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oh i see. you just don’t like me because i’m extremely unlikable

btw i think i posted abt my journey of questioning if i had psychosis a few months back so. some updates in case yall are curious

1. i had psychosis when i was posting those, it was caused by medication. i was experiencing visual and auditory hallucinations and delusions (including delusional misidentification which made me believe i was gary). i think i said some nasty things about other gary kinnies at that time and i don't condone it i was just experiencing bad symptoms on meds that weren't working.

2. i found out that i experience something called identity dissociation, which is a form of dissociation where you become detached from who you really are irl. some people with identity dissociation will become detached from their own identity and "substitute" it fora fictional character. this can be caused by dissociative disorders but can also be caused by general stress or severe anxiety (which i'm diagnosed with). basically when things get too hard for me in my irl i dont feel like im "me" and so my brain makes certain fictional characters feel like "me" in order to seek some sort of safety, since i constantly feel unsafe.

the more you know ✨

schoolfullofmorons

BTW IDENTITY DISSOCIATION ISNT THE SAME THING AS DID THATS A WHOLE OTHER DISORDER HGKSNCNG

#i was gonna google resorces but google recommended me did ones and no thats not it

btw i think i posted abt my journey of questioning if i had psychosis a few months back so. some updates in case yall are curious

1. i had psychosis when i was posting those, it was caused by medication. i was experiencing visual and auditory hallucinations and delusions (including delusional misidentification which made me believe i was gary). i think i said some nasty things about other gary kinnies at that time and i don't condone it i was just experiencing bad symptoms on meds that weren't working.

2. i found out that i experience something called identity dissociation, which is a form of dissociation where you become detached from who you really are irl. some people with identity dissociation will become detached from their own identity and "substitute" it fora fictional character. this can be caused by dissociative disorders but can also be caused by general stress or severe anxiety (which i'm diagnosed with). basically when things get too hard for me in my irl i dont feel like im "me" and so my brain makes certain fictional characters feel like "me" in order to seek some sort of safety, since i constantly feel unsafe.

the more you know ✨

schoolfullofmorons

anyway (trips over my own feet) who want me

schoolfullofmorons

if ur name is jimmy hopkins im on medication i wont betray you pspspsps cmere 😈

anyway (trips over my own feet) who want me

schoolfullofmorons

putting my boundaries in my pinned was so bold of me because it nerfed half the fandom from interacting with me EEEEJGKDKSMG FUCK

schoolfullofmorons

this fandom is small enough as is sobs into my hands

putting my boundaries in my pinned was so bold of me because it nerfed half the fandom from interacting with me EEEEJGKDKSMG FUCK

#im a lonely little lad

forgot that other people kin gary OOPSSS (goes back into my corner)

OOOGGHHH........ gary smith......

felworthless

holy shit jimmy hopkins has a canon singing voice

schoolfullofmorons

YEAH !!!! i love big wake (the band jimmys voice actor leads) so much, i highly rec everyone to look up their content!!! :)

updated my pinned

toxicbrainjuice

I wanna make another bully figure/figures but I'm not sure who to do.

If yall can help that would be great

Characters I'm thinking of doing

-Tom gurney

- Ethan Robinson

-Ted Thompson and Justin Vandervelde

- Gary smith (Halloween costume)

-Jimmy hopkins (Halloween costume)

schoolfullofmorons

"gary smith halloween costume" you mean to tell me you want to make a figurine of a white man in a literal nazi uniform? 🤨

toxicbrainjuice

Perhaps o_o

I'm not in anyway supporting nazis, I'm just simply creating the Halloween custome Rockstar gave Gary. If you do not agree with that I totally understand but do not come after me for it, I'm not the one that put him in the uniform in the first place.

schoolfullofmorons

you'd still be making content of a person in a nazi uniform how does it not register that that is a bad idea