against yours made you shiver even more because of how sensitive you had become
Using the bottom of his shirt Michael wiped his face before kissing your soft lips “You done Tink?” Tapping his dick against your clitoris and watching you shiver
“No” you shook your head slowly
“Good” kissing your forehead before taking the camera from you “because now it’s your turn”
Michael focused the camera on your face capturing the exact moment his dick slid inside you, the way you gasped and scrunched your eyebrows before dropping your jaw
“Ohh fuck, fuck!” You cried
Sitting on top of the coffee table was Michael’s cellphone, buzzing and vibrating catching his attention “whoever that is gotta wait, I’m busy” turning his attention back to you
“Your pussy just does something to me” he panted speeding up his pace “I wish you would let me taste it everyday”
“He’s not answering! I just tried again” Jackie slamming his flip phone shut
“I’m sick of this yall are taking too long” Marlon pushed past his brothers punching in the code to Michael’s front door
Since Michael was so wrapped up in his secret rendezvous he hasn’t been in contact with hardly anybody from the outside world and people were starting to get worried. Today was the final attempt his brothers made to contact him over the phone before popping up
“Maybe he’s just in one of his moods, yall know how Michael can be sometimes”
Jermaine whispered as the three brothers stepped into the foyer
“I don’t wanna hear it, I need to lay eyes on him today or I’m calling the police”
Meanwhile, Michael was so distracted with fucking you that he failed to hear the front door open and the approaching footsteps. His only focus was you
By this point Michael had flipped you into back shots, you dangling over the couch and clawing at the arm rest with tears spilling out your eyes while Michael recorded you from behind and releasing his cum on your butt
Just then all 3 brothers walked in on the two of you, you immediately gasped and jumped back covering your chest with your arms and grabbed a pillow as a shield
Michael immediately dropped the camera and turned red seeing his family standing in the living room, immediately all 3 brothers covered their faces and turned around after what they saw
“I told yall we had no business coming over here”
“Shut up Jermaine you the one that called me up” Jackie added
“Now we know why he wasn’t answering the phone” Marlon teased making everyone laugh
The two of you quickly threw on clothes before the brothers turned around “This is my girlfriend” Michael proudly announced
A/N: I was so nervous writing this because I’d die inside getting caught by his brothers
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YOU DON’T CARE?
Michael Jackson x Fem!Reader
Part 1 Here!
sorry for taking forever to post this, I’ve been busy with piano lessons 😇
The heavy tension of that night with Michael had lingered in your brain, but by the time the weekend had rolled around, the atmosphere had shifted. The unspoken words and the messy, tangled, web of hidden feelings were still there, only they buried just beneath the surface, but the sharp edge of Michael’s frustration had slowly softened, it was quieter, less obvious.
A few days had passed since the disastrous conversation about Cynthia. Michael didn’t call the interviewer, the itinerary with her phone number had vanished, most likely thrown into the nearest bin.
It was a lazy Tuesday afternoon, the California sun was streaming through the massive windows of the Hayvenhurst living room. It was warm, peaceful, and entirely cut off from the rest of the world. On the low mahogany coffee table sat two mugs of hot chocolate, topped with a ridiculous, overflowing mountain of whipped cream and a sprinkle of cinnamon.
You were sitting with your back against a pile of pillows, a sketchbook resting comfortably against your knees. You weren’t a professional artist by any means, but flipping through the pages and sketching small thoughtless doodles helped keep your hands busy.
Nearby, Michael was lying on his side, propped up on one elbow. He had a small silver spoon in his hand, which he was using to steal dollops of whipped cream from your mug whenever he thought you weren’t looking.
Every time his fingers brushed against yours as he reached for the hot chocolate, a tiny, electric spark seemed to jolt between the two of you. It was a completely different type of energy from a few days ago. Tonight Michael felt close. Intentionally, and a little clingy.
“You’re going to take all the cream before I even get a taste,” you murmured, not looking up from your sketchbook, though a small smile tugged at the corner of your lips.
Michael paused, his spoon hovering mid air, a look of mock innocence washing over his features. His wide, dark beautiful eyes blinked rapidly, his long eyelashes casting shadows on his cheekbones. “I have no idea what you’re talking about. I’m just inspecting it. Making sure it’s safe for consumption of course.”
“Right. Very heroic of you,” you laughed, finally looking up meeting his gaze.
The moment your eyes locked with his, Michael’s features softened. The teasing smirk melted away into something you didn’t want to look far into. His gaze dropping to your lips for a fraction of a second before travelling back up towards your eyes. That alone sent a sudden, violent flutter of butterflies straight into your stomach. It was the kind of look that made your breath catch, the kind that reminded you just how dangerous it was to be this close to him without telling him how you truly felt.
Ever since his sudden outburst about the interviewer, Cynthia, things had changed between you. He hadn’t brought her up again.
Michael shifted his weight, sliding a bit closer to you. The scent of him suddenly surrounding you, a comforting blend of expensive sandalwood, soap, and the faint sweet smell of hot chocolate. He reached out, his long fingers gently catching the edge of your notebook.
“Let me see.” he requested softly, his tone curious. “What are you drawing so intensely over there? Is it a masterpiece?”
“It’s definitely not a masterpiece,” you laughed playfully, trying to pull the book back towards you. “Just doodles. Nothing you need to see.”
“Oh, come on, let me see,” he insisted, a genuine laugh escaping his lips. It was that infectious laugh that always made your heart ache with affection. He leaned in closer, his shoulder pressing firmly against yours. The heat radiating his body made it hard not to lean into his side. “Don’t hide it from me. I’m a connoisseur of the arts, y’know.”
“You’re a nuisance, is what you are,” you sighed, but let your grip loosen, allowing him to gently pull the book into his own lap.
Michael turned the sketchbook around, staring down at the pages. Your heart thudded against your ribs as you realised what was on the current page. It wasn’t just random shapes, it was a rough charcoal sketch of the living room from a few nights ago. Specifically, it was a silhouette of him standing by the window. A visual representation of how deeply he occupied your thoughts.
You felt a sudden flush of heat creep up your neck, your cheeks burning a bright crimson. “Michael, wait, don’t look at that page-”
But it was too late. Michael’s thumb brushed against the edge of the paper. He went completely still, his gaze tracing over the charcoal lines with an intensity that made it hard for you to breathe. The only sound in the room was the quiet, rhythmic ticking of the grandfather clock right outside in the hallway, and the soft crackle of the fireplace.
“You drew this,” he whispered, his voice dropping into a deep, velvety register that made your skin tingle on the surface.
“I… yeah,” you stammered embarrassingly, suddenly finding loose threads on your shirt incredibly interesting. “I was just messing around, I know it’s no good. The proportions are all wrong-”
“It’s beautiful,” Michael interrupted softly. He turned his head to look at you, his face only inches away from yours now. The proximity was dizzying. You could see the golden flecks in his dark eyes, the soft texture of his skin, the slight parting of his lips. “It’s really beautiful, baby.”
He didn’t pull away. Instead, he placed the sketchbook gently next to him, his eyes never leaving yours. The hesitation, fear of rejection had driven him to overexaggerate that ridiculous story about Cynthia a few days ago, seemed to be warring with a newfound, desperate hope. He ran a hand nervously through his curls, a small, vulnerable sigh escaping from him.
“I lied to you the other night,” he confessed quietly, his gaze dropping to his own hands as his fingers nervously fidgeted. “About Cynthia. About the interviewer.”
You blinked, caught completely off guard. “What do you mean?”
“I mean… she was nice, I guess. But there was no connection.” Michael admitted, a sheepish, embarrassed look crossing his face as he said the words. “She gave me her number, but I threw it away, I… I exaggerated most of it.”
You stared at him, your mind racing as the pieces of the puzzle started falling into place. The strange, restless energy. The way he had watched your face, waiting for a reaction. The sheer agitation when you had told him to go out with her.
“Why would you do that, Mike?” you asked, your voice a mix of confusion and a strange, rising hope that you were almost too terrified to acknowledge.
Michael let out a soft laugh, shaking his head. He looked up at you, his wide eyes completely defenseless. “Because I was bein’ stupid.” he said softly. “Because I’ve been holding onto something for so long, and it was burning a hole right through me. I wanted to see if you cared. I wanted to see if the thought of me being with someone else would… would hurt you, even just a little bit.”
Your breath hitched in your throat. The walls you had spent years building around your heart, the thick, protective barriers designed to keep you safe from the devastating reality of loving a global superstar, suddenly felt like a thin veil dropping.
“Michael,” you breathed, your voice a little shaky. “You wanted to make me jealous?”
“I wanted to know if I was the only one losing my mind,” he said suddenly, the words felt uncontrollable, spilling out in an emotional rush. He reached out, his warm, larger hand covering yours. “Whenever I see people looking at you, or talking to you… I get this awful, heavy feeling in my chest. And the other night, when I told you about her, you just smiled and told me to take her out. It broke my heart. It really did. I thought, ‘you didn’t care, to you I’m just a friend.’”
“That’s not true.” you said firmly, the honesty tearing its way through your throat before you could stop it. You could feel Michael’s thumb rubbing softly against your hand, his eyes were bright, excited in a way you hadn’t seen since you were little. “Michael, that’s the furthest thing from the truth.”
“So it’s not true?”
“No!” you exclaimed, a breathless, little laugh escaping you as the weight of the secret lifted off your shoulders, it felt good saying it out loud especially to Michael. “I was miserable! I felt like my stomach dropped. You have the whole world at your feet. Why would you ever want me when you could have anyone?”
“Anyone?” he echoed softly, he moved closer, his free hand coming to gently cup your cheek. His thumb stroked softly against your cheekbone. “I don’t want ‘anyone’ baby. I’ve seen the world. I’ve met thousands of people. But nobody makes me feel the way you do.”
“I’ve loved you for a really long time,” Michael whispered, the confession hanging beautifully in the quiet space between you. “I was so scared that if I told you I’d ruin everything.”
“You could never ruin this.” you managed to say, leaning into the comfort of his touch.
“You really mean that?” he asked, a hint of that lingering, vulnerable boyishness in his voice.
“With all my heart.” You promised
YOU DON’T CARE?
Michael Jackson x Female!Reader
Summary: Michael tries to make reader jealous, but it ends up backfiring.
warnings: arguing, angst? Jealousy, possessiveness.
part 2 here
The heavy velvet curtains of Hayvenhurst were drawn tight, shutting out the night and the ever present hum of the outside world. Inside the living room, the universe shrunk down to a warm room illuminated by the warm glow of the television and a few expensive lamps.
A massive fort of silk pillows and quilted blankets occupied the centre of the room, a stable of these rare, quiet sleepovers. For anyone else, a sleepover was a casual weekend plan. For Michael, it was a fortress. It was one of the very few places where the crushing weight of fame, the record breaking charts, and suffocating madness of his global celebrity couldn’t reach him. Here, he wasn’t was a phenomenon. Here he was just regular Michael.
You were sitting crossed legged on a pile of over sized cushions, wearing a pair of shorts and a vintage t shirt, idly flipping through a music magazine. Across from you, Michael was stretched out on his stomach propped up on his elbows. His curls framed his face perfectly, free of hairspray and styling that defined his public image.
