You are my boys and I will always love you!

Indie Ask/rp sideblog for Trigun Stampede's Rem Saverem! Slightly canon divergent in that Rem is alive! Sideblog to needlenxggin! mun is 21+ OC/Crossover/Multimuse/dupe friendly! Blog will remain dash only!

[savethxm]

General rules and the like seeing as I'm still working on this gal and she's gonna be super wip blog wise until vash is done.

First and foremost this blog is OC, Crossover, AU, Multiverse and Multimuse friendly. All kinds of muses and ideas are very welcome so feel free to just throw things my way or invade my ask box with random stuff for Rem. Let her adopt your muse because she will.

This is also a SIDEBLOG to my Vash rp blog so I will not be able to follow back directly through Rem!

This blog is using the BETA editor with the trim reblogs extension. Personally I have no idea what the deal is with the whole editor situation but I was told this was the best method for keeping posts clean so it’s what I’m using.

Selectivity and following back

I can be slightly selective with who I follow but I do generally tend to follow everyone back that follows me! If I don’t follow you back it’s either because I didn’t notice I had a new follower or I’m just not the hugest fan of your muse or the property they belong to but please be aware it will never be because of the mun unless you happen to just be a known douche bag or something idk.

18+ Muns only please but preferably over 21 would be ideal!

As I am 26 I would generally prefer to write with writers who are 18 or older and tend to not be too interested in writing with muns under this age. This rule does not apply to Muses. If your muses is a kid or a teenager I will happily write with you as long as you yourself are 18 or older.

Due to the nature of the show there will be times where things can be religious in theme as well as posts that include themes like death, violence and trauma as well as cults and experimentation on children. I will make sure to tag as much of this as possible but if I miss some things don’t be afraid to point that out and ask me to tag it!

All of my Rem icons are made by myself so please don’t take them without permission! 

I am fine writing most themes and romance is totally ok with me. I’m also fine with you reblogging ask memes from me without sending one in as I don’t want to force you into sending something you don’t want to y’know? However if you do want to send an ask my way be it a meme or just a random ask feel free to do so! I always appreciate people sending stuff my way.

If I happen to post something that triggers you please let me know what it was in an ask or IM and I will make sure to go back and tag things as needed and will keep in mind to tag stuff like that in the future! And I don’t really have any triggers myself apart from stuff relating to spiders. Tag spider related stuff if you can please!

If you want to come plot stuff with me you are more than welcome to just hop into an ask or IM and we can get the ol ball rolling! Just note I tend to be a little shy around new people sometimes so if I don’t come to you straight away after following you it’s just because I’m trying to psych myself up to interact. If I follow/follow you back I am totally down with writing with you just be patient with me.

I can reply at the speed of sound sometimes and take years other times but never feel like you have to reply as fast as me if I do reply straight away. Usually if I reply instantly it’s because I’m enjoying the thread or am excited about it. Feel free to take as much time as you need when replying back to me.

In regards to other Rem rpers I do not mind if you guys follow and interact with me as I’m not one to be too bothered by people writing the same muse as me.

Also I am British but don’t think that will mean I go offline earlier than most people. I have absolutely no sleep schedule lmao.

[needlenxggin]

Getting to know you!

favourite colour(s): light to medium blues and reds favourite flavour(s): vanilla, caramel, strawberry favourite genre(s): sci-fi, fantasy, thriller, action, comedy favourite movie(s): Ghostbusters, John Wick, the first two live action TMNT movies from the 90's favourite series: trigun, pokemon, tmnt, ghostbusters, dr. stone, these are just a few OTL last song: The Extreme Ghostbusters intro last movie: can't really remember tbh currently reading: nothing currently currently watching: The Mandalorian season 3, Hell's Kitchen season 12 currently working on: Stuff for my March 7th rp blog and Vash's drafts

Tagged by: No one. I am a thief and a scoundrel uwu Tagging: whoever sees this uwu

[savethxm]

@ofanswerssought asked: “the world isn’t very kind.” (pls cheer up the bean rem 🥺) | random sentence prompts (always accepting) (shout outs to tumblr for not telling me about this c:)

That was a fact she was becoming increasingly more aware of each day she spent learning about the planet the ships had crashed down onto and she'd found herself waking up on. People were desperate to survive she'd seen but despite seeing a lot of bad she'd also seen a lot of good and if there was just a little bit of good then there was some hope for this world she believed.

