Scattered Within

In life your soul travels, I try to remember it all.

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I wrote about pain like I needed it to survive I felt things I wouldn’t ever want to feel again, but I probably needed that pain.

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My life is a story book I’m still writing, learning and writing don’t judge the process.

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Sometimes I get so caught up in my own mind, how could one keep up with yours yet. Bare with me there’s always a story to tell so I’m always writing.

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I have to be messed up just to get messed up. Take those things that help me get through it all. I know the power behind being trapped within that soul. I’ll come back alive I’ll come back better.

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I remember when music touched my soul when the drugs was flowing through my brain. I was always in touch with everything and I felt it all deep within.

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Life is about growth but within growth you have to be smart enough to see the signs. You may be repeating patterns and not even seeing it.

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Though I was enough and then I found out I wasn’t so tough.

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Sometimes in life you aren’t even looking you aren’t even caring. You are just living and when you live stuff starts happening and sometimes it can be all for a good thing.

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I don’t think I ever appreciated life the way I needed to appreciated life. Until one day something happened and life changed. I changed and the seasons changed.

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Therapy within myself almost every day and it’s helping just like my soul that’s still fighting. If I’m growing differently let me find my own way within.

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I was always too shy, but I was always a writer.

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Words have power and if my words have it than let me speak it with everything within me.

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When the sky turned grey and the darkness came, that’s when the evil came over me. In those far moments I forgot who I really was.

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Now we are flying from the past, the past that wasn’t meant for us. Now we are everything here today, this is where we should be.

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LSD that was something crazy but you’ll never understand everything I felt that night. In those moments I understand my life path and after that night my life did change. When LSD was flowing through this soul and mind.

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If I fall down tell me who’s gonna get me back up nobody but me. Don’t blame me for this because only I ever had me.

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I sit outside in the grass sometimes. I sit and think and remember sometimes. I wait for the feeling in the air sometimes.