the annoying thing about serial killer fiction (writing) is that once you do The Big Kill Scene everything else will feel boring as fuck. there's no way to follow it. so far i have stuffed this chapter with multiple letters, a permanent new family member for the protagonist, the Big Reveal and confession about one of THE major deaths the story has dangled for literal fucking ages, a nastily intimate fight & big fucking aww moment, DEATH BY TRAIN DANGER at 500 ft in the air or something, the imminent arrival of one of the most vital/central characters to the story, and EXTREMELY pointed will she/won't she murder tension toward the secondary character and I'm like "damn so nothing happens in this chapter huh. nobody even died"















