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#SAVETHEM. highly selective and mutually exclusive ‘011 / jane hopper’ of netflix’s ‘stranger things’. est. 2016 and remade july 2022. triggering content present. study in: grief, trauma, girl turned weapon, reconnecting with girlhood and establishing self identity. as developed by lux [they/them]
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“Hero and villain. I have been both.”
— rustofstardust (via wnq-writers)
i don’t like how the jane / eleven tags are so full of mike & el stuff.......like she can be her own person, please.
hi :) i miss jane. i’m going to re-do some stuff on here at some point this week, i think.
@freaktm said ❝ look, i’m just trying to turn that frown upside down. ❞
brows pursed together , reserved yourself to sitting in silence , perplexed expression. you’d spent enough time around the party that you’d grown familiar with the many ways they’d have fun. a trip to the mall, watching films and eating food. you’d even spent enough time watching them play games in the basement , ones that you never quiet understood but enjoyed to watch nonetheless. but with loud music playing in the background as eddie munson did his best elaborate character performance , you’d remained confused. his hair was as long as yours , something you’d not seen on anyone other than girls before and the way in which he dressed and spoke carried something different and new. the music, however? loud.
“ is it...is it supposed to sound like that? ” is it supposed to sound angry? is it supposed to be loud enough to drown out the words that the singer was saying. it was different than anything you’d heard before. you hadn’t even known it existed. “ why do you like it? ”
remember that you can’t save everyone - remember that you have to try.
mutually exclusive and highly selective blog for ‘jane hopper / eleven’ of netflix’s ‘stranger things.’ canon divergent and headcanon influenced. developed by lux. they/them. 25+ est. 2016 & remade. 2022. [c.]
stranger things s4 starters
❝ how are you feeling today? ❞ ❝ what have you done? ❞ ❝ you speak of monsters, superheroes. that’s the stuff of myth and fairytales. ❞ ❝ are you stalking me or something? ❞ ❝ i know it’s a lot of blood, but you’re going to be okay. ❞ ❝ it’s like you’re not even here anymore. it’s like you’re a ghost. ❞ ❝ i can only help you if you’re truthful. if you open up to me. ❞ ❝ it’s okay to not be okay. ❞ ❝ even with it staring you in the face, you can’t admit it. can’t admit you’re wrong. ❞ ❝ it’s just scary to open up like that. to say how you really feel. especially to people you care about the most. ❞ ❝ i think maybe a part of me died that day too. ❞ ❝ it looks like a fairytale. a dream. ❞ ❝ everyone looks at me like…like i’m a monster. ❞ ❝ you start to believe all the things they say. that this place is cursed. ❞ ❝ do you ever feel like you’re losing your mind? ❞ ❝ look, i’m just trying to turn that frown upside down. ❞ ❝ this year is my year. i can feel it. ❞ ❝ i’m afraid you can become lost in the darkness. ❞ ❝ why do you keep pushing me away? ❞ ❝ i want today to be about me and you. ❞ ❝ if they wanna find out who you are, they will. ❞ ❝ please, just go away. ❞ ❝ only by facing all of ourselves, the good and the bad, can we become whole. ❞ ❝ i play that moment back in my head all the time. ❞ ❝ so much has happened since you left. ❞ ❝ did i survive? no, i assure you, i am still very much in hell. ❞ ❝ you are scared. you’re tired. you are injured. ❞ ❝ you’re not what i thought you’d be like. ❞ ❝ i just want to say thanks for saving my ass back there. ❞ ❝ hey, we don’t need to do this. ❞ ❝ you think because you demonstrate some talent that you’re somehow immune to the rules? ❞ ❝ why is this on me? why am i the bad guy? ❞ ❝ never tell me the odds. ❞ ❝ i don’t even know how to describe it. i’ve never seen anything