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JAMES FITZJAMES, COMMANDER

[scotvs]

independent and selective portrayal of commander james fitzjames of amc’s the terror (2018).

wren / 23 / uk

disc. R0DENTRHYTHM#5926 ic. w.ire.  @scotvs

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[scotvs]

Me: I'm deleting James's blog!

Me, very predictably, two days later: follow me @glorychased xoxo

[scotvs]

it’s time for me to admit that james just isn’t my priority at the moment. 

i do love him, but he is a lot of work and i’m too worn out right now to put that level of effort and perfectionism into a character. i hope to come back to him, but i don’t know when. i’m going to cycle this post a few times, then i will be deleting.

i am still reachable on dis,cord as R0DENTRHYTHM #5926 and will be active @primaw at some point in the next few days so please do stay in touch !

[scotvs]

it’s time for me to admit that james just isn’t my priority at the moment. 

i do love him, but he is a lot of work and i’m too worn out right now to put that level of effort and perfectionism into a character. i hope to come back to him, but i don’t know when. i’m going to cycle this post a few times, then i will be deleting.

i am still reachable on dis,cord as R0DENTRHYTHM #5926 and will be active @primaw at some point in the next few days so please do stay in touch !

[scotvs]

it’s time for me to admit that james just isn’t my priority at the moment. 

i do love him, but he is a lot of work and i’m too worn out right now to put that level of effort and perfectionism into a character. i hope to come back to him, but i don’t know when. i’m going to cycle this post a few times, then i will be deleting.

i am still reachable on dis,cord as R0DENTRHYTHM #5926 and will be active @primaw at some point in the next few days so please do stay in touch !

[scotvs]

it’s time for me to admit that james just isn’t my priority at the moment. 

i do love him, but he is a lot of work and i’m too worn out right now to put that level of effort and perfectionism into a character. i hope to come back to him, but i don’t know when. i’m going to cycle this post a few times, then i will be deleting.

i am still reachable on dis,cord as R0DENTRHYTHM #5926 and will be active @primaw at some point in the next few days so please do stay in touch !

[scotvs]

it’s time for me to admit that james just isn’t my priority at the moment. 

i do love him, but he is a lot of work and i’m too worn out right now to put that level of effort and perfectionism into a character. i hope to come back to him, but i don’t know when. i’m going to cycle this post a few times, then i will be deleting.

i am still reachable on dis,cord as R0DENTRHYTHM #5926 and will be active @primaw at some point in the next few days so please do stay in touch !

[scotvs]

fuck it

makes a blog for the cloverfield monster

[theburnthatkeepseverything]

“I think he’s very lonely. Lonelier than he lets on. Maybe lonelier than he even realizes.”

— The Royal Tenenbaums.

[scotvs]

it seems like i only ever come onto this blog to apologise for not being around at the moment, and here i am again !

i’m tired, like, really tired. a lot is going on at work right now, and it’s only going to get worse for the next few weeks before i start with a new company. i will be back, hopefully soon. as always, i’m available on di.scord and w.re, both for shit ic stuff and ooc and plotting etc.

[scotvs]

✿ // Sophia !

relationship meme ! (still accepting)

(i thought i had posted this but i found it sitting in my drafts... sorry !!)

FRIENDSHIP.     childhood friends  /  work buddies or coworkers  /  family friends  /  friends with benefits  /  smoking buddies  /  adventure buddies  /  fake friends  /  recently friends  /  party buddies  /  friendship of need  /  dying friendship  /  circumstantial friendship  /  partners in crime  /  old friendship  /  [ your muse ] is the good influence  /  [ your muse ] is the bad influence  /  [ my muse ] is the good influence  /  [ my muse ] is the bad influence  /  opposites attract  /  ride or die  /  frenemies  /  roommates or flatmates  /  penpals  /  exes to friends  /  enemies to friends  /  other .

ROMANCE.     childhood sweethearts  /  [ your muse is mines ] childhood crush  /  [ my muse is yours ] childhood crush  /  exes  /  exes to lovers  /  forbidden lovers  /  highschool sweethearts  /  secret relationship  /  opposites attract  /  long distance  /  unrequited [ from your muses side ]  /  unrequited [ from my muses side ]  /  unrequited [ from both sides ]  /  skinny love  /  friends to lovers  /  enemies to lovers  /  spurious relationship  /  power couple  /  newly entered  /  soulmates [ metaphorical ]  /  soulmates  [ literal ]  /  awkward  /  turning toxic  /  toxic love  /  cheating [ on your muse ]  /  cheating [ with your muse ]  /  other .

FAMILIAL.     siblings [ half ]  /  siblings [ step ]  /  [ my muse ] is an older sibling figure to your younger sibling figure  /  [ my muse ] is a younger sibling figure to your older sibling figure muse  /  [ my muse ] is a parental figure to yours  /  [ my muse ] is a child figure to your muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal guardian  /  adoptive child  /  foster child  /  [ your muse ] is taken under mines wing  /  [ my muse ] is taken under yours wing  /  other .

ANTAGONISTIC.     dangerous to each other  /  dangerous to others  /  unpredictable  /  rivals  /  petty  /  developing into sexual or romantic tension  /  based off family matters  /  based of off circumstance  /  based of professional matters  /  based off misunderstanding or lies  /  conflict of ideology  /  betrayal  /  hero - villain dynamic  /  enemies  /  fight club  /  friends turned enemies  /  lovers turned enemies  /  exes turned enemies  /  other .

[luthienne]

“I wanted to find myself. This is an interesting phrase, not current as far as I know in the language of any other people, which certainly does not mean what it says but betrays a nagging suspicion that something has been misplaced. I think now that if I had had any intimation that the self I was going to find would turn out to be only the same self from which I had spent so much time in flight, I would have stayed home.”

— James Baldwin, from Giovanni’s Room

[luthienne]

Frank O'Hara, from Selected Poems; "Fantasy"

[Text ID: The main thing is to tell a story.]

[detailedart]

Details : Sailing ship by moonlight, early 1840s, by Ivan Konstantinovich Aivazovsky (1817-1900).

[feral-ballad]

No. I was not afraid of him; but of myself. I seemed reborn in his unreflective eyes, reborn in unfamiliar shapes. I hardly recognized myself from his descriptions of me.

Angela Carter, from The Bloody Chamber and Other Stories; “The Bloody Chamber”

[feral-ballad]

Clementine von Radics, from Mouthful of Forevers: Poems; “All this time”

[ltwilliammowett]

Watercolour drawings of HMS Erebus and Terror during the Antarctic Expedition of 1839–43 lead by Captain James Clark Ross and Commander Francis Rawdon Moira Croizer, by John Edward Davis (1815-1877), 1839-1843

Davis was Second Master on Commander Crozier’s Terror and a number of his drawings (the first ever of the Antarctic continent) were used by Ross to illustrate his A Voyage of Discovery and Research in the Southern and Antarctic Regions during the years 1839-43 published in two volumes in London in 1847.