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Hm maybe I do, I know I have avoidant and schizotypal traits too, do you know if everyone with a pd has traits of other ones?

i dont think everyone does but i know its very common, especially for traits within the same cluster (i.e. someone with bpd having narc traits would be really common bc bpd + npd are in the same cluster of pds - cluster b)

#Anonymous

that post you made about schizophrenic and npd people about narcissistic paranoia, do you think it could be related to BPD aswell? I have BPD and relate to it so much! I've done it for years

yeah i think so. i have bpd too and its the same cluster as npd so i mean it could be that u have narc traits

#Anonymous

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u ever get that narcissistic paranoia? like, everyone’s watching me so i better make it worth our while and leave my screen on my art for a while, let them take it in and give them chance to compliment me, better leave my screen on this song im listening to so they can tell me how great my music taste is. better make exaggerated facial expressions so people laugh at how funny i am

edit: if you have read this and reblogged it but you aren’t schizophrenic/psychotic and/or have narcissistic personality disorder, please delete your reblog. this post isnt for you.

qtsp00k

Acting ceases to be an impressive skill or career when it’s all you do. All the time. So many eyes on you in an empty room…you didn’t ask to be the center of their attention…but really it’s best to keep them entertained

are ppl w/ schizoaffective disorder allowed to rb the paranoid/narcissistic delusion post?

yep !! as far as i know thats a psychotic disorder

#Anonymous

remember that person that tried to steal my post that was literally about being narcissistic and schizophrenic because it upset them that it was.....about being narcissistic and schizophrenic?? well their post never took off (it still has only 20 notes) and mine just keeps on getting notes from schizophrenic and narcissistic people (:

#YES im still bitter about it.#but also feeling very smug

aaah henrik is . One Of Those

#*shakes fist* evil text messages making communication easier how very dare they

“dont speak ill of the dead” she ruined..peoples...lives...that advocacy is going to keep on going in her wake... i literally dont care....

id really rather not

I hope this doesn't come off as offensive, that's not what I intended. I'm honestly just curious why you'd want a term specific for the schizo-spec community. Doesn't the diagnosis of a schizo-spec disorder already imply asocial tendencies?

to talk specifically about struggles with friendships

thepeoplewhisper

fun Mentally Ill feels

just. boredom. all of the time.

is that a real sound or????

okay nobody’s in the house… better check 5 more times better safe than sorry

is anybody ever not watching me??

*accidentally ignores best friend for 2 years* oops

Crying all of the time. somebody’s mean??? Cry. somebody tries to comfort you???? Cry harder.

*memorises a list of facts about myself so i’m never caught out when someone asks a question*

did i do that thing today or yesterday?? did i even do it at all???

oh sorry?? what did you say??? we’re doing something out of routine today???? oh well guess it’s time to dowse myself in gasoline

how much do you think it would hurt to stab myself??? a lot???

i’m listening i swear i just cannot understand a singe word you’re saying

“hey can you do this thing?” “yeah sure hang on” *sits and dissociates for 20 minutes*

“smile!” well i would but i literally cannot move my face

this is not a situation in which i should be laughing

seriously you wanna cry NOW?!

*googles how many painkillers it would take to kill someone* fascinating

yes i know its socially Unacceptable to wear these clothes on this occasion, but, listen-

oh, you’re hungry?? well, you’re not allowed to eat that food, people will hate you if you eat that, that’s poisoned and that’s out of date-

oh someone’s mad at me?? guess i better just. starve myself. maybe if i walk out into the road it’ll make them feel better??

ah yes. i am Sick. waiting for death.

selective empathy

social burnout

oh i thought about something?? guess it’s never gonna happen now

wait…. who am i again???

oh that’s right. i am The Void.

*daydreams about bad things happening to me* this is fine

okay, but, everyone’s out to get me

i need to be More Mentally Ill

there’s someone in the room. i can’t see them, but i know they’re there okay i can feel them-

Ah Yes. The Bugs.

what is Time

what do you MEAN its not raining i can see the rain???

when ur brain is literally gibberish

ah yes nice and confident- *sees a person* -on second thought you know what-

*psychs myself up to move*

i’m pretty sure i’m literally bleeding out right now why am i not dead yet

maybe i am dead. is that it?? am i dead????

when ur talking to someone and half way through a sentence your energy levels drop to 0

“hey i’ve got this problem can you help me out??” “…i don’t give a shit about you”

what do you mean you can be interested in more than one thing at a time????

oh shit. that was embarrassing. better just embarrass myself more to drown it out-

i’m literally not in control of my own body

why is everyone my age so much older than me???

i’m too Small for this

#me... heck

So I know that "aplatonic" has been rather misused but I personally dislike the term "schizoplatonic". First of all gr. schizein=to split, and that's a different meaning than "non-existent/not desired", second: it sounds as if this "feeling" is reserved for the schizophrenia spectrum only and (with that) it makes room for yet another stigma. Idek who came up with the idea that aplatonic could belong to lgbt+ except maybe for all those people who associate their friends with certain benefits lol.

well the schizo part is meant to refer to it being.. exclusive to schizo-spec ppl so its obvious who its for (like bordergender is an experience specific to ppl with bpd) and it cant easily be taken by mogais like aplatonic wasi appreciate your feedback tho! im not sure how else to achieve the intended meaning and use so im gonna think about it a bit more

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i want to coin a new term away from aplatonic (since that term has well and truly been hashed up and distorted by the aromantic community) for schizo-spec people who have hard time making and maintaining friendships due to being schizo-spec. something thats obviously for us and cant be taken idk like schizoplatonic. maybe its a bad idea?? i dont know i just want some sense of community and somewhere to talk about difficulties with friendships as a result of being schizo-spec. i think its important bc its hard and nts especially rlly dont get how hard it is for us wrt to friendships and apathy towards maintaining friendships regardless of the consequences (i.e. losing a lot of friends, friends becoming angry/irritated etc)

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ps i dont want it to imply it has anything to do with being lgbt. if u choose to id as schizoplatonic or aplatonic or whatever it wont make u lgbt lets just make that Abundantly Clear

#this is me #i shouldve posted it here but whatever #anyway #yeah or nah