M̷o̵r̸e̵ ̸T̵h̴a̷n̸ ̷A̵ ̴M̸o̷n̶s̷t̶e̴r̴ ̸

Battleborn OC ( Jennerit ) Please read the Rules and About before interacting with me. Mun and muse is +18. Written by Ash.

     I do not feel like a ｂａｄ person

but

              deep down I know that something inside of me is { terribly }

ｃｏｒｒｕｐｔｅｄ

[memedelene]

                                                 𝙸̪̞͍̟͕͚̥𝚝͉̯̹̞͍ 𝚏𝚎̰̥̱͙̖̹̲𝚎̰𝚕̮𝚜̤̪͙͇̦̭ ̰̹͎̯͎̙̻𝚕͓̲̻𝚒͇͈͎̳̬̬𝚔͕̠̪̼̩̘𝚎̞̰͚̲͚͕ 𝙸͕̟ͅ'͖͉̤̤͍𝚖̗̭̮̳̠ ̙̹̖𝙳̳͚̘𝚁̻̦̩̻𝙾͈̜̺͔𝚆̭𝙽𝙸̳͔͇͓̘̟ͅ𝙽͇̰̠͖̻̪̠𝙶̩̬̺ ̯͇͇͇… 

                             And I don’t want to come up for  a i r

[onceuponamusing]

survival; [ser-vahy-vuh l] noun.

                      1. the act of dying slower                        than those around you.

[wordsnquotes]

Crying is how your body speaks when your mouth can’t explain the pain you feel.

Unknown (via wordsnquotes)

[themusewhomuses]

          I will SHATTER your bones           I will TEAR your flesh apart         I will BREAK your mind

[wnq-writers]

Have you ever heard your soul breaking and all you’ve done was listening closely in silence?

Maram Rimawi  (via wordsnquotes)

[shathriii-deactivated20170616]

I think too much, I see too much, I feel too much, but I speak so little.

(via shathriii)

[thequotejournals]

I will not say: do not weep, for not all tears are an evil.

J.R.R. Tolkien, The Return of the King (via justanotherrpmusing)

[wordsnquotes]

It is a fire that consumes me, but I am the fire.

Jorge Luis Borges, A New Refutation of Time (via wordsnquotes)

[ofthemuses]

And I won’t feel

                                 a thing.

[lyricsinwonderland]

My, my cold hearted child, tell me where it’s all gone, All the luster of your bones, those arms that held you strong.

“The Fear” - Ben Howard (via lyricsinwonderland)

[wanderedtowonderland]

The saddest thing about betrayal is that it never comes from your enemies.

(via im-so-cially-anxious)

[onceheldthesky-deactivated20180]

raynes-musings:

                                  My fingers curl around your throat,                           Bruising, 𝔥𝔲𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔤, sinking into fragile flesh…

                              You 𝑔𝒶𝓈𝓅 for air just to ᴄʜᴏᴋᴇ ᴏɴ ɪᴛ,                           Clawing at my hand, 𝔡𝔢𝔰𝔭𝔢𝔯𝔞𝔱𝔢 to escape…

                                        The struggle slowly stops,                             The life fades from those pathetic eyes…

                                                        𝓒𝓱𝒆𝓬𝓴𝓶𝓪𝓽𝒆, 𝓭𝓪𝓻𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰.

[pcnderings]

Ruelle Sentence Starters

Lyrics from some Ruelle songs ( ex. Live Like Legends ) gathered into a sentence meme. Feel free to send one or more in for our muses to interact!

❝ I see that look in your eyes. ❞ ❝ Come to me in the night hours. ❞ ❝ Nowhere to run from all of this havoc. ❞ ❝ I will wait for you. ❞ ❝ Nowhere to run from all of this madness. ❞ ❝ Thoughts of you consume. ❞ ❝ Feel the fury closing in. ❞ ❝ I can’t help but love you even though I try not to. ❞ ❝ There’s nowhere to hide. ❞ ❝ I can’t help but want you. ❞ ❝ I am caught off-guard by you. ❞ ❝ I know that I’d die without you. ❞ ❝ It’s a feeling I can’t fight. ❞ ❝ Stay with me a little longer. ❞ ❝ I’m lost in your love. ❞ ❝ Nothing is the same. ❞ ❝ I can’t hold back anymore. ❞ ❝ Our fate is beckoning. ❞ ❝ I am torn apart by you. ❞ ❝ We’ll go where no one goes. ❞ ❝ It’s a spell I can’t undo. ❞ ❝ We live where darkness hides. ❞ ❝ I am in too deep to get out. ❞ ❝ When it rains, it pours. ❞ ❝ Feels like I’m falling. ❞ ❝ There will be blood in the water. ❞ ❝ I wanna feel the sun. ❞ ❝ Fate falls hard on our shoulders. ❞ ❝ Won’t you wake me up? ❞ ❝ This is our time. ❞ ❝ Feels like I’m frozen. ❞ ❝ We could live like legends. ❞ ❝ Where do we go from here?  ❞ ❝ You want a war. ❞ ❝ How do you fly with no wings?  ❞ ❝ I feel it stirring inside. ❞ ❝ How do you breathe without dreams? ❞ ❝ You don’t know what you’re asking for. ❞ ❝ You’ve got no place to hide. ❞ ❝ I need that fire just to know that I’m awake. ❞ ❝ I’m feeling like a villain. ❞ ❝ Vanish into the night with me. ❞ ❝ The chase has just begun. ❞ ❝ We’ll set fear on fire. ❞ ❝ You’d better stay clever if you want to survive. ❞ ❝ I’m in over my head. ❞ ❝ Your heart hits like a drum. ❞ ❝ I’m lost in the deep end. ❞ ❝ We’ll take them one by one. ❞  ❝ Everybody wants a hero. ❞