The television hummed quietly in the background, playing an old cartoon on low volume, neither of you were really paying much attention to it. A large bowl of half eaten popcorn sat between you, along with empty glasses that used to filled with orange juice.
On the surface everything was how it exactly usually was. Peaceful. Quiet. Safe.
But beneath it, a strange, restless energy was humming through Michael. You could sense it in the way his fingers tapped an erratic rhythm against his leg. His wide eyes kept tracing back to you, tracking your expressions, waiting for a reaction that hadn’t come yet.
"You're weirdly quiet tonight," Michael murmured, shifting his weight. He picked up a piece of popcorn and tossed it into the air, catching it expertly in his mouth. "Usually, you'd be rambling about something by now. Did I bore you with that new demo?"
"Not at all," you said without looking, your eyes scanning the magazine, yet you weren’t really reading the words on the pages. "The demo is brilliant, Mike. You know that. I'm just reading."
Michael frowned slightly, his lips pressing into a pout. He didn't want you to just read. He wanted your full, undivided attention. More specifically, he wanted a very particular kind of attention he’d been chasing. He had been feeling a nagging, persistent ache in his chest for months now, a deep, terrifyingly intense affection for you that went far beyond friendship. But Michael was terrified of rejection, and even more terrified of ruining the one safe haven he had left. So, instead of being honest, his brilliant mind had decided on a foolproof, albeit disastrous, plan to test the waters, by make you jealous.
He cleared his throat, adjusting his position so he was leaning a bit closer to your side of the blanket fort.
“So…” he started, his voice dropping into a casual conversation tone that was totally not forced and not obvious. “I had that big interview yesterday afternoon. The one with that European network.”
“Oh, yeah?” You replied, your tone perfectly pleasant, entirely detached. “How did it go? Did they ask you the same five questions about the moonwalk?”
“No, actually,” Michael said, a small, sly, smile playing on his lips. He leaned his chin against the palm of his hand, his eyes watching you carefully. “It was… different. The interviewer, her name is Cynthia. She flew all the way from London. She was incredibly smart. Very well spoken. And, uh… well, she was also really beautiful.”
Your heart did a sudden, unexpected, violent flip in your chest. The words you were pretending to read seemed even more meaningless than they had been before. A cold prickle of jealousy flared to life in your stomach, sharp and uninvited.
You kept your eyes glued to the magazine, your face a mask of absolute, serene indifference. You knew if you made eye contact Michael would instantly be able to read you like an open book.
You had spent years mastering the art of hiding your feelings around Michael Jackson. When a man is chased by millions of screaming women every time he steps out of a building, you learn to build a very thick wall around your heart just to survive being his friend, but that didn’t stop the nagging feeling of wishing you were more than just a friend.
“Oh, that’s wonderful, Mike,” you said, your voice smooth, and light, and the exact opposite of everything Michael had been secretly hoping for. “It’s always nice when you get an interviewer who actually treats you like a human being instead of some zoo animal.”
Michael’s smile faltered slightly. That wasn’t quite the reaction he was looking for. He needed more. He needed a spark.
“No, it was more than that,” Michael pressed on, his voice taking on a certain edge that you couldn’t describe. “We ended up talking for hours after the cameras stopped rolling. She had this incredible laugh, you know? And she kept touching my arm when I made a joke. It was… I don’t know, there was a really strong connection there.”
He watched you like a hawk, waiting for the telltale signs. A tightening of your jaw. A sharp intake of breath. A snappy, possessive remark. Anything to show that the thought of another woman holding his attention tore you apart the same way the thought of another man tore him apart.
Instead, you finally closed the magazine, placing it neatly on the floor beside you. You turned your head to look at him, your expression entirely open, warm, and encouraging.
"Michael, that is amazing!" you exclaimed, forcing a bright smile breaking across your face. "Wow. You rarely ever click with people like that outside of work. I'm so happy for you."
Michael blinked, momentarily stunned. "You... you are?"
"Of course I am!" You leaned forward, resting your elbows on your knees, entirely playing the part of the supportive, enthusiastic best friend, even as a small, bitter knot tightened in your throat. "You're always saying how hard it is to meet genuine people who see past the fame. If this Cynthia girl connected with you like that,” you struggled to get the words out as your throat tightened “and she's beautiful and smart? Mike, that’s a special find."
"Yeah. Special," Michael echoed your words, his brows furrowing. He sat up fully now, crossing his legs, his eyes locked onto yours, trying desperately to read between the lines. There had to be a catch. You couldn't possibly be this happy about it. "She, uh... she gave me her personal number. Written on the back of her itinerary. She told me to call her at her hotel before she flies back to England at the end of the week."
"Well, what are you waiting for?" you urged, your smile widening, though it felt like a heavy weight was pulling at the corners of your mouth. "You should absolutely call her. Better yet, you should take her out on a proper date."
Michael froze. The words hung in the air between you, heavy and entirely wrong. Take her out on a date.
"A date?" he asked, his voice cracking slightly before he caught himself. His tone sharpened, a sudden prickle of irritation breaking through his exterior. "You think I should take her out?"
“Yes! Why not?" you exclaimed, keeping your tone casual and entirely logical. Inside, you were screaming, but you would rather die than let him see you cry or hear a tremor in your voice. If he liked this girl, you were going to be the perfect friend. You were going to push him right into her arms, because that’s what friends do. Even if it hurt. "You've been working yourself to death lately. You deserve to have some fun, go out, get dressed up, and enjoy the company of a beautiful woman."
You were too scared of being rejected by Michael, you figured it would break your heart completely. If you couldn’t keep Michael to yourself at least you could keep parts of him. It was enough to keep your heart at bay.
"Go out?" Michael questioned, his jaw tightening. He ran a hand through his curls, his frustration finally beginning to bubble to the surface. He shifted restlessly on his cushion, his eyes dark and intense. "So just like that? You're just throwin’ me at her?"
"I'm not throwing you at anyone, Michael," you said with a soft, amused chuckle, though it felt hollow and confused. "I’m just encouraging you. You're Michael Jackson. If you want to take a pretty interviewer out on a date, you should do it. I think it’d be great for you."
Michael snapped. He stood up abruptly, abandoning the comfort of the blankets, and began to pace the length of the living room carpet. His hands flew to his hips, his chest rising and falling with heavy breaths. You stared at him confused.
"I can't believe you," he muttered, shaking his head, looking up at the ceiling as if asking the Lord for strength. "I really can't believe you right now."
You blinked, genuinely taken aback by the sudden shift in his demeanor, though you maintained your calm facade. "What did I say? I'm trying to be supportive!"
"Supportive?!" Michael spun around to face you, his eyes blazing with a mixture of intense frustration and hurt. He gestured wildly with one hand. "I come in here, and I tell you that there's a woman, a beautiful, smart woman, who is actively pursuing me, who gave me her number, who I had a 'strong connection' with... and your immediate response is to tell me to go date her? To walk out the door and go be with someone else?!"
"Well, yeah!" you said, standing up directly across from Michael, defensively crossing your arms over your chest. "What else am I supposed to say? 'No, Michael, lock yourself in here forever and never talk to a woman again'? You’re a grown man. If you like her, go out with her!"
"But I don't want to just go out with her!" Michael burst out, his voice rising, filled with a desperate, agitated energy. He stopped pacing, looking down at you, his shoulders tense. "That's not the point!"
"Then what is the point, Michael?" you asked, your own frustration starting to leak through your carefully constructed walls, though you kept your jealousy fiercely under lock and key. "Why are you getting mad at me for wanting you to be happy?"
Michael bit his lip. He was practically vibrating with a frantic, boiled up energy. He couldn’t tell you the truth, that the whole story had been over exaggerated, that Cynthia had been averagely nice and he hadn’t felt a single spark, that he had only told you to see if you would show any possessiveness, the same possessive, consuming hunger that he felt whenever anyone looked at you.
The sheer unfairness of it all was driving him insane.
If the roles were reversed, if you had come into his living room and started talking about some handsome interviewer, some guy who had flown into London, who had touched your arm, who had given his number to you-
Michael’s stomach dropped into a dark bottomless pit just thinking about it. A cold suffocating wave of jealousy washed over him at the mere thought of another man holding your attention, making you laugh, looking into your eyes. If you had mentioned another man tonight. Michael knew exactly what would’ve happened. He would’ve lost his mind. He would’ve spiralled. He would’ve been miserable.
And yet here you were, standing right in front of him. And showing the exact opposite of how he would’ve reacted. You weren’t spiralling. You weren’t angry. You were instead, encouraging him which just made it all so worse. It made him feel like he was the only one drowning in the ocean of his feelings, while you were on the shore happily waving him off to another ship.
“You’re just so casual about it. You’re just standing here telling me to go take Cynthia to dinner? Like it doesn’t matter at all?”
“Of course it matters!” You argued, maintaining your ground, your heart breaking a little more with every word you spoke yet you refused to show it. “It matters because you are my best friend Michael. Because if you find someone you connect with, you should pursue it! Why does this make you so angry?”
“Because it shouldn’t be that easy for you!” He immediately closed his mouth. His eyes widening as he realised how dangerously close he was to coming off the ledge. He turned away from you quickly. His chest quietly heaving as he struggled to regain control of his violently thumping heart.
The silence in the living room became deafening. You hid your hands behind your back, trying to hide that they were trembling.
What did he mean by that? Did he suspect? Did he notice how much it hurt your soul listening to him talk about another woman? Were you slipping?
You took a deep, steadying, breath forcing your heart to slow down, forcing your voice into that calm, steady rhythm. “Michael,” you said softly, your voice cutting through the quiet room.
He didn’t move. He kept his back to you, his shoulders still tense. “Michael,” you repeated. Slowly, reluctantly, he turned around. His arms slowly crossed over his chest, his chin tilted down. He looked vulnerable, frustrated and deeply exhausted.
“If I crossed a line I’m sorry,” you spoke gently. “I didn’t mean to make it sound like it was easy or like I don’t care. I know how complicated your life is. I know that dating, or even just going out for coffee is a nightmare for you. If this Cynthia girl is someone you like, I just want you to have a chance at something normal. That’s all. I’m on your side. Always."
Michael stared at you, his throat bobbing as he swallowed hard. Every single word you said was perfect. It was logical. It was sweet. It was exactly what a perfect, loyal, caring best friend would say.
And it utterly destroyed him.
He closed his eyes for a brief moment, letting out a shaky, long sigh that sounded dangerously close to defeat. He had tried to spark a fire, and you had completely extinguished it with pure, terrifying kindness.
He let his arms drop to his sides, the angry, frantic energy leaving him. He looked quieter. He walked back and sinked down onto the cushions, a few feet away from you, dragging a hand down his face.
“I’m sorry,” he mumbled, his voice dropping back into its usual soft spoken register. He couldn’t look you in the eye, instead focusing intensely on a loose thread. “I didn’t mean to yell… I’m tired. Work has been a lot lately. My head is all over the place.”
“It’s okay,” you said softly, “you don’t have to apologise to me. You’re allowed to feel stressed.”
“I don’t think I’m going to call her,” Michael said quietly, his voice flat. “Cynthia. I don’t think I’ll call her. It’s too much trouble. Don’t think it would work out anyway.”
