jayden/jack

she/him insta/snap: septicsoftii

[leaving-the-rotting-wolf]

[scenecoreseptic]

[scenecoreseptic]

I drew

[scenecoreseptic]

Me at da mall :)

[skelebab]

all i want is a comited platonic relationship with someone who calls me kid and pats me on the head and occasionally checks in on my mental state

is that really too much to ask?

[scenecoreseptic]

Same dood

[toastbutteregg]

for real

[all-hail-trash-prince]

Danny Phantom AU where his eyes glow or at least reflect even in human form

So basically all I want to see is one of the Fentons going downstairs at 3 AM only to find Danny raiding the fridge with his glowing eyes

[eggwraith]

maddie: honey your eyes! why are they glowing?

danny, lost his last braincell to death disease at fourteen: i. ate ectoplasm?

maddie: straight?!

danny: uh… no i warmed it up and. dipped. my tator tots in it.

maddie, disappointed mother and very excited scientist: what did it taste like

danny: ranch 2

[viostormcaller]

RANCH 2

[kim-my-art]

[monkeydollitle]

Sometimes I have a hard time believing that dyscalculia can impact so many basic day-to-day abilities. And I am sure this is true with other disabilities. People underestimate how many basic life skills are impacted. I try to forgive myself and find strategies to work around it since it is something that can’t be fixed. Math is everywhere, and it is hard to describe to people how math is involved when they don’t “see” something as mathematical. But when your basic math skills are stripped from you, all of a sudden everything becomes math. Estimating distance and speed, physical coordination, navigation, reading an analog clock, understanding a graph and all kinds of numeracy even the most basic. These things aren’t always considered “math” to most people because their brains work in such a way that these things are learned, come automatically or can be done relatively quickly.  But my brain and neuropathways don’t connect properly. So when it comes to calculations or processing mathematical information my brain either does these things at a dangerously slow pace, with extreme difficulty, with substantial inaccuracy or sometimes, it can’t process them at all. 

It’s hard enough to constantly struggle with these things. But it is sometimes even harder having to explain the difficulty you are experiencing to others; especially when the things that are difficult for you are academically speaking, quite elementary. And because it is considered “simple” people think you are stupid; so they laugh; they say you’re lazy, they say you’re lying or they may even make jokes about your inabilities. And sometimes they get frustrated with you and say something along the lines of, “But it’s so easy! I don’t understand how this could be difficult for anyone.” And that is why I feel consistently stupid.  It becomes difficult separating my intelligence from the disability. I often find myself doubting that dyscalculia exists, that I am just giving myself an excuse. - I am making excuses. It can’t be a disability. It MUST just be ME. I am just STUPID. And so on days like today, I will read, and reread symptoms and scientific articles on dyscalculia, reminding myself that it is real and valid.

[a-cat-in-a-funky-hat]

You know what I'm still fucking mad about? Me having problems with math always going unrecognized or them just simply not being cared for.

For fucks sake, my brother was tested positive for dyslexia! Why was it different for him than for me? Why did he have a disability and I 'didn't try hard enough'?

Isn't it suspicious when your child is on top of her classes in anything language related but has failed every single math course since 7th grade? And even before that it was clear how much I was struggling with math even though I was able to keep my head above water.

I actually asked my mom once about this and she said "we didn't know there was a learning disability for math". Like??? The internet wasn't invented yesterday! And even if, there were ways of researching before the internet. Again, my behavior was highly suspicious, but they just told me to try harder because 'it's not that complicated, you're just lazy and don't study enough'. How can you say that to your child that is clearly struggling?

On top of that came that my dad is incredibly good at math and because I take after him in most things everyone assumed I should be good at math too. And then even my mom says "your brothers and even me always had a B in math, you could too if you would stop being so lazy about it".

???¿??

It got to the point that there wasn't a single math exam where I didn't silently cry because I could for the life of me not do a single problem. I sat crying at our kitchen table when my dad tried to teach me math and he would tell me to stop crying. What kind of parent does that?

Why did no one understand that I simply don't have the mental capacity to do math beyond the basics? It's a fucking disability, it's no different than my brother's. Fuck you.

[serfuzzypushover]

Finally made a swapfell sans design i actually like 👀👀

[scenecoreseptic]

Gud shit

[rainbowsans]

papyrus is now a single child

support me on ko-fi

[scenecoreseptic]

Triggered

"Seriously!?" June walks towards jack cornering him. "After all we've been through and you go solo!? AGAIN!!??" jack backs up hitting the wall.  ""I- just wanna protect you guys!!" He stammers putting his shaking hands up infront of his chest "protect?? PROTECT!!!???" June raises her right fist causing jack to cower, almost immediately shaking, his eyes wide and pupils small "pl-please- don't do this" he says high pitched and shakily. june stops herself. "Whoa jack i- im sor-" suddenly quint pipes up "get out."

"What!? But i-"

"I SAID GET OUT!" June hesitates but runs out,almost falling and then climbing down the ladder. Quint looked over at jack to find him on the floor with his hands on his head. Tears streamed down his face and he looked completely out of it. "Friend?" ... No response. Quint slowly made his way over to him before crouching down beside him, resting his hand on jacks back. "Hey buddy..shes gone now so you can calm down" jack remained silent just looking down at the floor, sobbing quietly. Quint gets up and looks over at dirk with a very concerned expression. Dirk looks back at him matching his expression. Dirk sighs before making his way over there as well. "Look man, you can talk to us ya know"

Jack sighs attempting to wipe away his tears. "Yeah i know...its just hard.." Quint got up and stormed away mumbling something angrily about how stupid june is as he paces around the treehouse. Dirk looks back at jack "hey its ok.. Breath." Jacks looks at dirk and attempts to breath in but immediately chokes and starts sobbing again. Dirk rubs his fingers gently along his back to calm him.

(I will be finishing this later)

[desinteresse]

Love how a lot of “autistic parenting problems” can get fixed by just using your brain:

“my autistic child doesnt like hugs” so don’t hug them, that will be 150 dollars

[desinteresse]

“My autistic child had a meltdown in a busy grocery store” so don’t bring them to a busy grocery store

[desinteresse]

“My autistic child is a picky eater” So give them the food they like but also encourage them to try new food in fun positive ways

[desinteresse]

“My autistic child only want to wear the same shirt everyday” so let them wear the same shirt everyday

[venusrrvelez]

“My autistic child claims loud noises hurt their ears.” So turn the goddamn noise down, Susan!

[scenecoreseptic]

My tkloe art!

[scenecoreseptic]

Yes

[clippy]

[primordial-fungus-monolith]

*becomes a librarian so I can hang this up at my library*

[skelebab]

Yo can you write a story or song or poem about us? You don't have to ofc but im making you a song so i thought it would cute ^^ 💚💖💚

Oki ill tri! it prob won't be that gud tho TwT

love of my life, my reason to live

every part of me, to you I give

please treat yourself well

if not for you, then for me

because you're all I've ever wanted you to be

eww sentiment xb

luv u tho :3

[scenecoreseptic]

I LOVE YOU THIS IS BEAUTIFUL MY ANGELLLLLLL 💖💖💖