You ask, "SO I THINK I MIGHT BE A SATANIST. WHAT NOW?"
There is a lot of information out there, much of it is contradictory. A very good site for a novice (even though it is managed by a Str8 woman) is theisticsatanism.com. look at the section for New to Satanism first.
The two principles almost all Satanists agree on are 1) self determination...you decide with your own will. Personally, I am subject to no spirit, neither gods or demons. And, 2) own the consequences of your decisions. If things turn out bad, don't say it's someone else's fault; if they turn out great, be proud... someone else isn't responsible for your success, and false modesty is stupid.
