A wave of intense, overwhelming relief washed over you, so powerful it almost made you dizzy. The suffocating knot in your chest loosened just a fraction. You kept your expression perfectly neutral. “Whatever you think is best, Mike.”
jus a thought ..
the world knew that michael was a lover boy, he worshipped the ground women walked on and treated them with such gentleness as if they were porcelain—you fell into that category as his lady.
but they didn’t know michael had such a perverse mindset, that behind the shades hid a leering gaze on the body that was solely his.
michael was a man of good faith—he tried his best not to gawk at you but how could he not? its like everything you did was a test of his patience. you were temptation on legs.
like once you were walking around the house in a pair of shorts and a tanktop to get through the hot weather, abruptly dropping the CD you were holding. “crap..” you had muttered, bending over to pick it up.
michael had just been about to make his way to the kitchen when he found you in that position—ass puckered in the air and the fabric of your shorts tight over your cheeks.
safe to say? his cock was immediately hard, and he had to hurry off to the bathroom before you saw him.
or like another time when you both were play fighting and you climbed onto him, giggling and tickling his sides, clothed pussy righttt over the growing bulge in his slacks. “mama—… hold on a moment. lemme use the bathroom ‘kay?” he had nervously stammered out, gently moving you off him so he could rush into the bathroom and whip out his cock that was already leaking cum.
and gosh, the most embarrassing memory, when you came out to the pool in a little scrap you called a bathing suit—his cock was achingly hard—but instead of being able to scurry off and handle his business, you spotted it immediately.
that led you to jerk him off on one of the lounge chairs, kissing his neck and whispering into his ear. “aw mikey, you can’t help yourself can you?” he had let out mewls and whispered pleas, his orgasm approaching
“cmon, big daddy, come for me.” you purred seductively in his ear and he was a goner, come spurting out of his cock and making a mess of your hand.
so the world may think hes a gentleman, but in private hes your little pervert.
𝐇𝐈𝐃𝐃𝐄𝐍 𝐈𝐍 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐈𝐍 𝐒𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓
SUMMARY— jealousy gets the best of you when your bestfriend’s brother / longtime crush brings another woman around. the next few weeks are utter turmoil.
loosely based on ‘lacy’ by olivia rodrigo
WC— 2.7k
CONTENT/WARNINGS— thrillerera!michael x nondescript fm reader, angst w/ a happy-ish ending, brooke shields lowkey tryna take our man, some cursing, reader is stubborn and a lil insecure.
im utterly obsessed w this fic btw
♬ “—everything real big!”♬
☙ FEATURING: off the wall!michael x fem!reader
☙ SYNOPSIS: you and michael try to be intimate for the first time but… it doesn’t fit.
WARNINGS: 18+ MINORS DNI — there’s no plot btw, dry humping, “just the tip” , virginity loss (reader & michael) reader literally begs for it but regrets it after, cockwarming i think, fingering, no use of y/n
☙ WORD COUNT: 1k
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“michael…” you whisper against his lips, you’re sitting on his lap, on the couch in the living room. and you’ve been kissing for what has felt like hours. you already feel the growing bulge in his slacks and you love hearing the slight moan come out of his lips when you accidentally rub yourself on his length.
“mikey, please…” you whine, his hand bunching your skirt around your waist. his hips buck up into yours causing you to ground your clothed pussy onto his crotch faster. you feel your hole clenching on nothing, your panties probably drenched from you being so wet.
you and michael are still fresh in your relationship, having been friends for years until you both couldn’t deny the attraction any longer. you guys have done everything but fuck. you’ve sucked him off, he’s eaten your pussy like he’s starving, he’s plunged his long, thick fingers inside of your warmth, stretching your cunt to its limits and as much as it feels good, you want more.
no you need more.
another reason why i love 2000 watts is how assertive/aggressive michael’s voice sounds. like he knows he can give you that pleasure you’ve been begging for, especially from other people. that type of sex that’s so sweaty and makes you feel shameful the next morning, but has you thinking about it for the rest of the week, hell, the rest of the month, onto the next. he’ll refill the fuel you’re burning, cause your moans fuel him up, too.
then i can’t even imagine how sexy it would be to see him perform it, something similar to ‘dirty diana’ performance for this is it. i’m hungry. like, imagine the way he would thrust his hips the same way he does for ‘the way you make me feel.’ then the sweat on his head and him singing the song even more passionately. orrr doing that one move he did for ‘another part of me,’ you know the one.
hi! recently I've been yearning sooo bad for a sub!mature era michael, but i barely see any, people forget he still was shy and cute in this era... soo i was thinking... maybe one where matura era michael is feeling kinda self conscious about his body, or just his image in general, since he's getting older and stuff, and reader tries showing him just how perfect he still is by taming him and making him squirm and cry under her. (it would be nice if he was reaaally shy and easily embarrassed in this one, having a hard time letting reader look at him and touch him ♡)
Just Perfect…
✧ a/n: girly i’ve been having the same thought!!!! and just for us two minds think alike, I try to make this one extra special ㅤ♡
✧ contains: smut, angst, sub!michael, begging, whining, comforting, comfort sex, creampie (oop-)
✧ wc: 1,8k // masterlist
The year was 2003, Michael had just celebrated his 45th birthday. After the phenomenal party he had with his fans — with you happily witnessing from afar, letting Michael have his fun, it was time to return home. The two of you sat in the backseat of the car, you were absolutely exhausted, taking a sigh as you relaxed yourself — being glad you two were now alone.
Turning your head towards Michael, he was staring through the dark window — still wearing his shades. You lay your hand on top of his, grabbing his attention towards you “happy birthday baby…” you smiled, Michael squeezing your hand tightly, without a word he smiled — giving your hand a soft kiss, then turning his head towards the window gazing nothing but pitch black again.
You didn’t think much of it, assuming he must’ve been exhausted himself. As you arrive home safely, excited to get a good night's rest, you enter your bedroom sitting down at your vanity — taking off your jewelleries. You then notice Michael just entering the bedroom, with the first thing he does is stare at his own reflection through the full size mirror, you didn’t give it a second thought — but after giving another quick glance, he was really giving himself a good look.
He stared deeply into his face, then down to his figure, letting out a disappointing sigh — looking the same as he would hearing an off-key beat or an uncoordinated dance move. “Is everything alright…?” you questioned, he turned his head smiling — rubbing the back of his neck. “Yeah… everything's alright, it’s just…” he trailed off, you raised an eyebrow “just… what?”
“I’ts been a while since I saw myself and… I forget how much I've changed that’s all” Michael laughed it off, treating it as a joke. You stood up, walking towards him — started unbuckling his thick belt “well of course… you’ve grown so much baby… especially now that your forty five” you looked at his face, Michael scoffs "don't remind me…” he turns his head to the mirror once again.
“Why not? It’s true" you said sincerely, taking off his belt and tossing it to the side. “I know but… everyday i look at myself i find more things to dislike” Michael exhaled, turning his body towards the mirror again, you stand behind him staring at the reflection of both of you “don’t Michael, you look good” you reassured over his shoulder “you look really good…” you repeated the words slightly quieter — only this time it sounded more genuine and sincere.
Michael sighed heavily, swallowing his breath — shaking his head slightly “I don’t look good…” he muttered under his breath. You weren’t having it, you couldn’t just stand there letting your husband belittle himself like this — you exhaled, then pressing your soft lips on the back of his neck.
You carefully spun him around, making him face you. Cupping his face with both of your hands — you stare deeply into his eyes, his long lashes flutter “never say that again, alright.” you murmured without breaking eye contact. You leaned forward, kissing his lips ever so delicately — having all the time in the world.
You guided Michael to the bed, carefully pushing him to the mattress. Without breaking the kiss, you startled him — your hands rested on his wide chest, you finally parted, sitting up slightly arching your back — you stared at your husband beneath you “you’ve never looked better…” you stated.
Michael smiled, purposely avoiding your gaze, his fingers ran through his hair “but you’ve got to admit I looked a lot better and slimmer back then” he excused. You chewed on your bottom lip “hmm, you were cute… and very, engaging” your finger dragged over his bottom lip at the last line, “but now… you’re more sexier than ever” you smiled biting your lip. Michael threw his head back with a defeated laugh, slapping his palm to his face.
“No…” Michael joked
“No? Why?” you asked smiling back
“Just, no! You’re only saying that” “Hmm, but it’s true — I've never been so turned on seeing you like this” you explained, while your hips started to buck back and forth.
“N-no… mm — baby what are you…” Michael’s attempt at protest was cut shortly as he felt your hips rocking against his bulge. “Baby… aren’t you tired? Lets just go to bed” Michael suggested, “no. Not until you said to yourself that you are healthy, beautiful and that you're perfect” you announce.
You then unzipped his pants, lowering it with his boxers. Once that's done you unbuttoned his white shirt, revealing his bare chest — as Michael was being stripped by you, as soon as his chest was out open, his face turned completely red, he sighed covering his face with his two hands.
Michael felt a wave of embarrassment washing over him, the thought of you seeing him so overly exposed not just physically but emotionally as well, he just couldn’t bear it. You slowly moved his hands that were covering his flushed face, he didn’t fight it, but you could feel he didn’t want you seeing him like this.
You noticed his eyes were glassy. He was on the verge of tears. “You’re beautiful Michael… you’ve always been. Do you understand? It’s important for me that you do…” you comforted him. After finally removing the last article of clothing — as well as your own, you sat there naked, on top of him — he was in the palm of your hand, still thinking these awful thoughts about himself, and you were about to show him just how wrong he was.
You wrapped your hand around his thick length — started pumping at a slow agonizing pace. Michael let out a high pitch moan, he stiffened quickly — he was so eager he occasionally thrusted his hips up to the palm of your hand, he was begging for more.
“You like that baby?” you asked, Michael’s head pointing forward, watching you as you stroke his cock amazingly “yes… so so much…” he breathed, your hand repeating a rhythmic pace, twisting up and down — squeezing hard, your thumb playing with his tip, playfully sliding into the slit.
Michael widened his mouth letting out a satisfied sigh, his hips twitch — reacting to your every move, he threw his head back, eyes fluttering shut. “ …just like that baby — yeah…” he murmured, you soon pumped faster and faster, repeating the same pattern with more speed, his precum already leaking.
“ …Ah-! Mmh–faster…! Please” he was a mess, absolutely helpless to your touch, “say it… say it first” you ordered, Michael not understanding at first, his brows furrowed “say, that you're healthy, beautiful and perfect” you quickly remind him. Michael couldn’t believe you were actually making him do this, he was in disbelief, only focusing on the pleasure you were giving him.
Disappointed he wasn't doing what he’s told — your hand deliberately stopped, his face shifted immediately “b-baby why’d you stop–please, please keep going… it was so good” Michael pleaded the minute you stop. “I want to hear you say it Michael” you command “if you don't, i’ll let go of my hand. I’ll put on my clothes and go to bed — just like you suggest.” Michael’s eyes flickered nervously “no you wouldn’t…” he dared.
You raised an eyebrow, your hand that was wrapped around him slowly slipping away bit by bit “...no — baby wait–!” Michael begged, he was at your mercy. “I-i’m healthy, beautiful and perfect” he said anxiously, you weren’t convinced “say it like you mean it.” you ordered, Michael threw his head back with a sigh, his eyes shut tight — trying to focus.