"I know it isn't as I've experienced it's cruelty myself but that doesn't mean there's no hope for it. There's something out there for you that will make this world a little kinder and more pleasant to live on you just need to go out and find it."

[adventures-written-archive]

She didn’t understand. How could she understand? All the lies and the confusion from back then. Seeing Tesla and what they had done to the only other Independent the twins knew to have existed. He was not going to just sit idly by and wait for them to tear them apart too. Vash was blinded. He followed the hope that the human’s were good, that they could have a life together. 

But Nai -- Knives -- could not see passed the wrongs they had done. How was he to know who to trust? Rem, sure. He trusted her back then, but the others? To hell, he even aligned himself with the devil who ripped Tesla to pieces to begin with. Conrad had so much to make up for, and in the end, it wouldn’t matter anyway.

“Because he won’t see! Vash is blinded by the lies that YOU filled his head with! I had to crash those ships...There was no one on there that I saw as safe anymore..” Aside from her. “I couldn’t sit there and wait for Vash to be ripped apart too. And if they took me first? Vash wouldn’t know what to even do. He didn’t have power then. I did everything to protect him, and I continue to do so. He can’t see it yet, but I will make us a paradise where we can be free.”

He was shaking with his rage, everything in him telling him to cease this useless conversation immediately. Rem had no idea what it was like for him. How could she? Vash was so much like her and he -- He didn’t need to eat, drink, or sleep. He was disconnected from the human’s from the start.

He had been excited about humans once. He wanted nothing more than to learn about them and meet them. But that was shattered when the reality of who they really were came crashing down.

[savethxm]

A heavy sigh left Rem's lips as she knew this had all really stemmed from the night they found the remains of their sister. She could understand Nai's anger and it was something she was angry about herself and wished she could have done more to prevent but she couldn't do anything. At least not until the twins came along.

When Nai and Vash were born she was given a chance to protect them where she couldn't protect the independent before them. She also should not have lied to them and kept it a secret but she believed not knowing would have been the better choice. Neither were a good choice, really, but one was the lesser of two evils.

"But what if that's no what he wants, Nai?" She sighed shaking her head softly. "I know we kept things from you both that we shouldn't but are you doing this for his sake or yours?" Rem asked with slightly narrowed eyes at the taller of the two. "It was hard for you to understand humans, I know, and what we hid from you shattered your trust in us but is putting yourself and your brother through misery worth it? "

"I'm sorry I couldn't do better by you and Vash, Nai, I really am. I'd hoped you two would have never left each others side but all we did was force you apart and for that I'm sorry."

[savethxm]

@adventures-written asked: i trust you. i always do (Vash) | random sentence prompts (always accepting)

The arms around his much larger frame tighten as best they can her lips spread into a wide smile. "Then listen to me, ok? You didn't know what Nai was going to do and wouldn't have given him those codes if you did and you didn't kill me. I'm right here, aren't I?" She asked with a soft smile pressing a kiss to his forehead which she had to lean up to reach.

"You're trying to atone for a crime that isn't yours, Vash."

[savethxm]

@adventures-written asked: are you trying to tell me how to live my life? (Knives) | random sentence prompts (always accepting)

Rem's words die in her mouth as she's cut off and she closes it quickly hands balling into fists for a moment by her sides. She breathes in deeply and then back out again her hands relaxing. "No, Nai, I'm not." Her tone was stern but also a little soft as she stared her oldest down. No matter what he'd done he was still her boy, at the end of the day.

"All I'm trying to do is tell you that if you're supposed to be doing this for Vash?-" She begins taking a step towards him and prodding a finger to his chest. "-then why are you hurting him? You promised to always look out for him but all you've done is push him away. He's done the same to you in return, I know, but you're supposed to be brothers, Nai."

[vashtxt]

❝ ... Please don't. ❞

Vash knew Rem meant it as a joke and couldn't help but smile. Still he couldn't help but feel guilty, or bad, just because he always ended up in compromising situations and ended up getting hurt anyway. But him being someone who would rather protect others than himself....

❝ Those thugs tried to hurt a kid, I didn't have time to shoot back— Only to hug her and take the bullet for her. ❞ He explained with a saddened smile. Too kind for that cruel world.

[savethxm]

Plucking the bullet from his body she set it to one side and sighed giving her head a small shake. "I know, Vash." Rem nodded reaching up to gently ruffle his hair. "You did what you had to do to protect her, and I'm proud of you for it, but you need to be more mindful about your own safety." Thankfully it was only a small grade handgun so it likely wasn't even hurting him anymore but she'd still like to see him not getting shot.

