Damn brother this account has been buried for some time. 4,000+ of you probably don't even realize who this is, if half of you are even alive anymore, and the other half not sober enough to remember. I forget what I last posted about, died in 2015. Left Philly for Alabama. Went to rehab in 2016 or 2017. Got clean. Haven't seen dope since. Married. Banger kick ass job. Bout to start a family. Shits crazy. Who'd of thunk that in like 5 years I'd go from tracking through snow in shorts with 18$ in my pocket to Kensington to pick up some stepped on dope to this. I still see a lot of you sharing my old posts. Thought deleting them would stop that.
If I can offer advice to you all, coming from someone that went from a gutter druggie to a married family man, get clean you guys. Life is different. When I was told that years ago I laughed haha yea fuck you man idc I like getting high but looking back now, I only wish I listened sooner. I know a lot of you probably have tried. A lot of you probably can't do it on your own. And that's okay. But trying at least says you care enough to give it your shit. God I sound like all the people I avoided now. But I guess they were right. I guess I somewhat knew they were right back then too. Just couldn't swallow my pride.
Anyways, you guys are still great. Nothing about your drug use makes you any less of a person. I've cut a lot of family out my life for still living like I'm on drugs, and you know what fuck em. I've made family twice as strong along the way. It's all about improving. It's all about becoming a better you. Not pleasing anyone else or trying to maintain a good imagine. Your only challenge for tomorrow is the you from yesterday. Make yourself proud