“ …I’m healthy, beautiful and I'm perfect” he said to himself, this time you could hear he was more genuine and serious “better” you commented, before he could process anything else, you immediately directed his member to your entrance — sliding the tip through your wet slick folds.
Once you reach the end, letting yourself sit on top of him with his cock inside you, Michael screamed “ah–! Oh baby…” you started to bounce on his length up and down, your mouth gaping open at the maximum pleasure “Michael!... say it again–!” you shouted.
The overwhelming pleasure was hitting Michael like the rough current waves, as you requested him again, he couldn't resist feeling extremely shy, he winced as a reaction, you were struggling to breathe — but you managed to stare at him deeply “don’t make me ask again baby” you demand.
After previously, Michael knew you weren’t kidding around, so he tried his absolute best collecting his breath to even get a sentence out as you rode him. “I’m h-healthy, beau–beautiful… and p-perf–ect” his trembled “say it properly, louder.” you demand again, Michael felt like you were sucking the blood out of him, he squirms — taking a sharp breath before doing a second try.
“ …I’m healthy…I’m beautiful …and I’m perfect!” he yelled loudly, “yes you are–!” you yelled back as his cock hit your spot — resulting you thrusting faster and faster, feeling your orgasm coming near, while you were feeling like you were in heaven — you took a quick glance at Michael to find tears forming at the corner of his eyes, they slowly ran through his face, ending up a small mark on the bedsheets, he was indeed crying beneath you “ …oh mama…ah–!” Michael moaned arching his back bucking his hips up, he formed more tears with every powerful thrust,
You leaned down to give him a long deep kiss that lasted a minute or two, not stopping the thrusts — you smothered your lips everywhere, his mouth, down to his neck — even lower to his chest. You precisely gave him quite the marks once you let go of your lips “...i-im close–” Michael’s voice straggled, you fastened your thrusting, feeling like a million suns, You both scream as you’ve reached your climax.
Michael releases into you as you did as well — your arousal mixing with his, ending up to be a lot more than expected, it dripped out of your entrance, streaking down to your inner thigh. You lay down onto Michael’s chest— catching your breath. After you started breathing normally, you poked out your head — gazing at Michael as he had his eyes shut, his palm resting on his forehead.
You wiped his tears, making him open his eyes, catching your gaze. “ …Thank you for this” Michael thanked, his eyes sparkling to yours “I’ll never grow tired of it” you answered back, You pressed once last kiss to him, one where you both started giggling in middle of it. “I’m tired” you said, resting your head against his chest “me too…” he said back, running his fingers to your hair, slowly letting his eyes shut — the two of you happily drifted off to sleep.
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Is it cool?
Jermajesty jackson x black!reader
summary: you and jermajesty are best friends and he invited you to a family trip to Cancun. when you two finally get some alone time on the beach you confess something you been needing to get off your chest.
mb i’ve been gone
You and jermajesty have been best friends since you met freshman year of high school. You’ve always thought he was cute but you didn’t think he would date anyone like you.
You’ve been in Cancun with the jackson family for 2 days and you already had 3 piña colada’s. You and jermajesty finally got sick of the dating allegations from his family so you both decided to go to the beach for some alone time.
“It’s so obvious you like each other just date already” randy jr says with a grin on his face.
“Literally we see the way you stare at her” jaafar says
You roll your eyes as you stand up and start walking away towards the beach, jermajesty not far behind you.
You sit down finally away from all the noise. You start relaxing as you listen to the waves crash.
“Sorry about them” you turn to stare at jermajesty
“It’s ok, it doesn’t get to me anymore” you say as you continue to stare at the sunset
Jermajesty sits down next to you as your knees touch and slowly puts his arm around your shoulder pulling you closer.
You lean your head against his shoulder as a pit in your stomach forms.
“Maj, i have something i’ve been needing to tell you for a long time but i don’t want it to ruin our friendship”
“Just tell me mama, i won’t let things between us change” he says as he slowly rubs your arm
“I’ve had feelings for you since the moment we met, i was supposed to tell you a long time ago but i didn’t want things to feel different because of it”
Jermajesty stares at the ocean as you remove your head from his shoulder
“You can leave, i can see why you wouldn’t wanna stay” you say
He continued to stare blankly at the ocean. “Is it cool, maj?”
He turns his head to stare at you. “It’s more than cool mama”
“i’ve been wanting needing you since you came to my door crying about a dumb boy” he says as he takes your hands to place them on his chest
“Why didn’t you tell me sooner?” you say as your face starts to get a faint shade of red
“I didn’t know how you would react mama, if i did this earlier we could have been shut my brothers up”.
You laugh as you feel his heart beat on your fingers
“Sooo you’re mine now right? You nod as he pulls you in for a tight hug
Jaafar immediately jumps up starts yelling. “I TOLD YOU RANDY GIVE ME MY MONEY NOW”
hey guys i’m back hopefully you guys enjoyed this it’s lwk short and rushed and it’s kinda based off of is it cool by steve lacy but anyways love u guys have a nice day or night- kitty❤️
Yandere!Enemy Prince x Kidnapped Fem!Maid Reader
A/N: Thank you all so much for 100 followers! You all truly motivate me to continue writing. Also, I wrote this half-awake, so excuse any grammatical errors.
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CW: yandere, accidental kidnapping, reader and prince lack social cues, obsessive, holding reader hostage, possessive, unhealthy jealousy, unreciprocated feelings, and overall unhinged behaviors.
Vashkar is a desert kingdom, known for its influx of riches and trade, as well as its many scholars and libraries. Lethia is a cold, brutal kingdom with fatal winters, known for its rich wine, plays, and military tactics. Lethia and Vashkar have been hostile to one another for centuries; the conflict even predates your great-grandparents. Historians argue about the initial cause, but many point to the Lethian king's killing of the Vashki king’s first wife. Whereas to the Lethians, Vashki bandits were interfering with Lethia’s major food supplies during one of its harsh winters. Both sides started wars and told tales about how malicious their enemy was. As such, the two northern and southern borders were cut off, lest you want to be killed by the other nation.
Prince Bilal of Vashkar just wanted his father’s approval. His father keeps trying to marry him off to all these other suitors—some from faraway lands, pretty nobles, or foreign diplomats. Though he was never really interested in marrying these women. And it’s not like he would struggle with courting; he was incredibly attractive, lean yet muscular, and adorned with fine jewels and silks. Like many people of Vashkar, he had bronze skin with sharp brown eyes and thick eyelashes. As a prince who was raised in a country that is at constant war, he mainly focused on training, becoming inept in basic social situations.
He sets out to capture the foreign princess to prove to his father he is more than just a man that can continue their lineage. He makes the mistake of grabbing you, a random maid for the princess of Lethia. After you both have returned to his homeland, he realizes you’re actually a random maid, and he feels utterly humiliated. This kind of mistake was one he could never live down! Especially if his father and brothers found out.
Bilal had four younger brothers. In order of oldest to youngest was: Bilal, Laith, Azhar and Azlaan (the twins), and Raza. As the second eldest, Laith was very calm and collected, often sparring with Bilal. Azhar was quiet and kept to himself mostly, often seen reading. His twin, Azlaan, throws extravagant parties and fools around with countless women. Lastly, Raza was rather nosy as the youngest, mainly following his brothers around the palace.
Due to how bothersome his brothers were, you were a secret. He can’t release you because you could spill his kingdom’s secrets or tell your princess what happened and escalate the war further. As a result, you were kept in his chambers with strict orders to the servants not to enter unless he had permitted them. And if you do leave the room, he must escort you.
When a royal advisor questions who you are while you are both in a hallway, he answers on a whim, “This is my seamstress from Estrana.”
“Oh, that must have been a rough journey…”
“Yeah.” You mutter with a deadpan expression.
The prince is mortified by the whole situation unfolding, but is rolling with it. The issue with this lie is that you cannot sew, which was never going to be in your skill set anyway as a royal nanny.
He really liked that you were very honest with him and treated him like a regular man. The prince was so used to upper-class women doing anything to get in his good graces for the crown. It was very refreshing to interact with a maid who didn’t understand courtly mannerisms.
After the first week of staying in the palace, Bilal becomes obsessed with you at an alarming rate and starts making increasingly convoluted reasons for why you can’t return to your homeland.
He orders the servants to bring you fresh fruit, fine jewelry, and silks. Everyone in the palace is confused since you have not made a single piece of clothing (as a supposed seamstress), let alone done anything to warrant these kinds of gifts.
Meanwhile, you think he just wants information on your homeland, so you keep your guard up and overthink everything that Bilal says to you. To the prince, though, he enjoys the thrill of this ‘chase.’
During a friendly spar between Bilal and Laith, you walk by the training grounds, and Bilal becomes increasingly violent and flashy. His brother is alarmed at the sudden change in the pace of the fight. Unfortunately for his blade partners, this turns into a regular occurrence if you spectate one of his spars.
It should be noted that your body is not accustomed to the heat. Constantly, Bilal is fanning you and does everything he can think of to keep you cool. He even has a designated pail of water set aside for you, and, given the dry climate, water was a rather scarce resource.
A couple of weeks later, his father had planned a banquet to introduce Bilal to some potential suitors. This prompts Bilal to secretly try to get your measurements to commission a tailored tunic for you, even though he told everyone that you were a seamstress. When questioned, he promptly says that when he said seamstress, he meant a baker.
Throughout the whole event, Bilal longs to have a dance with you, but he’s forced to do a dance with multiple other women. He’s miserable the entire time and purposefully bumping into things, not listening, and otherwise acting rudely.
In the corner, there is a long table full of delicious food that you are actively stuffing in your mouth while the rest of the crowd is mingling. One of the few guests near the table asks how you feel about the food, and you respond in your thick Lethian accent, “Wow, I have never eaten cold food on purpose before. All the food back home is already frozen solid and has to be cooked for a long time to even be eaten.”
During the feast, Raza caught on to his brother’s romantic interest in you. Mainly because Bilal never showed an interest in marriage, and now is suddenly so infatuated with you that he’s showering you with rare jewels. After the banquet, Raza walks up to you and asks smugly, “When is the wedding?” But you think that he is trying to get information out of you in some secret code and just reply, “You will never get that information out of me.”
Shortly after, Raza gathers his brothers together (without Bilal) and blurts, “Bilal is getting married!” Laith is now convinced that the spar he and Bilal had was his way of trying to impress you. Azhar just nods and walks away, while Azlaan begins to plan a whole celebration.
Bilal becomes more dramatic the longer he holds you in his kingdom (against your will), even sobbing over the fact that you don’t really like the gold jewelry he has gifted you. He believes he should have known that his love would only wear silver. How could he be so ignorant?! As his infatuation grows, he buys more and more extravagant gifts in larger quantities in an attempt to gain your favor.
Because he was raised in the royal palace, he is atrocious at flirting and jumbles too many mushy words together. Such as the time he called you ‘pudding bunny’ in his native tongue, thinking it was cute because of the references to your homeland.
As time goes on, he poison-tests your food for you, truly believing that someone may actually target you. Bilal even shoves aside the palace taste-tester whenever you're going to eat.
He’s also obsessively observant to a concerning degree. He’ll say things like: “Your hair smells different today." “When you are nervous, you play with your hands.” “You tend to sweat right here. Can I feel the area?”
