if sheâs being honest, she really didnât think sheâd be seeing charles ever again. heâs a good, kind and handsome man. settling down with anyone he wants shouldnât be a problem. theyâd be lucky to have someone as amazing as him, someone so selfless and warm. heâs fucking perfect. but sadie? sheâs a goddamn mess. a brutal woman who cares more about vengeance than anything else. sheâs been alone for a while now and she long since accepted the very realistic possibility of dying alone. itâs a proper ending for a woman like her. but charles is here now, staring at her like sheâs the best person heâs ever met. heâs got stars in his eyes and fire in his palms and sadie melts in his hands, seeping through his fingers like sand. like the sand in tahiti they never got to enjoy.Â
âwhat are ya apologizinâ for, you big idiot? i was the one whoâŚÂ forced ya to choose.  ând that werenât fair, not one bit. nothing good can come out of a forced choice like that.â she admits, voice meek. itâs not easy for her to admit sheâs wrong, but she cares more about charles than about her pride. itâs how she knows her love for him is real and genuine. if he hadnât found her, itâs likely she would have gone out and tried to track him down. but he hides his trace much better than she does. itâs a damn good thing she wasnât too hard to find, or else they wouldnât be standing here with each other right now. Â
her jaw tightens and a bit hesitantly, she slips a palm up his neck and to his cheek, stroking over the scarred skin. thereâs a smile on her lips as she moves onto her tip-toes, placing a soft, chaste kiss right below her hand. she wants to do more than that, wants to kiss him so hard until she canât breathe, butâŚÂ she doesnât, because sheâs still frightened. scared that heâll pull away or end up disappearing. with how painfully sheâs staring at his lips, though, itâs clear she wants to move in on him.  âiâm jusââ iâm glad youâre here now, honey.â
The FEEL of her hand inching its way up his skin, leaving burning embers in its wake, that familiar FIRE etching its way across his skin, making his heart beat painfully against his ribs- how he yearned for it, for YEARS, all the years of agonizing reminiscence finally coming to fruition. His entire body had gone rigid, the man for once PETRIFIED that if he moved a muscle he may wake from whatever enticing dream this had to be- oh how it had to be, with how she leaned in, WARM LIPS AGAINST SCARRED SKIN-
      iâm jusââ  iâm glad youâre here now,  honey.
           Lips SLAMMED against HERS.
The hand at her back pulled her flush against him, chest to chest, Charles not holding back. His mind had gone blank with NEED.Â
He later hoped- prayed, really, he hadnât been too rough, especially given the way he cradled the back of her head in a desperate attempt to bring them closer, not able to get enough of her. Being away had sent him into some wild state of deprivation, some type of fever dream taking hold as the LOVE he held for Sadie threw all sense of propriety out the window. Perhaps he was aware of the words whispered between their mouths, perhaps he wasnât, but either way in the haze that overcame him they spilled forth, TIME teaching him there was no point in letting them linger any more in the depths of his heart. Â
     â- â -I never stopped loving you. âÂ