like it. ❞ ❝ there’s nothing to worry about. okay? ❞ ❝ sorry. didn’t mean to scare you. ❞ ❝ now, where does it hurt? ❞ ❝ this place and the people here are not what you think. ❞ ❝ i am different. i do not belong. ❞ ❝ so, um, are we just not gonna talk about it? ❞ ❝ just try to take some deep breaths. ❞ ❝ if i show you something, you wouldn’t tell anyone, right? ❞ ❝ people just change, okay? that’s it. ❞ ❝ you gotta stop pretending to be someone else. ❞ ❝ i was so excited to see you, it was hard to breathe. ❞ ❝ i’ll smile as i watch them die a slow, agonizing death. ❞ ❝ thirty seconds or i leave without you, okay? ❞ ❝ well, well. aren’t you a sight for sore eyes? ❞ ❝ i…i didn’t mean to scare you. ❞ ❝ looks like it’s gonna be up to us again. ❞ ❝ i’m sorry. i’m having trouble understanding any of this. ❞ ❝ i believe you are our best hope. our only hope. ❞ ❝ you’re bright red in the face right now. ❞ ❝ i think it’ll be easier if we’re a team. ❞ ❝ you can’t run from me. ❞ ❝ we’re running out of time here. the world is running out of time. ❞ ❝ everyone i love, i hurt. ❞ ❝ you don’t even seem nervous. i’m impressed. ❞ ❝ what if i’m not good? what if i’m the monster? ❞ ❝ do you flee or stand your ground and fight? ❞ ❝ in dark days like this, we need something to believe in. ❞ ❝ what you’ve been through, what you’re still going through…it’s a lot for anyone. ❞ ❝ i’m not moping. ❞ ❝ there’s not that many. we can take ‘em. ❞ ❝ you remind me of someone. someone i used to know very well. ❞ ❝ we have a big fight ahead of us. ❞ ❝ so, that is it? you give up, then? ❞ ❝ did you get some rest? i have a feeling you’re gonna need it. ❞ ❝ it’s okay. you can admit it. no more lies. ❞ ❝ sounds too good to be true, yes? ❞ ❝ you’ll have to excuse the staring. you’re a bit of a celebrity. ❞ ❝ do you really expect me to believe anything you have to say? ❞ ❝ the way you looked at me. you…you were scared of me. ❞ ❝ small world, isn’t it? it’s a small world. ❞ ❝ i promise i’m gonna stop asking this, but…you’re seeing that too, right? ❞ ❝ i’ve really missed that. your laugh. ❞ ❝ i will do anything for you. ❞ ❝ you have demons in your past. ❞ ❝ you have more important things to worry about. ❞ ❝ i actually thought you’d be kinda mean and scary. ❞ ❝ i don’t want you to go. ❞ ❝ i’ve given you everything you asked for. i’ve compromised my principles. i’ve risked my life. ❞ ❝ you didn’t think it would be that easy, did you? ❞ ❝ or what? are you gonna shoot me? ❞ ❝ they’re laughing. at you. they think you’re weak. ❞ ❝ i know. you’re frightened of me. ❞ ❝ like i said…we’re alike, you and i. ❞ ❝ who knew something so small could cause so much trouble? ❞ ❝ you know, i think there’s a part of you, buried somewhere deep, that wanted me to die that day. ❞ ❝ if you want to make it out of here alive, you must do exactly as i say. ❞ ❝ i understand the stakes quite well. ❞ ❝ you can’t hurt me more than they already have. ❞ ❝ whatever comes out of there…hold your ground. ❞ ❝ you…you’re not supposed to be here. ❞ ❝ you know you can talk to me. ❞ ❝ i know what it’s like to be different. ❞ ❝ you helped me. now i help you. ❞ ❝ i don’t believe in all that supernatural crap, all right? ❞ ❝ why are you staring at me? ❞ ❝ see? there’s nothing to be afraid of. ❞ ❝ imagine what we could do together. ❞ ❝ the more you move, the more this is gonna hurt. ❞ ❝ no one ever comes out here. we’re safe. ❞ ❝ i’m going to try to forget you said any of that. ❞ ❝ my heart can’t take it anymore. ❞ ❝ for a while i tried to be happy. normal. ❞
emergency commissions from me are open now bc we just found out were like , $70 short for our electric bill . so uh , if anyone has anything they need/would like commissioned for them , i’d be more than happy to help . i’ve got an old price page i can send you all for prices as well , i could absolutely use the help before friday when they try shutting us off .
