Screamqueen

lydia martin seventeen. banshee. I'm just collecting your v i c t i m s And they're getting { s t r o n g e r } I hear them c a l l i n g

[screamqueenmartin]

Letters

If you're reading this, you've probably realized that I'm gone now. Needless to say, I've gone on an adventure with Juliet Bordeaux. No, we're not surprise lesbians for each other or anything, but, we're on a path together. We're on a path to figure out who we are, where we come from, and what we can do. To be honest, I don't know when I'll be back or if I ever will. This is probably the most idiotic thing I've ever done, but it's something that needs to be done. I've spent as much time as I can trying to save people and I just can't do it. Well, no longer. Next time you see me, I'll be able to save everyone.

Please, don't try to find me. (Aka you wolfies, I've hid my scent.) Just know that I will be safe. I've spoken to Deaton and I will check in with him often about how I am doing. Besides, I don't plan on being gone for too long, I can only go so long without my Chanel and Prada. Speaking of Prada; Emily, watch her for me please. I think my mother might spoil her too much and make her fat.

Well, wish me luck guys, and pray for me. Also, don't question how crazy I am right now. Just remember that I am Lydia Freaking Martin and everything I do is well-planned because I am a genius...

Enclosed in these letters are words to you, my dear friends. Words that I cannot express in person, through text, or over the phone. Words that needed to be on paper to be solidified. To each of my dearest friends, please find your respective note and know that I truly mean everything that I say.

Scott

Kira

Stiles

Emily

Allison

[isaacbeta-laheys]

Well, that wasn’t really the reaction I was looking for.

[screamqueenmartin]

What reaction were you looking for, Lahey? You're going to enlist in the army and probably exose the supernatura. What about the full moons?

[thehuntressallisonadv-deactivat]

So… How far in are you?

[screamqueenmartin]

Well...I'm still on the beginning credits so not that far at all.

Ice cream?

[thehuntressallisonadv-deactivat]

Not since… Since I… I shot you.

[screamqueenmartin]

.....

Let's just...try to get past that,okay? Come in, please.

[thehuntressallisonadv-deactivat]

That’s the first ti… I haven’t been able to get to this point before.

[screamqueenmartin]

To my door? Allison, you've been to my house plenty of times.

[thehuntressallisonadv-deactivat]

[screamqueenmartin]

Why the long face?

[screamqueenmartin]

Text - Allison

Allison: Give me 10-15 minutes.

Lydia: It's on pause. See you soon.

[screamqueenmartin]

Text - Allison

Allison: I'll get changed and come right over. If you want to.

Lydia: Just hurry, I can't handle Ryan Gosling alone. ;)

[screamqueenmartin]

Text - Allison

Allison: I don't know... Do you want me to come over now?

Lydia: If you can. Would you hate me if I talked about Ben for a bit? I don't have to. I just want to see you.

[screamqueenmartin]

Text - Allison

Allison: Are you sure?

Lydia: Why wouldn't I be?

[screamqueenmartin]

Text - Allison

Lydia: So, I'm sitting here eating Ben and Jerry's watching The Notebook. Want to join me?

[screamqueenmartin]

Brainiacs - Stydia

[nottheherostilinski]

It wasn’t easy to keep anything from his best friend; Scott had been through so much and he literally put him through hell again by making him think that his previous Alpha was dead. After hearing about how Scott nearly killed Lucas over it, he hesitated about keeping the secret hidden, tempting to spill everything. But he didn’t. He didn’t exactly want to worry Lydia, Isaac or Emily but they ended up worried regardless. “And not like it was some walk in the park. You know, I almost told him and I don’t know what would have happened if I did. Maybe things would happen the same or it could be different.” Stiles suddenly frowned upon hearing her response, “Yeah, right. Sorry.” Sometimes, other than Scott, Lydia was someone else who often got a hard time. Like being a banshee, maybe even expecting death almost every single day and he definitely knew what Lydia meant by it. 

[screamqueenmartin]

Lydia giggled as Stiles tried to justify himself further, not mattering to her what he was saying, but she let him ramble for the moment. Seeing his frown come on, she shrugged her shoulders, deciding to walk around the room. "Don't be. You're lucky to not have these feelings, Stiles. Sometimes, I almost forget what it feels like to be human. Like, I'm losing parts of myself with each scream. Though all of this, there are some days where I don't feel like I'm a teenaged girl. I mean, look at me. I haven't done my hair, I'm wearing leggings and flats. What have I come to?", she ranted herself before sitting herself back down on the bed, putting her face in her hands, her hair falling in messy curls around them. Looking up, her faces was a mix of anger, sadness, and a glint of envy. "All I'm saying is, don't feel sorry for being the only actual normal one here, Stiles. And don't feel sorry for doing what you did, because even as human, you're one of the bravest people I know to tangle yourself in all of this mess. I feel like I don't have a choice. But you do, and you choose to be here with us. Don't apologize for being on our side when you don't have to."

[emilyfinstock]

I didn’t plan this. If I had planned it I wouldn’t have made myself a werecoyote. I would have picked something that I wasn’t use to. 

It kind of is. This is a learning experience. What did you get? 

[screamqueenmartin]

Oh my god, this isn't a good thing, Em. This wasn't some gift basket we drew papers from like, "Step on up and pick your species". This is not the prize we should be wanting. We need to figure out what is wrong with all of this. What is wrong with us.

A learning experience? Oh, did Oprah come out and say, "You get a power, you get a power, you all get new powers!"? No, no she didn't! Ugh! I'm a Siren. I got a Siren's power. Now I have to stoop to your sister to figure out how to control this.

[emilyfinstock]

Sad? Just more disappointed. This is a once in a lifetime chance to get to understand someone else’s world and I got pretty much the same thing I already am.

[screamqueenmartin]

Emily, shut up, you're acting like you planned this. I would slap the shit out of you if you planned this. 

This is not time for a "Walk a mile in my claws" moment. No, no Sisterhood of the Traveling Howls here, okay?

[emilyfinstock]

I went from a werewolf to a were-coyote….. all that changed was I got a different shape when transforming.

[screamqueenmartin]

You sound really upset about that?

[screamqueenmartin]

Text - Leah

Leah: I can tell by your sarcasm. Just meet me by my house. Try not to accidentally tell any guys to do anything like jump off a cliff on your way.

Lydia: Will do. I'll see you soon.

Lydia: Thank you, Leah

[screamqueenmartin]

Text - Leah

Leah: How about you calm down.

Lydia: I'm definitely calm right now, Leah. I'm practically radiating with tranquility.