babygirl where is your sense of whimsy

ao3: jae_of_earth following from @overallconfused

[schrodingers-hoarding-problem]

Intro

hello! i'm Jae, 20, any pronouns (how other people view me is none of my business)

what i'm into:

TGCF (mu qing my beloved, i would defend him until my last breath)

a lot of (mainly queer) asian shows (ask me if you what to know what i've seen! i'd love to talk about them)

anything alice oseman has written (to understand my soul just read radio silence)

Kpop (ults: SVT, Dreamcatcher, Twice, and i like so many more, and have way too much knowledge about it as a whole. if you want to know almost anything about kpop, i am your person, just please dont ask about ships cause thats not for me)

animation! (gravity falls, kipo, owl house, inside job, helluva boss, ever after high, monster high, & so much more)

hermitcraft & the traffic series

hobbies: crochet, sewing, jewelry-making, making powerpoint presentations of my interests (ask me about this pls pls pls)

i need more people to be insane about the blorbos with, however i am so so scared of talking to people and comically bad at initiating conversations, so please feel free to reach out to me!!

[schrodingers-hoarding-problem]

try not to have thoughts while in the shower, because i’ll usually then want to write them down or look up something related to them and then i have to go and make up mnemonics to actually remember it afterwards because my brain wipes itself after i get out of the shower!

[schrodingers-hoarding-problem]

yall heard of little thieves? incredible book, 10/10, would ruin my sleep schedule with again

[schrodingers-hoarding-problem]

maybe part of why i feel so apathetic towards pronouns is that i usually like to hang out in very small groups if not one-on-one, and there’s usually not much reason for me to encounter people using pronouns for me

like if someone to talking to/about it, they’ll usually use my name

and i just simply cannot be bothered to care about how people gender me behind my back. none of my business

[schrodingers-hoarding-problem]

love physical touch when every inch of my skin is covered so i don’t have to have skin-to-skin contact and it’s just the pressure

the way all physical contact should be

[schrodingers-hoarding-problem]

wow. what a great show

perfect crown ily and i WILL be recommending you to my sister

[schrodingers-hoarding-problem]

i must say, i really was not liking seong taeju, but that press conference? yeah he did win me over a little with that

[schrodingers-hoarding-problem]

it’s so funny (and just my style) that the only religious character in perfect crown is evil

[schrodingers-hoarding-problem]

if i had watched perfect crown while it was airing i would be losing my mind

what do you MEAN that’s how episode 10 ends???

[schrodingers-hoarding-problem]

crazy how learning that that guy is her father and this one interaction has made me so much more sympathetic to the queen mother

like no wonder she’s like that if she grew up that way

[schrodingers-hoarding-problem]

goddamn this show is good. ruining my sleep schedule but it’s so good!

it was all good but that epilogue bit that revealed that he gave the seal to her for protection! oh they make me insane

[schrodingers-hoarding-problem]

i need to do work for finals but perfect crown is too intriguing! what do you mean the queen mother kinda killed her husband THE KING???? also iu was killing it this episode. oh seong huiju my beloved, you’re nuts in the best way possible, my favorite kind of character

[schrodingers-hoarding-problem]

sometimes you just need to watch some iu live performances and life is infinitely better

[schrodingers-hoarding-problem]

just started watching perfect crown (because who am i if not weak to a snarky woman and even more so if she is played by love of my life IU. shoutout jang manwol i will never forget you) and truly the second one of the osts started playing i was like WAIT! i know that voice. looked it up and yes of course its my girl bibi! and then i see that woodz & boynextdoor are also on the soundtrack? this was MADE for me

[schrodingers-hoarding-problem]

i really should stop feeling the need to question my sexuality

the visceral reaction i have every time i listen to reinaeiry sing tells me everything i need to know

[schrodingers-hoarding-problem]

why did i just realize that the autism (the bad at social cues disorder) is probably why i've always been confused when i see youtube comments like "wow they were high here" with a ton of likes, or other agreed upon acknowledgement that people were acting Not Normal

like no duh the developmental disorder that keeps me from being normal would probably inhibit me from clocking when other people are being not normal

[schrodingers-hoarding-problem]

current pet peeve i’m going to overreact about it being giving shit feedback during peer review. i am putting in work and giving you constructive criticism and notes on where & how to improve IF ONE MORE PERSON TELLS ME OH ITS ALL GOOD I DIDNT REALLY HAVE ANYTHING TO ADD ILL SCREAM