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This is your heart——
independent | selective mun is a non-native english major multiverse && multiship +11 years roleplaying experience oc && crossover friendly +4 years exp. on ienzo / zexion
——Can you feel it?
Are sins ever forgiven?
Are sins ever forgiven?
u know i really wish i could come back because surprise surprise it turns out i still love this asshole the most. but i don’t have the time to do icons or edit my theme or rewrite any pages because i need to study for university entrance exams. once may is over i might give this blog another go, though. for real this time.
Happy Birthday utanii / jiivasu / schxmer ~! <3
I know it’s been forever and a day since we’ve been these dorks, but have derpy Hogwarts!AU Zemyx. I will never let you forget As Long As You’re Mine moments. |:
cries because colouring the basement scenes is impossible. i tried making my own icons again (now armed with ps) but..............no................
the first ones are so dark and his skin looks greenish ew.
in these the colors are kinda better?? but it looks so gritty?? also i'm not too fond of round icons but that way it's less obvious how horrible it actually is lmao. which one is better tho, the first or the second option?
the original cropped cap. pity me.
( myde. )
~{ ♒ }~
Without realising, Myde smile grew a faction brighter as he was granted the sight of one of Ienzo’s oh so rare smiles. Really, to know he could cause the seemingly austere Schemer to give such a smile, it brought the blonde such delight. “But that’s what’s so great about it,” he said in a bid to win the other other, all the while knowing it would be a lost cause. “If I can’t play Arpeggio down there, at least I can sing.”
【 イエンツォ 】
´ it sounds to me like you were born in the wrong world. ` myde was, quite literally, in his element in atlantica; surrounded by water and music alike. perhaps he would have been better off as a merman. the thought wasn't as bitter as it could have been---- there was no need to be jealous of something that wasn't real ( look, he's matured ) and besides, the mental image was a pleasant one. ienzo couldn't imagine myde ever being unhappy had he been born in the underwater world.
( myde. )
~{ ♒ }~
Naturally, a smile wormed it’s way back to the blonde’s lips, pleased to hear he’d been missed, even if Ienzo said it in his own way. If he hadn’t been so pleased to have been given the chance to spend so much time in Atlantica again, Myde may have held the difficulty of his task against them. Though instead, his smile grew into a wide grin as he nodded. “Yeah! It’s so nice a this time of year! …Even if it is a little cold.”
【 イエンツォ 】
ah, he had really missed that smile. ienzo's own expression softened, even if by just a fraction. he was glad to be so well understood by myde, even if he still had difficulties expressing himself. well, no matter. ´ i was never particularly fond of all the .... water. or the singing. `
( myde. )
~{ ♒ }~
“Too quite…?” A little hope lingered in his voice, though he shook his head and pushed on. Myde new better than to ignore Ienzo’s question. “Yeah, but it wasn’t easy. Do you know how rare some of that stuff is?”
【 イエンツォ 】
´ i suppose you could say that. though, ` no need to get his hopes too high, ´ i can't say i've minded the peace and quiet all the time. ` it's not a lie, having some time to himself has been good for ienzo. his lips twitch into a faint smirk. ´ oh, i am perfectly aware. he did send you to atlantica, though, did he not? i recall you liking that world. `
( myde. )
~{ ♒ }~
“Hmm, where else do you think all those experiment supplies came from.” A small pout edges to the corner of his lips.
【 イエンツォ 】
´ i was merely teasing you. it has, admittedly, been quiet in the castle without you around. did you find everything even asked for? `
( myde. )
~{ ♒ }~
“I think a better question would be: why aren’t you smiling. Didn’t you miss me?”
【 イエンツォ 】
´ miss you? why, were you gone? `
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Uh.. Hi. I’ve reached 100 followers. Hopefully this doesn’t look too bad— I’m on mobile. Anyway— thank you guys for deciding to follow me, even when I switched from RPing regular ol’ Riku to RPing a modern-verse one.
In celebration of this monument, I guess I decided I ought to offer some drawings? Being as I’m AU, they’ll be modern-verse drawings. If your character doesn’t have a modern-verse description, I’ll do my best to think one up— if there’s something specific you want me to include, just let me know. These drawings will be dumped in your submit box unless you ask for otherwise. You’re welcome to do with it what you please, so long as you don’t take credit for it.
In order to get one, just hit the heart thing on this post— if we’re mutuals, you can expect a picture sometime within the month, depending on how many want one.
In no particular order, here are people I appreciate, even if they may be inactive:
theraventhatneversleeps
uxversed
marluxiafloris
braverhero
maenadist
schxmer
eternaelux
kempybowe
mercenaiire
ansxm
pyromaniacentral
misanthropicmegara
sakurxba
radiantessence
flamingredemptor
rxcusant
Well, I’ve been on tumblr for over a year now, and to be honest, I never imagined I’d get this many followers. So first off, thank you all for following me. I also never imagined I would meet so many awesome people and get to write such amazing threads with them. So I’m going to start off this list with the people whom I’ve known the longest or who’ve really cheered me up when I’m feeling down. (Note: These won’t be in any particular order).
freeshooterxig - You inspired me to make a KH rp blog. Your representation of Xigbar is spot on, blog is so well organized, and theories with the overall plot of KH are mind blowing. Plus your cosplays are kickass.
lunaticberserker - The first Saix I ever followed. You’re not on very often, but that doesn’t make it any less fun to talk and rp with you, and you always make it well worth the wait.
toodeadforyournort - One of the first people I rped with a lot in my early days. While we sadly don’t get to talk or rp as much anymore,you are always willing to talk when available and I appreciate that.
