a little bit of everywhere

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the walls are never quiet they thrum and hum and sigh  alive

your walls are never quiet even when your mouth is still and your mind is still I hear you

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i love you.

there’s no other poetry that could say it better

you. you. 

everything, always, in any world-- you.

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curl up within my warmth

my arms lay waiting

for you

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it’s worse

it’s worse it’s worse it’s worse

and yet i’m getting better

in all the ways that don’t really matter

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days and weeks and lines and lines

none of it means anything anymore

without you

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musk and coffee

lingering sweat and freshly cut grass

you’re still here

I should be, but my heart is not surprised 

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colors and sound and a sense beyond them there is another but you don’t possess it no one does but you feel it anyway 

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you ask the wind to aid you it answers with a storm you ask the earth to help you it shudders and writhes beneath you you ask the seas to guide you and it wears away the rest

you’re too scared to ask of fire anything else is too much to gamble but it comes anyway  the world helps no one

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it was everything i could have been

and everything i didn’t deserve 

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you hear them whisper you know what they’re saying you’ve been muttering this whole time who was speaking?

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the feelings itch like the breeze in your eyes

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dead air and crumbling numbers

i can’t even reach you now

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the warmth of your skin feels like sunlight

but metal only feels when it’s breaking

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your lips against mine in your head or mine

dreams

that’s all we are

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drape over me your love  your warmth  your everything

for mine is in your pocket 

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i held you  close and still my heart shivers

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for every moment, there’s a part of of me that misses you