He’s memorized every freckle on you, so when even a speck of dirt is on you, he swipes it off for you, declaring that “you are filthy; let me clean that off for you, love.”
Do not let this poor man get jealous. If you even show another person too much affection, he mopes around for the entire day. But if it's someone showing you too much affection, he will not hesitate to use force to step in between you. And you better hope no one gets too handsy with you…they might lose a finger, or two.
At the engagement party, planned by an over-enthusiastic Azlaan, you figure out that Bilal was actually trying to court you, and are absolutely appalled that he is trying to have relations with the enemy whom he kidnapped by accident. Bilal is more enamored that you did not have any feelings for him, and he doubles his efforts to win your heart. You are never leaving this man’s arms now…
MOTHERHOOD | M. JACKSON
—MASTERLIST
mature! era
context: you and michael are expecting!
Looking back, the signs had been there from the very beginning.
For the first few weeks after the wedding, you had simply assumed a stubborn, heavy stomach bug had gotten the best of you. There was a constant, underlying fatigue that you brushed off as the lingering exhaustion of planning such a massive event, and a sudden, strange sensitivity to the smell of Michael’s favorite hair products that made you cross to the other side of the room.
"Michael, please tell me you didn't use that styling wax today," you had groaned one morning, pressing the back of your hand to your mouth as he walked into the bathroom.
He had paused, looking at his reflection in the mirror, then back at you with a guilty little shrug. "Uhh..just a little bit, beautiful. Does it really smell that bad? I can wash it out right now if it's making you feel sick."
Michael, being the ultimate worrywart, was completely stressed out by your lingering "sickness." After two weeks of watching you look pale and pass up your favorite meals, he practically begged you to let the on-site doctor check you out in the private medical bungalow just to run some routine blood work. You finally agreed, mostly just to make him stop hovering.
A few hours after the blood draw, you and Michael were sitting together in the cozy, cream-colored little waiting area of the bungalow. You were leaning your head against his shoulder, completely exhausted, while he gently traced patterns on the back of your hand.
The doctor finally walked back into the room, holding a clipboard and wearing a massive, knowing smile. He looked at both of you over his glasses. "Well, Mrs. Jackson, the good news is you don't have a stomach flu.. better news is, you're pregnant."
The words hung in the air, completely quiet. Michael froze beside you, his fingers stopping on your hand. He looked at the doctor, then slowly turned his head to look at you, his large doe eyes blinking in absolute, stunned silence.
"Pregnant?" Michael finally whispered, a breathless, radiant smile slowly spreading across his face as the shock instantly melted into pure excitement. He let out a soft laugh, pulling you into a tight hug. "A baby... we're having a baby! Are you hearing this?"
He pulled back just enough to look at you, his hands framing your face, his eyes incredibly bright. "I'm so happy, beautiful. I'm so, so happy we're doing this together."
Every single check-up after that took place right there in the little sanctuary, and Michael never missed a single one. He would sit right beside the examination bed, holding your hand tightly, his eyes glued to the ultrasound monitor with a look of pure awe.
"Look at that, Y/N," Michael whispered one afternoon, his finger tracing the shape of the screen as the monitor showed a tiny, moving blur. "Look at the hands. The fingers are so long. Do you think he's going to be a dancer? Or a pianist? Oh, look, did it just kick?"
The doctor smiled gently, moving the wand. "Looks like a very healthy, active baby, Mr. Jackson. Everything is perfectly on track."
"Hear that, beautiful?" Michael said, leaning down to press his forehead against yours, his face lighting up. "Healthy. Perfectly on track. You're doing such an amazing job."
As the months pressed on, your palate became an absolute, escalating nightmare of spice that completely baffled Michael. He ate a famously clean, mild diet, so watching your cravings evolve into a literal inferno genuinely bewildered him. It started out innocent enough in the first trimester with you dipping extra-spicy jalapeño pickles into vanilla bean ice cream.
"Mama... what are you doing?" Michael had asked, taking a cautious step backward from the kitchen island, his nose wrinkling. "Spicy pickles and ice cream? That’s going to hurt your stomach, beautiful. Please let me get you something else."
You had paused, a piece of pickle sticking out of your mouth, and leveled him with a deadpan glare. "Michael. If you take this jar from me, I will actually kill you."
Michael froze, swallowing hard and quickly backing away. "Okay, okay... keep the pickles.."
By the second trimester, the pickles weren't enough. You were dousing your morning eggs in habanero hot sauce, making the entire kitchen smell like pepper spray. Michael would sit across from you at the breakfast table, wiping his mouth with a cloth napkin, his dark eyes wide with horror as he watched you calmly eat without even breaking a sweat.
"Beautiful, please," he would plead. "I can feel the heat from over here. My tongue is burning just looking at you. Are you sure the doctor said this was okay? I'm gonna call him. I'm calling him right now."
"Sit downn," you sighed, taking another spicy bite. "The baby likes it."
By the third trimester, it reached its peak. You were straight up eating raw bell peppers dipped in spicy mustard as a midnight snack. Michael walked into the kitchen at two in the morning to find you standing by the open refrigerator, crunching and pouring mustard happily. He looked so genuinely traumatized that you finally had to ban him from the kitchen while you ate.
Along with the spice came the legendary mood swings and an overwhelming, sudden need to sleep like a bear in hibernation. You would crash in the most random spots around the massive estate. Michael once found you fast asleep on the floor of the walk-in closet, curled up on a pile of his oversized sweaters.
Another time, you fell asleep directly on the dining room table mid-day, your head resting on a placement. The kids had walked in, and Michael had immediately put his finger to his lips, whispering, "Shh, don't wake the bear, or she'll bite our heads off."
He wasn't entirely wrong. When you weren't sleeping, the pregnancy hormones made you incredibly snappy. One afternoon, Prince and Paris were being particularly loud, racing their toy cars down the long hallway while Michael encouraged.
You threw open the bedroom door, looking like a wild-haired entity wrapped in a duvet. "If I hear one more toy car crash into a wall, I’m throwing all that shit away," you snapped, your voice booming.
The hallway went dead silent. Prince and Paris froze, clutching their toy cars, while Michael slowly lowered his hand from cheering. He cleared his throat softly, giving you a sheepish, apologetic smile. "….We'll take the race track outside. Go back to sleep, beautiful."
Though slightly scared of you, the older kids were absolutely fascinated by your growing shape, though it created a hilarious new dynamic in the house. Prince took his self-appointed role as your little "security guard" entirely too seriously.
"Don't move, Mama!" Prince would yell, sprinting across the living room the moment you tried to stand up from the sofa. "Dad said you're not allowed to go too far. Stay there, I'll get the pillows!"
"Prince, I just want to go wash up," you would laugh, completely stuck as the little boy stuffed three extra cushions behind your back.
Meanwhile, Paris was constantly trying to paint your pregnant belly with washable watercolors or picking out hilariously dramatic, sequined outfits for the baby. Prince and Michael would frequently get into hushed, intense arguments in the hallway about who was allowed to carry your snacks up the stairs, both of them trying to out-protect each other while you just listened them from the bed, thoroughly entertained.
Most of the time you remained relatively chill, but the hormones also made you incredibly, fiercely clingy. If Michael had a brief meeting in the next room with his managers, you would stand in the doorway wrapped in one of his oversized flannel shirts, staring at him until he noticed you.
"Mikeee," you whined softly, tugging on his sleeve the second he stood up. "You've been talking about numbers for an hour. Come back to the couch."
"I'm right here, beautiful, I'm coming," he would laugh, completely abandoning his paperwork to lie on the couch with you, pulling the blankets over your shoulders and rubbing your back while you held onto him like a koala. "See? I'm not going anywhere."
By the final month, you had grown beautifully large and heavy, and Michael’s protective instincts became a silent, hyper-vigilant shadow. Whenever you were resting and made even the slightest movement to sit up, Michael would instantly stand up as well.
"Don't move, don't move, what do you need?" he would ask quickly, his hands hovering over you.
"Honey, I was just getting a glass of water," you groaned softly, reaching for the edge of the cushion.
"I'll get it. Sit back down, put your feet up," he quietly murmured, gently pressing a hand to your shoulder to keep you resting. "Ice or no ice? Lemon? Tell me what you want, I'll be right back."
You both deliberately decided to wait until the birth to find out the gender, which sparked a sweet, silent rivalry in the house. Michael was secretly, deeply hoping for another boy, a little brother for Prince and Blanket.
Nearly every night, he would curl up on the mattress beside you, sliding his slender frame down until his cheek was resting gently against the high, round slope of your bare belly. His large, warm hand would splay securely over your skin, and the moment he felt a sharp kick against his palm, his face would light up with a radiant, breathless smile.
He would press a tender kiss directly to your stomach, his voice dropping into that sweet, raspy whisper as he softly sang Beautiful Boy into your skin. "Close your eyes, have no fear... the monster's gone, he's on the run and your daddy's here..."
What Michael didn't know was that you and Paris had a secret pact. Paris wanted a little sister more than anything.
"We need another girl, Mama," Paris had whispered to you earlier that week, sitting cross-legged on the rug while you folded baby clothes. "There's too many boys. Prince is loud, and Blanket just cries. Let's pray for a girl."
"I'm praying with you, sweetie," you had giggled softly, holding her tiny hand. "Don't tell your daddy, though. He's entirely convinced it's a boy."
By early January 2004, the beautiful private birthing suite on the ranch was completely prepared, but you had grown profoundly stubborn and tired of being restriction-bound. Against Michael’s gentle protests, you insisted on cooking a big, home-cooked family dinner in the main kitchen, wanting to feel like a normal human being again.
But on one particular afternoon, you found yourself completely alone in the massive kitchen. The house was weirdly still, with nothing but the soft, gentle tunes of your music playing on the radio in the background. As you reached across the counter to grab a wooden spoon, your grip slipped, and the spoon clattered against the floor, rolling beneath the island.
You let out a heavy, exhausted sigh and, clumsy from the sheer weight of your belly, bent down to retrieve it.
Pop.
A sudden, strange sensation echoed through your lower abdomen, followed instantly by a massive, warm splash that soaked right through your shorts, forming a wide puddle on the kitchen floor. You stood up completely straight, your eyes widening in shock.
A heavy, dead beat of absolute silence fell over the kitchen. You froze, staring down at your feet, entirely on your own. "Oh fuck," you muttered to the empty room. Reality set in quickly. The baby was coming.
Panic flickering in your chest, you turned and began waddling as fast as your heavy body could manage, moving through the cavernous, echoing hallways of Neverland. The house felt suddenly, terrifyingly massive.
"Michael?" you called out, your voice bouncing off the high ceilings. "Grace? Is anyone home?!"
You checked the game room. Empty. You hurried past the library and the private theater, your breath getting shorter. "Hello?! Please, someone!" you shouted, your voice progressively getting higher and more panicked the more you found nothing but empty rooms, wondering where the hell everybody went.
Suddenly, a sharp, white-hot contraction gripped your lower abdomen. You gasped, stumbling slightly, and had to tightly grip the edge of a doorway to keep your feet. You closed your eyes, breathing heavily through your nose as the pain truly kicked in, making you realize you couldn't keep searching this huge house forever.
