get out of my house!

lady in a walled garden

[scissorspider]

you see, im something of a beautiful woman caught in the rain myself

[scissorspider]

godddd i love roxy. he saw i was awake and curled up with me and he has just been stretching and rolling around and now hes grooming very assiduously and keeps licking my hand. like thank you for cleaning me even though im so large and hairless

[tgatbc]

[eattheschoolboy]

[scissorspider]

show went well. look at the block prints i made and painted with my mom. we played a set with four acoustic guitars each playing the same chord/s over and over. and sang. very dense and dreamy

[konoko]

[reallyreallyreallytrying]

all roads lead to road dude. and when in road do as the rodents do.

[diidona]

SUSPIRIA (1977) • dir. Dario Argento

[fnordseer5]

our idiotic ancestors used to believe stuff that's not true but luckily we've now figured out all the true things to believe in

[iwannabeaswampwitch]

Lots of drama in our household

[gumy-shark]

playing stupid games but im really bad at them so im not even winning the stupid prizes

[nyomblr]

[scissorspider]

book said "stillness had come like a shock" but i heard "stillness had come like a shahk" 🦈

[scissorspider]

these absolute jokers on craigslist gigs posting "10 minutes of work!" and they want to compensate EIGHT DOLLARS. bro this introductory email chain is gonna cost you eight dollars alone.

[scissorspider]

it is just crazyyyyy how this mirrors my experience and the rest is just gorgeous gravy. i wonder how other people are experiencing this book. im glad i read them when i was 30 and not when i was 17 but also she would have loved it you know.

[scissorspider]

the final one is the most devastating because of the slow crawl of it. because at that point she is a 30 year old woman who has never been loved and shes by that time been defending him because people are judging his appearance and shes like its not his fault hes disfigured and actually when we hang out he is so gentle and articulate. but the thing is it IS his fault hes disfigured because he fucked up mid murder and got burned. but i think this is reflective of a larger pattern wherein it becomes the burden of the unloved woman to love the unloveable man. and the best part is he just fucks it up completely! he just absolutely ruins it forever by being himself for a moment! which happens EVERY DAY! every day some freak lets the mask slip because he thought he had gotten her sufficiently invested and every day someone is shaken by the realization that it was all for nothing, all that time was worthless, all those words were a lure. and then of course the castle has something to say about it but for the rest of us there are surely other paths.

[scissorspider]

idk its just crazy how true to life those little twitches of revulsion are. like ive never seen it before. youre doing everything right and i still dont want to be here. this is like a crucial skill recognition for women btw. this is why public proposals work to entrap the youth