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also can i say that i loved how quick will and jonathan were to be like “we’re her brothers. we’re her family.” like YES. the fact they look out for her? they care for her? they stand up for her and advocate for her? impeccable.
you know what really makes me sad? jane spent so much time making that diorama for class, creating the cabin - the first place that she was able to call a real home. a place that she felt safe, where she was LEARNING things, where she was growing as a person with someone who had saved her and taken her in when he didn’t even have too. the love she has for hopper is immense, and the contrast between the dynamic with dr. brenner as a father figure versus with hopper? despite the outbursts and arguments and things that arose between them both, their dynamic was one of the most crucial and significant familial bonds she’s had.
he’s really her hero and she wanted to share that with other people, that was probably one of the first times she’s ever spoken in front of a classroom in front of other people, nervous and trying her best to get through it and then these angela starts making fun of her presentation and it absolutely shatters jane’s spirit. she doesn’t understand why someone would say that about her father or why they wouldn’t think what he did was heroic and why they would make fun of her for him being gone.
i have so many notes in my drafts right now for metas / headcanons because i’m almost done my s4 re-watch and i just really have a lot to say about jane.
i will also say my portrayal is slightly canon divergent and has an introspective / psychological approach.
inbox call: who wants memes in their inbox? :)
people viewing jane as heroic versus her viewing herself as a monster and harbouring guilt is such a wild thing.
“Hero and villain. I have been both.”
— rustofstardust (via wnq-writers)
mun vs muse.
Will and El being protective of each other 🥺
PHOEBE BRIDGERS LYRIC PROMPTS.
inspired from phoebe’s albums: punisher and stranger in the alps. as always, some triggering content may be present! change any pronouns to better suit your muse(s) needs!
why would somebody do this on purpose?
i wanted to go, but i didn’t.
we talk until we think we might just kill ourselves.
you were screamin’ at the evangelicals.
swore i could feel you through the walls.
i had to carry you.
i’m hungry for blood.
somebody better be dying.
now i can’t breathe, and i can’t sleep.
i feel something when i see you now.
anyway, don’t be a stranger.
i hate living by the hospital.
you must’ve been looking for me.
if it meant i would see you when i die.
all the skeletons you hide…
it must be something in the water.
will you have me, or watch me fall?
remember getting the truck fixed?
i know there’s something waiting for us.
i don’t know what i want.
baby, you’re a vampire.
i can’t open my mouth and forget how to talk.
always surprised by what i do for love.
we can be anything.
please don’t hold me to it.
i only went one time.
the end is here.
and what about the band?
show me yours, i’ll show you mine.
i know he needs you, you’re all that he sees.
be whatever you want.
i scared you in your house.
i want to live at the holiday inn.
i guess it’s too late to change it now.
i’m thinking out loud.
tell me what you’ll do, please.
one of your eyes is always half-shut.
i’m singing at a funeral tomorrow.
i’ve been talking to his dad, it makes me so sad…
somebody roll the windows down.
i’ve got a good feeling.
i would do anything for you.
i’ll be whatever you want.
i don’t need you to tell me what that means.
i asked him nicely once to pack his things and go.
something happened when you were a kid.
there’s a last time for everything.
i couldn’t take it any longer, and i lost control.
it’s amazing to me how much you can say.
i didn’t know you then and i’ll never understand.
do you feel ashamed?
i went with you up to the place you grew up in.
there’s something i’m supposed to say.
i swear i’m not angry, that’s just my face.
you, you must’ve been looking for me.
no, i’m not afraid of hard work.
you got me good; i knew you would.
you know the killer doesn’t understand.
man, i wish that i could say the same.
if i fix you, will you hate me?
i miss you like a little kid.
i could scream to drown you out.
next time i see you, you’ll show me.
he is a fine new addition, so young and so clean.
always have and i always will.
i’m at the movies, i don’t remember what i’m seeing.
i’m tired of trying to get in the house.
wouldn’t know where to start.
i want to believe.
i’m losing all my hair.
it’s a government drone or an alien spaceship.
everyone knows you’re the way to my heart.
i even scared myself by talking.
i’m on the outside looking through.
i’m standing too close.
sorry that it all went down like it did.
last night, i blacked out in my car.
i’m gonna kill you.
he came up through the water without a sound.
you get a few points for tryin’.
i can count on you to tell me the truth.
i’ve never seen you smiling so big.
he got me good, i knew he would.
i’m always pushing you away from me.
he missed my heart.
i grew up here, ‘til it all went up in flames.
i want to go home.
they dragged me off to jail, set a million dollar bail.
i will always be right here.