Right as tears of frustration started to prick your eyes, you heard the heavy front doors click open in the grand foyer. In walked Michael, looking completely relaxed, humming a light tune to himself as he set down a small bag from a toy store.
"Mikey!" you gasped out from the hallway, leaning heavily against the wall, your hand clutching the lower curve of your stomach.
He snapped his head toward your voice, his eyes instantly widening as he saw the sheer distress on your face. He dropped his keys, sprinting across the polished floor toward you. "Honey! Oh my god, what's wrong? What happened?"
"My water broke," you choked out, the pain and the stress of searching the empty house finally catching up to you. "There's…there's a puddle in the kitchen. I couldn't find anyone, Mike."
Michael’s face went entirely white, a soft, panicked gasp escaping him. "Oh my god... okay. It's time. It's happening," he said, his hands shaking slightly as he looked around the room, trying to force himself to stay calm. "Don't panic. Let me get the bag—actually let's just get you moving slowly, okay?"
You had tried to stay strong, but watching his eyes widen with that protective, anxious rush was the final straw for your overwhelming pregnancy hormones. Your chest tightened, your bottom lip began to tremble, and big, heavy tears started spilling over your eyelashes. You let out a small, emotional sob.
Michael stopped instantly. The moment he saw the tears on your face, his expression softened with pure empathy. He stepped in close, wrapping his long arms around you and pulling you securely against his chest, letting you bury your face in his shoulder. "Oh, don't cry, beautiful, please don't cry. I've got you. I'm right here," he murmured, his voice thick with a sudden rush of emotion as a few tears of his own spilled over.
The two of you stood there in the middle of the foyer, a little bit of emotional crying mixed with a sudden, watery laugh from you against his neck.
"I'm fine, Mike, I'm just crying because it's finally happening!" you sobbed out, letting out a ridiculous laugh.
"I know, I know," he chuckled softly, rubbing your back and squeezing you tight. "Look at us, we're a complete mess. We're going to have a baby, Y/N. Right now. Let's get you over there."
He carefully helped you walk, keeping a steady, solid arm around your waist and carefully wiping your cheeks with his thumbs the entire walk over to the medical suite.
The subsequent twelve hours of labor were intense, but the moment the real work began, Michael’s anxiety solidified into an absolute, protective strength. He stayed right beside the pillows, letting you grip his hands, whispering sweet reassurances until a sharp, healthy cry shattered the quiet morning air at exactly 6:14 AM on January 12, 2004.
Sean Michael Jackson was born into the world, proving that Michael’s nightly lullabies had won the silent bet. He was a beautiful, healthy baby boy, his skin flushed pink as the midwife placed him gently onto your bare chest.
Michael sat right on the edge of the bed, a massive, radiant smile on his face as he wrapped his arms around both of you, a few quiet tears of relief slipping down his cheeks. "He's here," Michael whispered, his voice trembling with awe as he looked at the baby. "He's really here, Y/N. Look at our beautiful boy."
Before the kids were brought in, the room fell into a deeply tender, private lull. The midwife had discreetly stepped out, leaving the three of you alone. Michael carefully helped adjust your gown, his long, gentle fingers keeping you comfortable as you held little Sean skin-to-skin against your chest.
Michael sat close, leaning over to trace the baby's tiny, downy-covered shoulder. He looked completely mesmerized, a soft, happy sigh escaping his lips. "This feels so different, Y/N," he whispered, his eyes locked on the baby. "With the others... there was so much media noise, so much isolation and fear outside the doors. But here... with you... I've never felt so safe. Thank you for giving me this."
You smiled up at him, shifting the baby slightly so Michael could get a better look at his face. "He's beautiful, Mike. And you know... I really think he has my nose. And definitely my chin. He looks just like me."
Michael blinked, a highly amused, loving smirk instantly twitching at the corner of his lips as he stared at the baby, then up at you. Little Sean was a literal carbon copy of Michael as a child—the exact same large, soulful doe eyes, the same tiny bow-shaped mouth, and the exact same facial structure.
"Oh, absolutely, beautiful," Michael teased softly, his shoulders shaking with a quiet laugh as he completely played along with your delusion. "He's your twin. Didn't get a single gene from me."
"I knew it," you murmured proudly, entirely gaslighting yourself while Michael just smiled, his heart bursting with love as he let you believe it.
A few hours later, the room was entirely peaceful, the golden winter sun streaming through the windows as you sat up in bed, holding the tightly swaddled baby. Michael quietly opened the door to let the older children in.
Prince and Paris walked on their absolute tip-toe, while Blanket was carried securely in Michael's arms. Prince and Paris scrambled up onto the edge of the mattress, their faces filled with an intense, quiet reverence as they peeked over the edge of the blue blanket.
Paris tilted her head to the side, her big, expressive blue eyes scanning the baby’s incredibly tiny, wrinkly features, his little button nose, brown ears and his microscopic hands tucked tightly against his chin. A soft, beautiful smile broke across her face, completely forgetting her wish for a sister the moment she saw him.
She turned her head to look up at her father, whispering softly, "Daddy... he’s so small. He looks like a little peanut."
Michael let out a sudden, delighted gasp, a breathless laugh escaping his lips as he sat on the edge of the bed and set Blanket down next to your legs. He looked at Paris, then down at Sean, his eyes crinkling with absolute, radiant adoration.
"Oh, Paris... that’s perfect," Michael murmured, his voice thick with a profound, peaceful emotion as he leaned down to press a tender kiss to the top of your head, his hand sliding over yours to touch the new baby.
"A little Peanut. That’s exactly what he is."
wasn’t gonna post this but knowing that someone out there hates this series is fueling my drive to keep this goin
❤︎. let the light in.
💌. kinda toxic relationship , exes who don't act like exes , lots of lots of angst , unplanned pregnancy. 𝒐𝒕𝒘! 𝒎𝒊𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒆𝒍 female reader is very confusing.
𝒑.𝒔 ─── After breaking up with Michael , you try to move on and focus on university. But when an unexplained pain leaves you scared and alone, 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗰𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗽𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗼𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘀𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱𝗻'𝘁. ♡
𝐎𝐧 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐅𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐫| 𝐌.𝐉𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐬𝐨𝐧
Synopsis: Tonight was supposed to be a celebration of your boyfriend’s biggest milestone—his Off the Wall release party. But as the night goes on, the cameras, fans, and industry executives slowly pull him away, leaving you wondering if there’s still room for you beside the man the world is falling in love with.
Warnings: sub!michael, jealousy, flirting with others, submissive behaviors, oral fixation, and service kink
Heat and glitter clung to the room as bodies swayed sensually against one another, flashing lights strobing and reflecting off of the disco ball spinning around. Every fifteen minutes a canon would explode, sending silver confetti through the air and landing perfectly over everyone’s bodies and landing in their hair. Even the dance floor was electric, every few footsteps you seen a glimpse of the rainbow lights shining before being covered with chunky heels
Michael was sweating harder than a sinner in church, he was so nervous about tonight. Sitting on top of the couch he patted the sweat off of his forehead before exhaling and looking around the room, anxiously waiting your arrival
“I hope she wouldn’t stand me up” he whispered under his breath
Everytime he looked up there was somebody new in his face. Rather it be an interviewer, a fan, or somebody from his entourage—it felt like everybody wanted a piece of him tonight
But the only person on his mind was you, you knew how to calm his rapid thoughts and emotions. Especially when it came to big moments like this, the celebration of his first solo album
As if timing couldn’t have been any better as soon as Michael looked up he saw you, it felt like you were gliding across the room with your shimmering outfit, matching the one he was wearing but in the form of a dress and matching accessories
You approached nervously, seeing everyone was staring at you as you approached Michael’s booth. But Michael was so ecstatic to see you he leaped out of his seat to come greet you
“Thank goodness you’re here” pulling you in for a tight hug
“Of course I’m here” embracing his hug and kissing his cheek “I wasn’t gonna miss this for anything”
He grabbed your hand and lead you to the cushions and began caressing you,kissing your hands and blushing
“So how do you feel babe?”
“Better, now that you’re here”
The two of you shared a quick peck on the lips before Michael was pulled away for another interview. Immediately he felt guilty that you just got here and now he was getting pulled away once again
“I’ll be right back okay? I promise”
“It’s okay Michael go do your interview” you smiled
He pressed a gentle kiss to your forehead before slipping out of the booth and taking his place in front of the camera. In the meantime you ordered a glass of champagne and mingled with Michael’s brothers
“Michael oh baby look at you!!”
An annoying but unfortunate voice you recognized
Turning your head towards the direction of the voice you recognized it as Diana. Watching her blush and flirt with Michael in front of the camera meanwhile you’re sitting in the booth going unnoticed
“I’m so proud of you tonight and you look wonderful” she boasted
You were pissed. Michael knew how you felt about her, just seeing that she was even allowed inside made you even more upset
Marlon tried to comfort you but it was no use. You slammed your drink down and walked out the booth—bumping harshly into Diana on your way out
Michael watched you walk away and immediately put a stop to the interview to chase after you, just barely grabbing you by your wrist
“Let me go” roughly pulling your wrist back
“Baby are you leaving??” He asked nervously
“Yes I’m going home! I didn’t come here to watch that bitch be all over you”
“Wait” Michael grabbed you by your wrist and pulled you into a dark corner to give the two of you privacy
“You gotta believe me I didn’t know she was gonna be here tonight”
“So why is she here Michael?? After everything you told me about her why is she so comfortable being here?!”
“She must’ve heard from somebody else about tonight but you gotta believe me I didn’t invite her okay?
His eyes brimmed with tears as he looked at you. Reaching for your hands, he brought them to his lips, pressing trembling kisses against your knuckles.
The moment you felt how badly his hands were shaking, your heart softened. It hurt seeing his anxiety consume him. Deep down, you knew Michael would never intentionally disrespect you, but that didn’t erase the sting of seeing her here
“I believe you Mikey”
As soon as you pulled him in your embrace his soft lips left a trail on your ear , meanwhile your hands caressed his curls
“Can I make it up to you?” He asked
“How do you plan on doing that?”
Michael looked around for a few seconds before reconnecting his eyes with yours, still nervous from earlier “I was talking to Jackie a couple days ago and he told me if I wanted to keep you around I should do this”
The thought of Michael taking dating advice from Jackie of all brothers was comical, you couldn’t help but to giggle
“What? I’m serious” he smiled
“So what did he tell you to do?”
Michael took a deep breath and smashed his lips into yours, kissing you aggressively and feeling his tongue brush against your bottom lip. His fingers pressed into your hips but only for a few seconds as his fingertips found the seam of your underwear and pulled them off while the two of you made out
You were taken back by such bold actions coming from Michael, the both of you were inexperienced and agreed it was absolutely no rush on sex
It was obvious Michael was just as shocked as you were in his actions. The two of you unsure of what was to come next, but Michael knew he had to trust his brothers words and see this one through
“I can do this” he mumbled to himself as his stomach turned into butterflies
Finally, Michael got on his knees and used your dress as a shield—slightly spreading your legs open so he could get a better view. The boner in his pants had stiffened even more once he was staring at your pussy, flabbergasted that this day had ever come
“Michael what are you doi-“
Your words cut short as you felt Michael’s mouth connect with your lips, it felt like a slow and intimate kiss being placed upon you. Your head pressed back into the wall as he continued to perform on you
The lush taste of your insides drove him insane, making constant “mmmm” noises with each swallow. He stopped for a few seconds just to stare at your throbbing lips before starting over, feeling and tasting how wet you only made him feel more secure in what he was doing
Your eyes rolled to the back of your head and your lips were pressed together tightly trying your best to conceal your moaning but it was useless, nobody could hear the two of you anyways
“Fuck Michael” you gasped
He grabbed your hands, intertwining your fingers with his and pushing them into the wall as he became more passionate in pleasing you. Straddling his tongue against your clitoris and entrance, teasing you with the twirl of his tongue before sucking any further
You heard footsteps coming up the stairs causing your stomach to drop “Michael you gotta stop somebody’s coming up here!”