"I'm proud of you either way just try to be a little more careful. I just got you back I'd rather not see you getting too banged up, now."

[savethxm]

“we can’t stay here.” The pistol was already drawn as he looked at Rem. Although he didn’t want to kill people in front of her, if push came to shove… that subtle predatory gleam in Vash’s eyes spoke volumes to how removed this man was from the child she or any other Rem might have known. @epilvgue (a taste of the new, hardened vash for Rem, it’s serious vash time) | random sentence prompts (always accepting)

She watched as he reached for his gun like it was completely second nature to him at this point and by that look in his eyes when he turned back to her he'd definitely willingly taken a life or two already. She supposed in a world like this sometimes you had to make a tough decision like that. She just hoped he didn't forget who he was at the end of that day and get lost in the bloodlust.

"Right, lead the way Vash."

[savethxm]

@indevendent asked: i can’t think straight. | random sentence prompts (always accepting)

Sighing softly Rem took a few steps forward coming to a stop right in front of the other. This wasn't her Nai but he was still Nai at the end of the day. Reaching out she pulled the other into her arms and held onto his frame gently a hand rubbing up and down his back slowly. "Take a minute. Breathe." She told him in a gentle voice her free hand running through his black hair, just like the other Vash she'd met.

[savethxm]

@avataroftheswarm asked: where have you been hiding? | random sentence prompts (always accepting)

Rem glanced over her shoulder when she heard the voice only to see a small child? "Hiding?" She asked with a slight raise of her brow before shaking her head. "I've been stuck in somewhere for a very long time but I've not been hiding." Her pod had been knocked out of the ship thanks to an explosion and her pod had been lost in the dessert ever since.

[savethxm]

@vashtxt asked: ❝ i trust you. i always do. ❞ | random sentence prompts (always accepting)

With a small smile she gently pulled her youngest head a little close so she could press a gentle kiss to his forehead a hand reaching up to brush some of his hair away from his face. "Thank you, Vash." She nodded softly pushing his coat off his frame and then his shirt off his head to inspect the gun shot wound.

Surely enough his body was already trying to push the bullet out but now that she could see him like this? She couldn't help but pause. A small sigh left her lips as she began to reach for some tweezers to remove the foreign object. "Am I going to have to put on a child harness to keep you from getting hurt like I used to?" Rem asked in a playful tone trying to raise the mood somewhat.

[mcflymemes]

MISCELLANEOUS SENTENCE PROMPTS *  collection #3

we can’t stay here.

i’m not here to be spoiled.

how should we go about this?

that’s a spatula.

you should get behind me.

is that a serious question?

that’s what i’m trying to do.

cover me.

have i ever let you down?

i can’t think straight.

i guess i’m out of practice.

what kind of music do you like?

how many people have you been intimate with that you actually loved?

you’re just telling me something i already know.

if anyone needs their rest, it’s you.

i can only assume your life has been rather lackluster without me.

i appreciate that more than you know.

i really enjoy the person you are today.

i’m not accustomed to the cold.

did you just drop my phone? is it cracked?

give me a second. i need to sit down.

where have you been hiding?

you look incredible.

that’s a lie and you know it.

you are a work of art.

we should go on vacation.

how did they find us?

you’re mocking me.

the world isn’t very kind.

i have pictures i could send you.

oh, good, you caught onto my bitterness.

you could have just led with that.

fools will be fools.

i’ve seen you on the news before.

is there a reason you asked?

and now we’re being followed.

it’s pretty nice up here, isn’t it.

if you need any help, just let me know.

perhaps we’re imagining things.

you’ve got better aim than i thought.

i thought you knew everything.

i’m not used to it.

you broke my door!

mind if i join you?

i yearn for quiet holidays.

fancy seeing you here.

i hardly think that’s necessary.

do you have a gun on you right now?

give me your phone.

i’ll try not to be too offended.

you could have called.

i like when you smile.

you’ve got a deal.

are you blushing?

that was the dumbest thing i’ve ever heard.

i thought you were supposed to be hard to find.

trouble always seems to find me.

i need your help, old friend.

i miss the cold weather.

you don’t need to thank me.

it’s just me.

that was cruel.

i deserved that.

i suppose it’s too late to say no.

we’ve all got a past. some are better hidden than others.

are you trying to tell me how to live my life?

what you did took guts.

no, that’s not what i meant at all.

i wanted to be closer to you.

it used to be cheaper.

you have powers, don’t you.