there’s no place like my room.
i don’t wanna be alone.
i wanted to see the world.
but i asked him one more time, this time pulled out my shiv.
was hoping you would let it go, and you did.
the drug stores are open all night.
no, it’s not important, they’re just pretty words, my dear.
that’s quite a list, but there’s one thing you missed.
it’s gonna be just like my recurring dream.
i’m a liar.
i get this feeling whenever i feel good.
i’ll stay out of my own hell.
for generations, they’ll romance us, make us more.
that’s just how i feel.
i buried a hatchet, it’s coming up lavender.
i turned around, there was nothing there.
from the window, it’s not a bad show.
not even the burnouts are out here anymore.
i hardly feel anything at all.
so i gotta go, i know, i know, i know.
you were still in the ambulance.
you always say that you’d prefer to drown.
i’m amazed that you’re alright.
when i’m lonely, that’s when i’ll burn it.
if you find me, will you know me?
they were screamin’ right back from what i remember.
i’ve been running around in circles.
i've been playing dead.
i’m sleeping in my bed again, and getting in my head.
they make you live in the past.
i can hardly feel anything.
i woke up in my childhood bed.
a feeling of relief came over my soul.
i want to know what would happen.
you’re gonna drown in your sleep for sure.
he never lies or picks up his phone.
you’re holding me like water in your hands.
baby, it’s halloween.
after a while you went quiet.
no, i’m not afraid to disappear.
you must’ve been looking for me.
i would give you the moon.
i have this dream where i’m screaming underwater.
they killed a fan down by the stadium.
i want to be wrong.
when i think too much about it i can’t breathe.
i can’t sleep and i miss your face.
they strapped me in the gurney, took me off to the infirmary.
i’ll find a new place to be from.
i hate you for what you did.
that makes me feel old.
he got me in the shins, and he got me in the arms.
i’m gonna chase it, i know, i know, i know.
all of our problems? i’m gonna solve ‘em.
i’m stupid in love.
yeah, i guess the end is here.
i won’t be home with you tonight.
underneath her whimpering, i could hear the sirens sound.
fell on hard times a year ago.
sometimes i think i’m a killer.
we can be anything.
there is no distraction that can make me disappear.
i dreamt that he drowned.
when he gets older, he might be the one.
she can do anything she wants to.
plus, i’m pretty sure i’d miss you…
either way, we’re not alone.
you don’t have to know that it’s haunted.
you know i hate to be alone.
guess i lied.
wouldn’t know when to stop.
i think when you’re gone, it’s forever.
i’ll be glad that i made it out.
either i’m careless or i wanna get caught.
i hope you kiss my rotten head.
it’s 4 a.m. again.
we found our way out.
he missed my heart.
we have the same face.
hear so many stories of you at the bar…
all the bad dreams that you hide…
he’s half the man and you’re twice as tall.
i gotta go now, i know, i know, i know.
i don’t forgive you.
if i breathe you, will it kill me?
man, i hate this part of texas.
you know i’m never gonna let you have it.
and i changed my mind.
he might be the one.
it’s for the best.
you had to go, i know, i know, i know.
i’m too tired.
tell me what you wanna do to me.
i faked it every time.
you missed my heart.
oh, come on, man!
you were in a band when i was born.
i have everything i wanted.
i’m not gonna go down with my hometown in a tornado.
i don’t believe in that stuff anymore.
jesus christ, i’m so blue all the time.
saw him in the kitchen, hanging up the phone.
i feel something when i see you.
there’s nothing i can do.
i am sick of the chase.
you are somebody’s baby.
i hate your mom.
i got mean.
so long, prison boy!
it’ll be the last time.
i would do anything you want me to.
but right now, it feels good not to stand.
i love a good place to hide in plain sight.
i will try to drown you out.
take a dirty picture, babe.
it’s sad that his baby died.
i’m doing nothing.
hey, why do you sing with an english accent?
i get everything i want.
i look at the sky and i feel nothing.
when you touch down, i’ll be waving.
now i’m too tired to go to sleep.
i feel like i know you?
i hate it when she opens her mouth.
it’s just a matter of time before i’m hearing things.
call me when you land.
would you fuck this and let us fall?
they still got payphones…
you might be dying.
i’m a bad liar.
you wrote me a letter…
i’ve given all my love.