But Michael did the complete opposite, instead his sucking became more prominent—sucking your pussy vigorously until he felt your finger nails digging into his hands and a wave of warm fluids spilling over his face
“Fuck fuck fuck! Michael please don’t stop”
“Don’t slow down please” you begged
He listened to everything you said, feeling himself on the verge of cumming just because you were getting off
Suddenly you heard a females gasp and quickening of heels clicking away, you turned your head to see it was Diana
Just as you caught your breath and Michael released you out of his grip, he kissed your lips a couple of times before coming from underneath your dress and locking eyes with Diana
“I’m busy” shooing her away
Immediately she turned on her heels and stormed off
She seemed horrified but more than anything she seemed envious in what she had just seen, you on the other hand enjoyed every moment of it. Biting on your acrylic nail as you listened to Michael
He placed your underwear back around your body and grabbed you by your waist to kiss you slowly. The kiss was broken because of how much you smiled “So….did I do a good job?”
“That was my first orgasm Michael—and you did it with your mouth”
Licking the rest of your juices off of his bottom lip before grabbing your hands and kissing them, one of his favorite things to do
“You’re not mad at me anymore are you?”
Michael often searched for reassurance through you because he wanted to keep you happy, also he deeply valued your relationship
You cupped his face and pulled him in a kiss before pulling him from the secluded spot and out on the dance floor “I’m at my man’s album release party and we haven’t danced yet”
Everything felt perfect. The party was everything the two of you had hoped for, and neither of you could stop smiling. Michael held you close by the waist as he glanced over your shoulder, locking eyes with Jackie across the room. A knowing smirk spread across Jackie’s face, earning him a subtle salute from Michael before he turned all of his attention back to you, his smile softening the moment your eyes met.
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⋆✴︎˚。⋆ in another life
“ in which multi eras!michael receives his deserved happily ever after. ”
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.ᐟ warnings & disclaimers: mention of death (not michael), the world doesn’t play in his face, joseph is a strict yet loving father, michael is loved, you’re his protector and lover, he becomes a director, you both create a big beautiful family, basically this fic is how things could’ve been
✐ a/n: i am very emotional thx
“alright boys, remember to not be too hard on yourselves, you hear? get out there and tear the stage up.” joseph stated calmly, crouching down to the young group’s level.
joseph glanced at little michael who was listening attentively and reached out to fluff out his afro.
“and you don’t gotta keep ya’ feet still this time, son.” which earned a genuine laugh from everyone.
and that michael didn’t. they all owned the stage on soul train, but as joseph watched and mentally made notes, he saw the natural star power practically radiating off of michael. he knew that one, in particular, will go far in life, but it wouldn’t be without his careful guidance and protection. michael was more sensitive, trusting, and kind than everyone else.
after the boys finished their performance and rushed backstage to rehydrate and to rest in the dressing room, joseph stood there clapping slowly once everyone piled into the cramped room, a bright smile flashed across his drooping cheeks.
“now that’s what i was talking about. i told y’all i don’t reward no dancin’ fools.” he began
he proceeded to compliment and hug each of his boys individually—of course, he added a constructive critique—and when he got to michael, everyone started showering him particularly with love since he was all the audience and camera could focus on.
as everyone planted kisses and praises on him, joseph announced:
“alright, i know i can be real tough, but that’s how y’all got to where y'all are now. in this life you are a winner or a loser. and since y’all won me over tonight, we gon’ hit the movies.”
everyone cheered and circled around joseph to hug him.
—
michael groaned as he slammed the bathroom mirror shut. another pimple.
you were walking past the bathroom when you heard him having another little fit, so you slowly walked backwards, shaking your head and opened the ajar door.
you already knew what he was mad about. even though you and michael had only been dating for three months, you picked up on his habits and moods fairly quickly.
“michael, it’s just acne. we’re still nineteen. it’s normal, and it’ll go away.” you reassured him, rubbing his back.
he rolled his eyes and placed his hand on his hip, staring at you.
“you don’t even have acne, mama. you aren’t the one havin’ to perform in front of a wild crowd with your brothers or be on camera for a movie.” he sighed looking back at the mirror, running a hand across his bumpy cheeks
“I need to be perfect at all times. you can’t be an ugly star.”
you poked the back of his head at his self-depreciating words earning a yelp from him.
“i told you to hush up with that negative self-talk, michael. you write all these positive words down but don’t wanna practice it.” you scolded him, forcing him to look you in the eyes.
“you are a beautiful black star. i can barely see these pimples you keep yappin’ about.”
he shoulders softened at your words, and you can tell that you soothed the perfectionist him—even if it’s just for now.
“imma go back to helping katherine with her sewing, if you need me. just keep applyin’ that acne cream, and it’ll all go away.” you pushed back his round afro and planted a kiss to his forehead, your own grazing against his.
—
the morning edition of the new york times, dated february 29, 1984, did not feature the usual sensationalized gossip that tended to trail behind pop musicians of the era. instead, framed beneath a minimalist headline, the nation’s paper of record treated the phenomenon of thriller with the kind of cultural gravity typically reserved for political milestones or historic treaties.
the jackson standard: how one man rewrote the global monoculture
by robert palmer
"to witness michael jackson in this current historical year of 1984 is to witness the absolute dismantling of the traditional american demographic. he does not merely cross over; he creates a new center of gravity. while his unique personal style—the solitary glove, the structured military tailoring, and his distinctly soft-spoken, family-friendly public persona—intrigues a public accustomed to strict definitions of masculine stardom, it is his staggering artistic authority that silences skepticism. jackson has forced the historically cynical media landscape to look past the eccentricity and reckon solely with a once-in-a-lifetime genius."
michael sat on the floor of the upstairs sunroom, his long legs tucked beneath him as he watched you skim through the press clippings. he was dressed in a simple red sweater with a white collared shirt underneath. his curls framing loosely across his forehead. there was a resting peace in his eyes that the world rarely got to see.
"they're being very fair, mike," you murmured, setting the paper down on the coffee table. "look at this. no cheap shots about your voice or the way you dress. they’re actually listening."
michael looked up, a slow, dimpled smile spreading across his face. he reached out, his long, bony fingers gently curling around your wrist, pulling you down until you were sitting beside him on the carpet.
"it feels good, y/n. for a long time, i thought... well, i thought they’d make me into a cartoon. dad always said the press would eat me alive if i didn't act like a tough guy. but i just want to be me. i’m glad they're lettin’ me just be an artist."
"well, you forced them to," you said softly, leaning your head against his shoulder. "you let your music speak for you." you nudged his side.
the true test of that media maturity came only a few months later, during the highly anticipated press conference regarding the victory tour rumors. for weeks, the tabloids inquired about his sexuality—weaponizing his gentle nature, his soft voice, and his lack of a conventional hollywood dating history. there were even rumors that you were his beard.
on the afternoon of the press conference, michael stood backstage, his hands buried deep in his pockets, his shoulders slightly hunched with lingering shyness. you stepped up to him, straightening the collar of his white sequined jacket, looking him dead in the eye.
"you don't owe them nothin’, michael," you whispered firmly. "just speak from your heart."
when he stepped up to the microphone, the room of seasoned journalists fell silent. there was no mocking undercurrent, no snickering from the back rows. they waited with professional courtesy.
"i've been reading a lot of things about myself lately that simply aren't true," michael said, his voice light but grounded, his gaze steady as he looked out at the suited and badged men and women.
"i am a proud black man. i love women, and my natural speaking voice doesn’t change that. my father did not chemically castrate my voice. I look forward to having a family of my own one day, and my focus is entirely on my art and my humanitarian work. any rumors suggesting otherwise are completely baseless."
the response from the public was a collective nod of respect. those who still harbored doubts kept them to themselves or was buried beneath the overwhelming consensus that michael jackson was an honorable man who deserved his privacy. the los angeles times ran a column the following morning titled, the war on the michael jackson archetype, which praised his clarity and criticized the industry's historical tendency to pathologize sensitive men who challenged traditional gender and racial roles.
—
when the call came in late january of 1984 regarding the pepsi commercial accident, there were no tasteless jokes on late-night television and certainly no mock caricatures of a man caught in flames. the footage of his hair catching fire during the simulation of a live concert alarmed the masses.
you spent three days straight in the hospital room at cedar-sinai, holding his hand as the doctors treated the severe second and third-degree burns on his scalp. michael, now your fiance, lay propped up against the pillows, his face pale from the intense trauma, his head swathed in thick white bandages. the physical pain was immense, marked by a constant throb that made his eyelids flutter with exhaustion. not even your reassuring words and presence was enough to numb the pain.
outside the hospital gates, thousands of fans stood holding candles, get well soon posters, and flowers. the evening news broadcasts treated the incident with the solemnity of a national tragedy.
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THE LONDON TIMES
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VOL. CCXLI No. 41,200 JANUARY 28, 1984 PRICE 30p
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POP SENSATION BURNED IN PYROTECHNIC ACCIDENT
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Michael Jackson Sustains Severe Scalp Burns During Commercial Shoot; Global Outpouring Of Support Follows.
LONDON — The world holds its collective breath this morning as reports emerge from Los Angeles detailing the condition of Michael Jackson…
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the accident left a permanent mark on his physical health and scalp, introducing a chronic neurological pain that he would battle for the rest of his life. he would also be required to wear hair pieces, sew-ins, and half-wigs to cover the scarring, but the medical management of his condition was handled with ethical precision. there were no unscrupulous doctors operating in the shadows of his fame. under the strict care of world-class specialists and with your watchful eye over his recovery, michael began a structured, heavily monitored pain management routine. when the temptation to over-medicate loomed during the grueling recovery periods, you were there to pull him back, ensuring his reliance on prescription therapeutics remained strictly medicinal.
by 1985, his sharp business instincts culminated in a move that shook the foundations of the music industry: the acquisition of the ATV music catalog, which included the prized songwriting copyrights of the beatles.
the international press, particularly the british media, was stunned. traditionally used to seeing artists, particular certain types, exploited by record labels, the spectacle of a young african american man outmaneuvering corporate titans like paul mccartney and robert holmes à court caused a massive paradigm shift. while some british tabloids offered slightly bitter, backhanded compliments and stated things along the lines of “…the acquisition marks the loss of national treasures to american pop royalty"—they could not deny his intellect.
the financial times ran a front-page feature with a detailed breakdown of the merger:
the new tycoon of pop: jackson secures the beatles legacy
"while the public remains enchanted by the theatrical showmanship of michael jackson, the financial world must now reckon with a formidable corporate strategist. the 47.5-million-dollar purchase of the atv catalog is not an impulse buy; it is a masterclass in intellectual property acquisition. jackson has effectively consolidated his wealth, transforming his artistic earnings into a financial empire that ensures his independence from the traditional studio for decades to come."
michael celebrated the victory in the quiet kitchen of the family home, sitting across from you with a bowl of assorted candies. he held the signed contract in his hand, his eyes wide with a mixture of awe and satisfaction.
