starjadedeyes

"I'm like a ghost with the way I vanish in the snow" gamer/creature (she/they🏳️‍⚧️) spiritually a vampire jester punk / emotionally a teaspoon of stwawbewwy milk ........ I make music and play vijja games, might do more idk //21 star rotatos// minors dni pfp by green_i_guess on instagram!

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pinned post of links :3

starjadedeyes

I make music and play video games, and probably other random stuff too. massive sonic the hedgehog fan, sorry if i upload slowly, im reading

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heheheh, "link" get it?

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getting into the youtube editing habit/routine/grind is so difficult when all my brain wants to do is play video games and read fanfiction :(

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this has become worse now that i stream fairly regularly lolol

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I've started streaming on twitch!!!!! (not like rn but like, i will be streaming on twitch probably more often ^^)

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getting into the youtube editing habit/routine/grind is so difficult when all my brain wants to do is play video games and read fanfiction :(

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saw iron lung yesterdayyyy, it was so fricking good! gave me chills several times, i very much recommend everyone see it if they can yesyes very poggers

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just bought Sonic Origins >:3 will definitely be recording that soon mooheheheheh

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i like drawing my new sona x3 definitely gonna have to figure out how to draw her as a mobian moohehehehehe

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idk why but I'm already thinking of rebranding schkjaded... I'll probably still use 'schkjaded' as a username / nickname and such

but if i go with the other name i have in mind that's half inspired by 'schkjaded' then it will be much easier to find my ao3 account o///o

but the other name is so good! like a tiny bit better than schkjaded and the nickname that would form from the other username is peak.

the hint for the other username is: Star

idkkkkkk, i might do it? i think my jester oc would take a backseat as well. or at least i would apply a jester outfit to the new sona that I've been sketching

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like would this be good? idk it's much easier for me to draw and I'm honestly happy with how it came out, which is exceedingly rare for my opinion of my own art lolol, my attempts at drawing the jester were pitiful, which is why i commissioned my bestie: green_i_guess

it also feels, more me

fun fact: this sketch is actually already on my channel on my palmtree panic cover video x3 she's in the bottom right corner :D (and in the thumbnail)

idk, let me know what you think lolol

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made up my mind :P

call me Star! 💫

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idk why but I'm already thinking of rebranding schkjaded... I'll probably still use 'schkjaded' as a username / nickname and such

but if i go with the other name i have in mind that's half inspired by 'schkjaded' then it will be much easier to find my ao3 account o///o

but the other name is so good! like a tiny bit better than schkjaded and the nickname that would form from the other username is peak.

the hint for the other username is: Star

idkkkkkk, i might do it? i think my jester oc would take a backseat as well. or at least i would apply a jester outfit to the new sona that I've been sketching

[schkjaded]

like would this be good? idk it's much easier for me to draw and I'm honestly happy with how it came out, which is exceedingly rare for my opinion of my own art lolol, my attempts at drawing the jester were pitiful, which is why i commissioned my bestie: green_i_guess

it also feels, more me

fun fact: this sketch is actually already on my channel on my palmtree panic cover video x3 she's in the bottom right corner :D (and in the thumbnail)

idk, let me know what you think lolol

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idk why but I'm already thinking of rebranding schkjaded... I'll probably still use 'schkjaded' as a username / nickname and such

but if i go with the other name i have in mind that's half inspired by 'schkjaded' then it will be much easier to find my ao3 account o///o

but the other name is so good! like a tiny bit better than schkjaded and the nickname that would form from the other username is peak.

the hint for the other username is: Star

idkkkkkk, i might do it? i think my jester oc would take a backseat as well. or at least i would apply a jester outfit to the new sona that I've been sketching

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Palmtree Panic (cover) - schkjaded

I'll probably start using this for intros and or outros :PI trying to edit Terraria part 2, I just eepy Hopefully I finish up editing soon x

uploaded a smol short video covering a sonic song ^^

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terraria part 2 has been recorded x3 gonna start editingggg

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FINALLY UPLOADED MY FIRST GAMING VIDEO ON YOUTUBE AFTER 2 MONTHS OF PROCRASTINATINGGGGG RAHHHHH

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guys i just heard a minecraft cave noise in real life

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change your settings to peaceful it'll be ok

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k hold on

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where are my parents

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me fr but in emotional damage :P

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i know that no one in particular is waiting on me to start uploading but i still feel bad, the awful hot weather doesn't help either with my fan running during a recording. I am yet to record Terraria part 1 but i shalls soonish, mayhaps even tomorrow and then i have no idea how long it'll take to edit since i am very inexperienced with davinci resolve x3

But i do want to edit my own stuff!! at least for the foreseeable future, i was unsure if i did want to edit my own stuff but now I'm 100% sure, thank Ethan Nestor for indirectly convincing me to edit my own stuff x3

(also as far as releasing music goes? i have no freaking clue lmao)

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oki so i depressed af, I've recorded terraria part 1 and I'm like abouts half way through editing it, but damn all my motivation is bleeding out of me lately, been sinking deep into fanfics for the first time in my life and cuddling my blahaj,

i will hopefully upload it sometime this month but this funk probably won't settle down for a while more, i might have to just force myself to edit it out even tho it doesn't really matterrrrr no one's exactly waiting for me to upload other than me tbh :P

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I can't believe I'm at the level of depressed where I read and write fanfics...

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Not turning the volume up any higher because I can't handle the heartbreak that I'm already on Max volume and can't drown my thoughts as much as need to