don't look back in anger. @schedulinginsanity - Tumblr Blog

you give me a strange confidence that i have NEVER felt before...

oh, i also havent had sex for 15 months. this doesn't help.

i hate

being single. i know it's a stupid thing to say, and it's not the most important thing in life... but i just love that feeling of having someone to share everything with. happiness, pain, good times, bad times, blahblahblah. i miss feeling wanted, appreciated, and NEEDED. feeling like i'm actually making someone happy, not just in everyone's way. i miss having someone to spend boring nights in with, or someone to share all my adventures and experiences with.

so yeah, noone's gonna read this, and even if they did, it wouldnt achieve anything, but i just needed to spill.

i give up.

so i'll just ramble on here, to my 3 followers, that are all asleep.

don't even know why i'm doing this. noone's gonna read it... and all i'm succeeding in doing is getting myself even more worked up.

and there's not even anyone i can turn to, because i alienate/drift away from every fucker that's ever nice to me.

i don't even know what's going on tbh.

i'm a wreck.

sick and tired of crying myself to sleep.

but nothing ever seems to get better.

#cry for help.

expecting-thelowest

Rarely sing anymore; voice doesn’t sound too good and I’m really nervous.

I’m at my cousin’s wedding and she just had this song for her first dance and this song means a lot to me so I did a video of me singing it, but I can’t sing low as I’m sure you can tell hahah.

schedulinginsanity

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