got-it-memorized-viii - Another one from the early days. You are nothing but friendly and it’s been a year of fun times and fluffy/angsty threads and I’m looking forward to more with you.
saix-in-the-moonlight - My second Saix but not second best by any means. You’re another who is friendly and always willing to talk, even when I’m feeling really down. You’ve helped me through some recent downers and I thank you for that.
xaldinini - While we don’t rp too too often together, you are always open to talk ooc whenever. You’re a big sweetheart and always makes me feel wanted.
quoetfortuna - Oh my gosh, the many threads and aus we explored. You were always open to new ideas and it was never a dull moment. Even though I fear you’ve left the fandom forever, I’m happy I got to know you and rp with you.
benevolent-darkness - My rp experience with you was sadly short, but what little we did was so much fun, touching upon what we loved to call ‘the Bromance that Never Was’. I’m hoping I’ll get to do more with you someday.
freezepride - Amazing cosplay, amazing writing, just all around amazing. I enjoy seeing you both on your Vexen and Lexaeus blogs.
umbraeperpetuus - Adorable Xion and really art. I don’t see you often, but it’s always nice when i do.
player-sakuraba-neku - While our muses aren’t the ideal pair, it’s still lots of fun to see them interact.
ansxm - Amazing Ansem. Even though our muses have had very little interaction, it’s still fun watching your threads.
xsemblance - Characterization is amazing and writing is just as well. Very well organized and also respectful and welcoming.
the-virtuous-thief-of-enix - Had to add this one because even though it hasn’t been very long, rping with you had been so much fun. You are very sweet, warm, and I’m very glad to have followed you.
theghostofdiamonds - Excellent Luxord and also very fun to talk to. Thus far, I’ve very much enjoyed both our threads and ooc conversations.
kujabutterfly - Haven’t talked to you much ooc, but I’ve still very much enjoyed our rps. So thank you for that.
whirlwind-lancer-dilan - Can I just talk about how amazing your art is? Alright, I’ve probably gushed about it enough to you, but always always always nice to see your works on my dash.
bourbonandmint - Not gonna lie, I think our muse’s first meeting was one of the funniest I’ve experienced and it’s entertaining to watch them interact. Plus you inspired me to make my other blog so, extra kudos.
letsmakeitflashy - I don’t care if we’ve never rped on this blog. You are amazing to talk to and I can’t gush enough about how good your writing is. Very glad I made that other blog cuz I got to meet you through it.
And now for the other people I follow whom sadly I haven’t rped with much (or not at all) or don’t know very well, but would very much like to.
goldenheartmercenary, lunatum-lunae, scarsbeltsandleather, aquasdestiny, dual-keybladesxiii, the-inbetween-to-dawn, orphanofskypirate, duskthenobody, time-in-darkness, nautilustparty, frozen-contrivance, chilledscience, nobodies-moogle, torewindtime, darkdiamonddust, twilighthiddenearth, altariflorem, aeleusu, schxmer, boundbythedark, scionoflorelei, betheretobringyouback, xxemnas, embrxcedestiny, zexion-ienzo, daretodreamthenfly spicydragonreno, treasurehuntingninja, goldeneyedsniper, you-can-hear-the-ocean, thepresenceofallcolor, purelightsprincess, lalunasereno, axelfairnvalentine, divine-rage, restoredlionheart, byrhoedlog, nortreport, askthefiremaster, keybladeswagga, composingsongsofshibuya, volkmond, transparentgrin, sunny-explosions, thetacticalgunner, skulls-in-static, nharmonia-gropius, thekingmickey, clumsyroyalknights, combodeck, the-stalwart-puzzler, vexenchillingworth, theeverbloomingdarkness
Wow, that’s a lot. So seriously, come to my ask box and bug me anytime. Even if I don’t follow you, don’t be afraid to talk to me.
Again, thanks to all of you for making my tumblr experience a good one!
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// I don’t think you need to remake the blog. I feel like you and I are in the same boat. I say just pop on when you can or when you feel like it :)
thank you, but really i just can't stand the mess and i want to remake my tags and have better info pages and stuff sO..............
before 2014 ends inbox me one thing you’ve always wanted to know or say to me and i have to reply to all of them
out of character. i hate this blog everything is so messy and disgusting but i've been having basement trio feels lately because i made the mistake of restarting days and u g h let me ramble about vexen a bit.
even/vexen was probably such a great parent for for ienzo/zexion and i haven't appreciated him enough for that okay no one has. in days when roxas teams up with him for the first recon mission he's strict and demanding ( and he has his superior attitude ) sure BUT he also also gives roxas credit where credit is due and is quite patient with him actually if you think about it. alSO roxas is just some boy who's been with them for a few days; now imagine him teaching ienzo all kinds of things over the years and praising him for succeeding and them actually growing fond of each other over time.
their relationship appears somewhat strained in CoM because zexion keeps sassing vexen ( because he's a dick. also because he's, like, 16-17 during that time?? an intellectual with no room for feelings or not, he's a teenager & at the age where one might rebel against their parental figure/s. i'm just saying. ) but they are under a stressful situation so it's kinda understandable. even so they appear to be pretty close, especially knowing that vexen is -- technically was i guess, but you never stop being a parent so -- actually zexion's caretaker. he was pretty worried for ienzo's safety in bbs aaaand in the few seconds of screentime they have together in ddd, even appears to be reaching out for ienzo. it may be me imagining things but just let me have this ok. they're a family, no matter how dysfunctional. and they love each other.
also ddd!ienzo makes the decision to wear the purple ascot, consciously or not. so i think that on some level he does look up to even.