you’re a bad kisser.

that wasn’t supposed to happen.

sorry for startling you.

make sure you keep me in the loop.

did you hear anything else?

should we get moving?

do you want it? free of charge?

you’re just trying to hide the fact that you missed me.

was this always your goal?

i don’t want to put words in your mouth.

did i find you at a bad time?

did you have a good relationship with your father?

please keep your pants on.

we’re closing in on our suspect.

could you get it working again?

if you would take a second to actually listen to what i just said.

are you asking me to pick a favorite?

i wish i could unsee things.

you go that way, and i’ll go this way.

what accent is that?

can i kiss you?

i’m just happy they sent someone nice.

i think you would make an excellent dance partner.

keep telling yourself that.

the picture’s crooked.

hang on, i’m taking a picture.

you never let yourself relax.

we mock what we love.

i trust you. i always do.

i really wish you would ask first before taking that.

[needlenxggin]

Just a quick lil heads up! For the people who have been waiting for replies and stuff from me I'm sorry it's taken me so long to get around to our stuff OTL

I've been re-iconing the whole of Stampede because my first batch of icons were rushed so I had things to use. I'm almost done, though! (2 episodes to go!) and when I'm done I'll be able to properly focus on all my replies and stuff! It's just making these icons the way I do can sometimes take me almost all day lmao (I go frame by frame manually pausing as I go through an episode) I just jump on to reply to what I have really strong muse for inbetween icons.

But, once I'm done, I'll be able to focus on all my replies soon uwu

[letsbreakhearts]

He couldn’t believe his ears. Someone actually wanted them? Both of them? Was this - a trap? He couldn't comprehend it at all and when the strange woman's hand reached out for him, he first flinched away before he noticed her touch was soft and gentle unless so many other adult’s who most of the time lashed out at him for breaking any of their stupid rules.

“Tse. So we have to call you mom and everything?”, he tried to provoke her, maybe in a sense of self defense, out of fear of letting himself fall, only to never be catched.

Meanwhile Livio however seemed to warm up much quicker with the idea of an actual family. He looked at her with such big, hopeful eyes. Perhaps, he better kept his mouth shut to not mess this up for him.

[savethxm]

"You don't have to call me mom, no, only if you'd like to." Rem giggled softly as she reached out to gently stroke the other boys hair as well. "You can just call me Rem if you're not comfortable with mom." She wasn't going to force these boys to do anything they didn't want so if they wanted to use her name she was happy with that.

"And what are you two called?" She already knew, of course, she'd signed the papers already but it would be better for them to introduced themselves, right?

[wolfsmuses-deactivated20231203]

👓 ⎯⎯⎯⎯ "I don't understand," Eriks murmured. His arm slightly shook while clutching the apple but his eyes remained on Rem. As dull as they were, the teal orbs seemed to have some hidden story behind them; as if what happened to Vash could be pried from the depths of his soul. It screamed trauma -- something so horrific it had tared him up & spat him back out. The result was the husk of a man kneeling before her.

"Did I...do something wrong? ...I've upset you."

[savethxm]

Rem had to take a second to calm herself and took a deep breath, holding it, then exhaling. Something had clearly happened to Vash for him to be like this. The Vash she knew was sunny and full of life with a smile on his face almost constantly but now? Now he looked dead, lifeless, empty.

"No, Vash, you haven't upset me." She sighed shaking her head softly. "You've been through a lot haven't you? I don't know what you've had to endure but all I can say is that I'm sorry I wasn't there for you for it." Placing a hand on his shoulder she gave it a small squeeze. "But I'm here now."

[bescmar--archived]

“f u c k.”

[savethxm]

stares in disappointed mama.

[nineringsprince]

Alright, even and calm reaction.

He could work with that just fine. As he'd told the odd blond man long before, it wasn't really violence he sought on this planet anyhow. Though maybe a smidge of the old fear would be nice. It was fine, he could instill little nuggets of that later.

"They do, yes..." he should know more than anyone. He's had to encounter and deal with a good chunk of them more often than he generally would have liked to.

"...... They have for a long time."

[savethxm]

How interesting... so demons and angels weren't just stories or unknowns any more? If that was the case then what else was actually really that was considered myths to humans? She doubted Lucius would know but it was something for her to wonder.

"Well-" Rem began offering the supposed Anti-Christ a small smile. "-for a demon you're a very polite and well mannered boy." He reminded her of Vash a little like that as the blonde was always polite if not a bit rash and reckless.