ScarlettMoonclaw

"Open your eyes, you'll be reborn if you die" 🥀

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Not dead yet, unfortunately for me.

Anyways ! New rant.

A lot of people know me at school. I say "know" and not friends because I don't have many, except for a select few, or more precisely, two friends. But yeah, lotta people who know me, a fact that is pretty well known throughout the class is that I practice self harm, not anything serious. Mostly a compass to my hand, the sting soothes the mental pain. How do I know which "friends" of mine are real ? Simple.

If they notice the new scars and show genuine concern, their real. If they don't notice the new scars or notice them but ignore them, dismiss them with fake concern or consider them cool and for style (Which happens often), they're fake.

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ALRIGHT so as per the new announcement, BBC is planning to release another series dedicated solely to Sherlock's nemesis, Moriarty.

Sooo, here's my idea. Petition for the fandom to be called 'Moriartists'.

Why ? Because it's MoriARTy, and the name Moriarty, broken down translates to 'To die is an art', so why not call the fans Moriartists rather than Moriartians as we do to the Sherlock fans. Couldn't call the Moriarty fans 'Sherlockians' either, yknow.

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You could mute the entire show, replace the dialogue with a generic static noise, and the plot would still clearly be- "Two men communicate solely via desperate, soul-searching eye contact while a crime occasionally happens in the background."

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DEAR PARENTS,

You'll never agree that you were wrong. In your house staying quiet while being yelled at makes us guilty, talking back makes us disrespectful. Keep shouting at us like we are your burdens instead of acknowledging that we are also humans and we have our own dreams too. Passing down generational trauma doesn't makes us 'successful', it makes us insecure and good at hiding things. Just because we are children doesn't make you better. Addictions to phones are not our choices, we turn to them because you never understood us. As the eldest daughter myself, I'm in a pinch, if I become successful by pushing through your treatment, it makes you think that you raised us right and would undeniably repeat it on my younger sibling(s), but if I break, that is my fault. What should we do ? Stop treating us like we are yourselves. "Oh but back in my day-" Your day ? Why don't you just admit that even the grandparents were toxic to you and you're repeating the shit on us because that's all you know.

There's nothing left for us to teach you, the only thing we could do is sit and hope you realize all these things before it's too late.

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What I don't understand, is why the word 'humanity' is mainly translated as 'kindness' or something along that short. It may be wrong, but if you think about it, the jealousy, sadness, anger, cruelty and greed, all these emotions that somehow contradict 'kindness' are all the main attributes of human mind. There's no human without such things. So why, is 'humanity' is particularly used to denote 'kindness' ? The amount of kindness in humans is much lesser than the negativity, statistically speaking (no offense to anyone it's just my opinion). To me, I think humanity is a broad concept and not something that could simply be narrowed down to something relative to 'kindness'.

It may be wrong, but I dunno.

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If anyone thinks that eating whitener ink can kill you, don't do it. It doesn't. Though some people might find it good in taste, some might not. But don't try that for sucide, you'll be met with disappointment.

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Hehehe. Just realised that the cheapest way to off yourself is to hold your breath in and strangulate yourself. No money, just dedication to death.

Teehehe.

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Thank you to everyone who got me to 100 likes!

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!ANNOUNCEMENT!

I'll be writing a story and I'll post it in Tumblr as I cannot log in on Wattpad ! I have begun writing the first chapter, And i'll post it as soon as it is done.

Plot : The main character from modern era commits suicide and gets reborn in Victorian England while actively grappling with human emotions and past life's burdens.

[As a small-time content creator teen who's trying writing something for the first time outside of school given homeworks, I would greatly appreciate if anyone supports it]

And I think I could also use some good titles for the story. That's all, thank you for anyone invested in this.

{You can find me on Insta under- @Osamu_Dazai_double_suicide.

And on YT under- @DemonNezuko_chan}

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Someone give Al a FUCKING HUG-

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HI BOO ITS ME CLARRY FROM UR CLASS 😍😍😍

yoooooo

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I have the anger issues of a dormant volcano. It sleeps for a long time like a hibernating bear, but provoke me wrong ? God forbid I'll burn you like hell.

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bro THE T/NS !! THE FUCKING T/Ns !! Like man, the fuck ?

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Guys i think sherly's pouting........

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Ah yes, "would never harm a fly", yes, indeed.

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Let's be real, 99% of us wouldfaint before he got that close.

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BSD FAN STRUGGLES.

Last day while I was at school, one of my classmates had not gone out for lunch during the recess. I was sitting in my desk while reading the Bungo Stay Dogs Vol- 1 light novel when she came along and asked me if she can read along. She had seen Dazai from the yt shorts so at one point our conversation we had drifted off to how long dazai's crime list was. So she asked me how did dazai enter the ADA. And god fuck, i realised that she did NOT know the plot of BSD so i had explain the whole plot about the dead authors stuff, their abilities and all just to get to the point that Dazai had drinks with Chief Taneda. It took 35 minutes in total. Our struggle is real.