"they didn't think i could do it, y/n," he murmured, his voice rich with glee.
"they thought i was just a dancin’ machine. but i read the books. i listened to what paul said. ‘m never going to let anyone own me. i told him i was gonna do it.”
"you owned the room, michael," you smiled, leaning across the table to press a warm kiss to his knuckles.
"the world is yours, baby."
—
in the spring of 1986, during a planned hiatus from the public eye following the staggering success of his creative run, michael decided to address the visible changes in his physical appearance. for the past few years, small patches of his skin had begun to lose their pigment, a condition his dermatologists identified as vitiligo.
he invited a small, respected crew from a major network to film a brief, clinical segment about his health. standing in his studio without his signature stage makeup, he pointed out the stark white patches blossoming across his forearms and hands.
"it's a non-contagious disease called vitiligo," he explained to the interviewer, his demeanor calm, open, and entirely devoid of shame.
"it destroys the pigment in my skin. it’s somethin’ i can't control. i use makeup to even it out so i don't look blotchy on stage, but i-i’uh want people to understand that it’s a medical condition. i love my heritage, i love who i am, and this doesn't change that."
medical journals praised his courage for destigmatizing a rare condition, and the black community rallied around him, recognizing the psychological toll of navigating such a transformation under a global microscope. they didn't paint him as a caricature or a racially insecure figure trying to escape his background; they saw a brave man dealing with an unknown condition. the minority that believed it was an excuse to lighten his skin were overshadowed and humbled with factual information.
two years later, his financial prosperity allowed him to purchase a massive, rolling piece of land in the santa ynez valley, a sanctuary he intended to name neverland ranch.
when he first brought you to the property, the sun was setting over the valley, casting a golden ray across the hills. michael stood with his arms spread wide, his face alive with that pure joy that defined his private moments.
"we’re going to build a paradise here, y/n! a place with an amusement park, a movie theater, a train... a place where children who are sick, disabled people—all people— can come and forget about their troubles for a whole day. i want to share everything i have with the world."
you stood beside him, your hands tucked into the pockets of your jacket, immediately assessing the layout of the valley.
"michael," you said softly, your tone turning serious as you turned to face him.
“the amusement park, the trains, the charity work—it’s a beautiful vision. but you cannot open this home completely to the general public. you cannot let strangers, managers, or opportunistic people have unrestricted access to our private sanctuary."
michael’s smile faltered slightly, his chocolate eyes blinking at you with a touch of confusion.
"but...y/n, the bible said to love the children, to open your doors to the poor and the weary. i know what i’m doing. i want to be a light."
"you are a light, but you must be a protected light," you urged, stepping into his space and cupping his warm jawline with your hands.
"if you allow the public to treat your home like a public park, you will attract vultures. people are good, but they are also cynical, michael.” you scanned his eyes to ensure he was truly listening to what you were trying to get him to understand.
“they will look at your generosity, they will look at your innocence, your money, and they will try to find a way to take it. you need a fortress. we are going to raise a family here one day."
michael stared at you since you completely altered his line of thinking. he hadn’t considered the possibilities you mentioned. he knew you loved him for him—not his bank account, his fame, or his catalog. you were his reminder and voice of reason in a world full of yes-men who would let him walk over a cliff if it meant keeping his favor.
he took a deep, steady breath, his chest rising and falling beneath his bomber jacket.
vultures.
that word kept repeating in his mind.
"you're right," he whispered, his voice cracking slightly as he closed his eyes, leaning his face into your palms.
"you're completely right, y/n. i... i get so caught up in the magic sometime. we'll keep the charity—everything—strictly structured. i want this to be a safe home for our future children.".
—
during the summer of 1993, michael was at the absolute peak of his global powers. the dangerous tour reigned through europe and asia with the precision of a military campaign, setting box-office records that left the entertainment industry amazed.
but it was the month of august 1993 that truly reshaped his legacy.
while stationed in geneva for a series of sold-out stadium shows, the united nations announced the formation of a special global humanitarian council. during a televised ceremony watched by a record-setting billion people, the secretary-general presented michael with the un international humanitarian medal of honor, citing his unparalleled financial contributions to the eradication of famine and pediatric illnesses through his heal the world foundation.
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THE LOS ANGELES TIMES
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AUGUST 24, 1993 DAILY NEWS
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JACKSON ACCEPTS U.N. HONOR IN GENEVA:
ANNOUNCES GLOBAL CHILDHOOD IMMUNIZATION INITIATIVE
GENEVA — In a historic address before the United Nations General Assembly, Michael Jackson accepted the International Humanitarian Medal, solidifying his status as a global statesman of peace…
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you stood in the wings of the assembly hall, holding his garment bag, watching him step up to the podium. he looked incredibly regal, dressed in a red ringmaster style jacket with intricate gold embroidery along the collar, his hair tied back into a neat, curly ponytail. his speech wasn't about his music or his fame; it was a rallying cry for the protection of the world's youth.
when he returned backstage, he ran toward you, his boots clacking loudly against the marble floor, and threw his arms around your waist, lifting you right off your feet.
"we did it, y/n!" he cheered, burying his face in the crook of your neck, his body trembling in joy.
"the un is backing the entire immunization program. millions of children are going to get their medicine because of what we built. i’m so happy, i’m so incredibly happy!"
"i am so proud of you, michael," you murmured, holding him tight, your fingers tangling in the soft curls at the nape of his neck.
"you're saving the world, just like you always wanted!”
with his financial empire perfectly intact and his reputation pristine, michael entered the late 1990s with deeper pockets than any artist in history. his relationship with sony music remained a partnership of equals, rather than a war of sabotage. when he began recording his 2001 album, invincible, the corporate machine spared no expense. the album was treated as a monumental cultural event, supported by a massive global marketing campaign that mirrored the rollout of bad.
invincible went on to sell thirty million copies worldwide, producing four consecutive number-one singles and earning him a sweep at the grammy awards. the media treated his aging appearance with the same respect afforded to fellow rock icons.
—
by the mid-2000s, michael felt a familiar restlessness in his creative soul. he continued to work on music, but he focused more on film scores and producing music for other respective artists. while his humbleness refused to allow him to think that he conquered the musical landscape completely, which he did, his mind hungered for a new canvas. he had always maintained that he wanted to pivot into filmmaking, and with his vast, independent wealth, he finally brought his dream to fruition with the founding of lost boys productions.
michael had no interest in churning out commercial blockbusters for the sake of profit; he wanted to create transportive, magical experiences that resonated with the human spirit. his focus remained strictly within the genres that enchanted his youth: dark fantasy, family epics, and classic gothic horror.
the film industry was initially skeptical when he purchased a massive studio lot in universal city, but michael quickly silenced the critics by remaining strictly behind the camera. he never starred in his own movies. instead, he used his titanic platform to shed light on brand-new, undiscovered faces in the industry, mentoring young directors, screenwriters, and actors of color who had historically been locked out of hollywood’s inner circles.
his directorial debut came in 2006 with the guardian of the wood, a dark fantasy film that combined practical creature effects with a beautifully haunting orchestral score that he personally composed.
the review from variety marked his official acceptance into the cinematic pantheon:
jackson’s 'guardian' is a triumphant directorial debut
by todd peters
"any lingering fears that michael jackson’s foray into cinema would be a mere vanity project have been obliterated by the technical mastery of the guardian of the wood. choosing to remain behind the scenes, he allows his stunning ensemble cast of newcomers to breathe life into a rich, gothic fairytale. it is a staggering artistic pivot that positions his film studio lost boys productions as a major powerhouse of innovative and prestigious cinema."
the guardian of the wood went on to gross 800 million dollars worldwide, followed closely by his 2008 gothic horror masterpiece, midknight, which earned him an academy award nomination for best director. in fact, the only time the public got a glimpse of michael—who nearly disappeared from the public eye— was during award season. his seldom appearances were always an event themselves. even then, he’d sometimes skip them to be at home. he was revered as a sort of mystical, omnipresent being now more than ever in his career. michael’s movies became beloved staples of the global culture just like his music.
—
it was the summer of 2018, and the sprawling estate had long since evolved into a rambunctious and loving family home.
you sat on the large wicker sofa on the back veranda, a light knitted blanket pulled across your lap as you watched the grass below. over the course of the late 1990s and the late 2000s, you gave birth to seven beautiful children—four boys and three girls—each possessing qualities from both you and michael.
down on the lawn, michael was currently engaged in a highly competitive game of tag with his youngest daughter and his eldest son. he was sixty years old now, his hair still dark and falling in soft curls around his face, his frame lean and agile despite the chronic joint pain he still managed. he wore a simple black button-down shirt with the sleeves rolled up his forearms, his laughter bubbled across the lawn; a sound as bright as it had been when he was a twenty-year-old boy writing lyrics in the jackson volkswagen van.
"daddy, you're cheating! you used a dance move to dodge me!" your daughter shouted, her cheeks flushed as she chased him around the base of a massive willow tree carved with everyone’s initials.
"that’s not cheating, that's talent!" michael shot back, his voice playful and dramatic as he spun on his heel, easily scooping her up into his arms and swinging her around in a circle until she shrieked with laughter.
you watched them quietly and admirably. this was the life you fought to preserve. the masses loved him, the media respected him and you, and everyone was set for life—but none of that mattered compared to his laugh, his gentleness, and the way he loved you and your children.
michael finally set his daughter down, giving her a gentle tap on the shoulder before turning his gaze up toward the veranda. his eyes locked onto yours, his lips instantly forming into that gorgeous, deep-dimpled smile that had belonged to you for over three decades.
he walked up the wooden steps of the porch, his breathing a little heavy from the exercise, and slipped into the space right beside you on the wicker sofa. he pulled your body against his side, his long, warm arm wrapping around your shoulders, pulling you into the quiet comfort of his chest.
"they're gettin’ so big, y/n," he murmured softly, his face leaning down until his lips pressed a sweet, lingering kiss to the top of your head. "i was just looking at them and thinking... man, we’re getting old. i’m glad dad got a chance to love them.”
he sighed and looked down since joseph’s funeral happened only two weeks ago.
“your dad was a great man. he got to see you and janet conquer the world, jermaine break records for having all those wives and kids, and his gorgeous grandchildren.” you reassured him, squeezing his hand.
"besides, we built a good life, michael," you whispered, reaching up to rest your palm against his cheek, feeling the soft warmth of his skin beneath your fingers.
"no," michael corrected gently, his eyes wide and full of absolute devotion as he looked down into your eyes, his thumb tracing the softness of your cheek.
"you saved my life, baby. you gave me a world where i could just be a man, a husband, and a father. i love you so much."
you leaned into his touch and closed your eyes. michael had finally gotten the one thing he had always searched for: a true, beautiful, and fruitful happy ending. not only did he accomplish his goal of immortalizing himself through his music and film, but he also ensured that his greatness will be carried and honored by the family you two created. he will forever be known.
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