Iām sorry for the mistakes I made, I know I shouldnāt have done it. I needed to forget the pain that I was feeling after everything that happened. Someone to make me forget about that pain not about you but about the pain that was killing me slowly inside. I needed someone to help me heal and thatās why I found him, he did help me heal but even at random times your name would popped up in my head and I used to start thinking about you until I had to force myself not to. But even then I still do from time to time. I lost a big part of me when I found out everything, a part of me that it wonāt be the same but after everything that happened I still miss you, I still miss us. I miss us as a couple, as a family because thatās what you guys were to me... my own little family.