[pcnderings]

TCW Sentence Starters Pt. 1

Lyrics from various The Civil Wars songs ( ex. The Girl With The Red Balloon ) gathered into a sentence starter meme. Send one or more to my muse to initiate an interaction between our muses.

❝ Haven’t you seen me sleepwalking? ❞ ❝ Haven’t you noticed me drifting? ❞ ❝ I’ve got to let you go. ❞ ❝ I can’t help falling out of love with you. ❞ ❝ Why am I feeling guilty? ❞ ❝ I’m worried about everyone but me. ❞ ❝ Please tell me. ❞ ❝ Won’t you read my mind? ❞ ❝ I never meant to get us in this deep. ❞ ❝ I never meant for this to mean a thing. ❞ ❝ I got caught up by the chase. ❞ ❝ I miss the way you wanted me. ❞ ❝ You couldn’t get enough. ❞ ❝ You’re just lonely. ❞ ❝ You’ve been lonely too long. ❞ ❝ We can light a match and burn it down. ❞ ❝ Let me hold your hand. ❞ ❝ Takes one to know one. ❞ ❝ You only know what I want you to. ❞ ❝ I know everything you don’t want me to. ❞ ❝ Your mouth is poison. ❞ ❝ You think your dreams are the same as mine. ❞ ❝ I don’t love you, but I always will. ❞ ❝ The less I give, the more I get back. ❞ ❝ Your hands can heal. ❞ ❝ I don’t have a choice, but I still choose you. ❞ ❝ You’re a red string tied to my finger. ❞ ❝ Look what you have done. ❞ ❝ You’re my favorite song. ❞ ❝ Your mouth is a melody I memorize. ❞ ❝ Don’t you fret, my dear. ❞ ❝ It’ll all be over soon. ❞ ❝ I’ll be waiting here for you. ❞ ❝ What have I done? ❞ ❝ I’ve fallen in love with a man on the run. ❞ ❝ There wasn’t a wrong or a right. ❞ ❝ Give me the burden. ❞ ❝ I’ll shoulder the load and I’ll swallow the shame. ❞ ❝ How many Hail Mary’s is it gonna take? ❞ ❝ He’s all that I’ve got. ❞ ❝ I’m a dead man walking here. ❞ ❝ Devil gonna follow me e'er I go. ❞ ❝ Be my homeward dove. ❞ ❝ Dance me to the end of love. ❞ ❝ I gave you all that I had inside. ❞ ❝ This is no ordinary love. ❞ ❝ Don’t go without me. ❞ ❝ Let’s walk down the road that has no end. ❞ ❝ I’ll be praying for redemption. ❞ ❝ I’m going to go home. ❞ ❝ There’s a pub on the south side of town.  ❞ ❝ Time stands still while there’s still wine around. ❞ ❝ Meet me in the garden where the weeds grow tall. ❞ ❝ I’ve got a secret that I might tell. ❞ ❝ Whatever you do, keep it with you. ❞

[cfmusings-blog]

   i have been grieving many years         over the 𝓵𝓸𝓼𝓼 of myself. 

[sciutilla-blog]

bold what applies to your muse: angst edition

feel free to add more questions/options of your own!

1) when reacting to extreme pain or trauma (inflicted on THEMSELVES) your muse feels;

helpless | angry | afraid | shocked | defeated | detached | unreal | nothing

2) when reacting to extreme pain or trauma (inflicted on OTHERS) your muse feels;

helpless | angry | afraid | shocked | defeated | detached | unreal | nothing

3) in a life-and-death situation, your muse would;

save themselves first | risk their life for someone else | risk their life only for someone they care about

4) has your muse done any of the things mentioned in the third question (above) and regretted it?

yes | no

5) has your muse ever;

lost a loved one | lost a family member | personally seen someone close to them die | personally seen someone close to them commit suicide | attempted to/successfully committed an act of suicide | been in a war

6) regarding past trauma, your muse is;

indifferent to it | sensitive about it | keeping it bottled up | insecure about it | afraid of others finding out about it | accepting of it