To the 5 people that know about this account:
I'm sorry. I am so, so sorry.
For two years, I have done nothing but fuck up time and time again. Looking back through my old art/posts made me realize
I have been doing everything wrong.
I've felt myself become outcasted and alone from everyone, and it has all been my fault.
It hurts my heart because I should have been working on this shit, but it goes to show that I have not changed. At all.
I don't want to give up on art. I love to draw.
But, I'm not happy with what I make anymore.
I don't know what to do. I'm scared of being alone. I'm really scared and confused on what to do right now.
But, I've just gotten nowhere, and have barely gotten to know anyone on here, or even just make a friend. I feel so damn alone, even from my friends on other apps. It's so painful.
I've gone through all of this immaturely, either not thinking enough or overthinking and hurting myself.
Now, I don't want to just keep bashing my own head in, so here's the tl;dr for those who see this
I've deleted all my old posts.
I'm planning to scrap my style and start anew. I don't know how long that'll take, but I know I must.
I'm at fault for all the things wrong with me, and I feel like I'm losing control of my life
I'll be gone for a while. Not that I had posts to
make in MONTHS anyways, but still.
Whatever was my old art, I'm tired of it.
And, I'm tired of being alone, outcasting myself time and time again.
Don't worry, I'll come back eventually.
And, to those who see this post, read it, leave a like or response, whatever of which you do, as long as you took the time to read this:
Thank you. And, I am sorry
for all I have done for myself.
I love ya'll, and I'm not done yet. 💚
