Scared and Worried

like if a girl had anxiety

[scared-worried]

in 2016/17 I was active in a music discord server, and eventually became a mod, I think I exercised my powers 3 times in total and since then held an honourary role and just lurked. It died today :/

The admin got tricked into running an exe by a guy he'd worked with on coding stuff, which stole his login tokens. Doesn't seem recoverable, the guy who did it also messaged me acting all coy about it, but blocked me when I said I heard the server got hacked.

I guess nothing is really as permanent as it seems. Places to experience complicated emotions privately and anonymously are important and that was one of the few places I ever had that.

[scared-worried]

hilarious update: the main mod hacked him back so the server is alive and well, long live A and long live the music server

[scared-worried]

in 2016/17 I was active in a music discord server, and eventually became a mod, I think I exercised my powers 3 times in total and since then held an honourary role and just lurked. It died today :/

The admin got tricked into running an exe by a guy he'd worked with on coding stuff, which stole his login tokens. Doesn't seem recoverable, the guy who did it also messaged me acting all coy about it, but blocked me when I said I heard the server got hacked.

I guess nothing is really as permanent as it seems. Places to experience complicated emotions privately and anonymously are important and that was one of the few places I ever had that.

[gae-bolg-alternative-dot-exe]

by 藤田かくじ@徳川の猿①巻発売中@orizurubros

[sentientchewtoy]

"STEAM" is such a funny acronym. STEM plus Arts. so like just everything then

[scared-worried]

sorry we made that acronym explicitly designed to promote "useful" study, there were just too many wacky "arts majors" you know? but it's ok we'll chuck you into our cool acronym now no worries 😉

[laimina]

[scared-worried]

after my presentation some of the big boys from my department invited me to lunch and I went with them but bailed quickly because I was too nervous and wanted to see my friend

[scared-worried]

it's my big presentation day and once again I've failed to come to a consistent script or timings, guess how I'm feeling (hint: it's in the name)

[scared-worried]

[scared-worried]

it's my big presentation day and once again I've failed to come to a consistent script or timings, guess how I'm feeling (hint: it's in the name)

[scared-worried]

i– im sorry sir, you see my family had very little... and... and I was never taught to post

[scared-worried]

please sir may I have some gruel, i worked hard and got 3 notes today

[scared-worried]

I'm breathing in

the chemicals

[scared-worried]

i– im sorry sir, you see my family had very little... and... and I was never taught to post

[danskjavlarna]

[drdougdouglass]

[scared-worried]

im making my presentation with lots of big pictures like they told me to and im muttering my script to myself and im shopping for perfume samples and watching movies and im eating sweet pastries

[babyfoxcollectionthings]

[pandariousgooch]

i never realized cuneiform was made with the corner of a cuboid tool, i thought the wedge shapes were carved such that you would press straight down with the tool at a 90° angle to the clay

[kitchenwitchupinthisbitch]

Wow! My mind is super into this new information

[ferret-on-pancakes]

[scared-worried]

I drank 5 energy drinks the other day and the two day comedown was as bad as when I take mdma

[scared-worried]

in real life im a cold calculating unappreciated genius with a heart of gold... but on my tumblr blog I can be who I truly am, a furry

[scared-worried]

telepathically communicating to the storekeep that I'm shopping for my girlfriend in a sappy lesbian way and not a reluctant boyfriend way