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[gins-potter]

Found this really good thread on twitter explaining what exactly is happening in Australia right now, because I haven’t seen much on Tumblr.

And because I don’t think the thread touched on it, when Scott Morrison, our PM finally did visit the affected areas he forced the residents to shake his hand (literally forced, he grabbed a woman’s hand even though she said no) and then walked away when they tried to talk about the situation and ask for help.  Google his name and you’ll find videos.

[scriptura-adrepticius]

Hiatus.

Hello all, I don’t know who still follows this blog but if you do, I’m very sorry about the absence of posts over the past year or so. I won’t be rectifying that, though - I’m going on permanent hiatus with this blog.

This blog was made during the first season of Idol Producer. I will never forget the IP community here that made me feel so welcome when I first put my writing out for you all to see. I’ll never forget the friends I made here, the stories I read, how happy you all made me. 

However, I have had no inspiration for Idol Producer/Nine Percent for the longest time. I don’t follow 9p or the rest of the trainees much at all anymore. This has been coming for a long time. The only reason I didn’t make my hiatus official before this was because I thought something might change. I didn’t want to let go of this blog yet. But now, it’s just kind of a source of stress for me. I wish I could keep writing for 9p/IP, but I can’t.

I won’t ever forget the memories I made on this blog with the rest of the early IP community, and I won’t stop writing - I just won’t be writing for IP/9p anymore, and I own’t be answering messages/asks/etc. on this blog anymore. If you’d still like to keep up with me, I’ll be on my NCT/SKZ blog, @scriptura-delirus.

I’m sorry about this. To anyone who’s reading this, thanks for everything :)

[atlanxic-deactivated20250205]

sometimes you say or do bad things while you’re in an awful mental place. sometimes you say things that are rude or uncalled for or manipulative. and i’m not going to hold that against you. mental illness is hard, and no one is perfect. but once you’re through that episode, you need to take steps to make amends. you need to apologize.

“i couldn’t help it, i was having a bad episode” is a justification, not an apology.

“i’m so fucking sorry, i fucked up, i don’t deserve to live, i should stop talking to anyone ever, i should die” is a second breakdown and a guilt trip. it is not an apology.

when you apologize, the focus should be on the person you hurt. “i’m sorry. i did something that was hurtful to you. even if i was having a rough time, you didn’t deserve to hear that,” is a better apology. if it was a small thing, you can leave it at that.

if you caused significant distress to the other person, this is a good time to talk about how you can minimize damage in the future. and again, even if it is tempting to say you should self-isolate and/or die, that is not a helpful suggestion. it will result in the person you’re talking to trying to talk you out of doing that, which makes your guilt the focus of the conversation instead of their hurt.

you deserve friendship, and you deserve support. but a supportive friend is not an emotional punching bag, and mental illness does not absolve you of responsibility for your actions. what you say during a mental breakdown doesn’t define you. how you deal with the aftermath though, says a lot.

[virgocity]

News broke an hour ago that Samuel Kim’s father, Jose Arredondo, was murdered yesterday in Mexico. Obviously this is BEYOND tragic and I cannot imagine what Samuel and the rest of the Kim and Arredondo families are going through today. But due to the nature of Korean news outlets, and their obsession to be first to break the news and get clicks regardless of the truth, accuracy or moral ambiguity of their articles, I ask all of you not to spread any rumors or unconfirmed reports out of respect to Samuel and to Jose. This is not the time for speculation and conspiracy theories but instead a time for solemnity and compassion.

This article here is about Jose, not Samuel, and does a good job summarizing things you need to know about him in light of his passing. 

Please respect the family’s privacy and keep Samuel in your thoughts and prayers. He is an incredible kid who has been through more than most idols his age and he needs all the love and support he can get from Garnets, Carats and everyone else who cares about him. His Instagram and Twitter pages are currently disabled/private (for obvious reasons) but I BEG OF YOU to show tact, class and respect when they are up and running again.

Samuel, we love you SO MUCH. Please take care of yourself and know that you do not have to be alone in this. Garnets and Carats will be with you until the end of time. Be strong, kid. We love you.

[modern-politics111]

Contact Your Representative and Tell Them To Fight Against Trump’s Camps

Additionally, if you can see if you can donate money to these organizations

Lawyersforgoodgoverment.com

fairfightbondfund.org

lgbtqfund.org

communitybondproject.org

immigrantfamilies.org

freedomforimmigrants.org

[scriptura-adrepticius]

Hey Lina babe, I don’t know if my last ask went through but I’ll say it again bc you deserve it. I’m just dropping by to say I love you and miss you 🥰 I hope you have an amazing day bc you deserve it bby Let’s catch up

hello hello my laurel, my love! i haven’t been super active on this account in like forever lol (i don’t remember seeing any asks??? maybe tumblr ate it???) but god, i love you and miss you so much as well :/ i’d love to catch up but i’m at camp and kinda busy (*sigh*) i hope you’re having a wonderful day as well!!! i love you so much <3 <3 <3

[dahyunmingyu]

everyone convince @peachyjie to stan stray kids with me 🥺🥺🥺

[peachyjie]

I personally felt so attacked rn

[dahyunmingyu]

if you’re already stanning all 21 of nct then what’s another measly 9 more???? pls

[scriptura-adrepticius]

*chanting*

stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.

[peachyjie]

which one of ya’ll dragged mi luvly @zhengtongue ol fari into this, she just slid into my dm softly attacking me 

[scriptura-adrepticius]

we love you that’s why we’re trying to get you to stan skz

it’ll better your life i promise

[peachyjie]

I feel personally more attacked by all of your love, spare me and my leftover braincells

And @zhengtongue , Chan calls us baby girls??? Is that like…. a thing???? 

[yuhenglesbian]

@dahyunmingyu @scriptura-adrepticius we got her, baby girls

[scriptura-adrepticius]

@peachyjie you get 9 more sweethearts to stan you will not regret this i promise

[dahyunmingyu]

everyone convince @peachyjie to stan stray kids with me 🥺🥺🥺

[peachyjie]

I personally felt so attacked rn

[dahyunmingyu]

if you’re already stanning all 21 of nct then what’s another measly 9 more???? pls

[scriptura-adrepticius]

*chanting*

stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.

[peachyjie]

which one of ya’ll dragged mi luvly @zhengtongue ol fari into this, she just slid into my dm softly attacking me 

[scriptura-adrepticius]

we love you that’s why we’re trying to get you to stan skz

it’ll better your life i promise

[dahyunmingyu]

everyone convince @peachyjie to stan stray kids with me 🥺🥺🥺

[peachyjie]

I personally felt so attacked rn

[dahyunmingyu]

if you’re already stanning all 21 of nct then what’s another measly 9 more???? pls

[scriptura-adrepticius]

*chanting*

stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.  stan stray kids.

[yanjuniverse]

my current situation, why i haven’t been posting & more

so hello, everyone. i know a lot of you are wondering where i’ve been and what has been going on with me so let me explain what has happened to me!

back in november, my family and i moved to a different country from america (our home country) and the wifi here isn’t exactly the fastest. on top of all of that, we are living with my uncle until our house is finished being built. so that means, for the last eight months, i’ve been going around bumming wifi where i can. and because i’m never in one place for too long, i never have enough to post fics, load messages, ect.

i’m planning in coming back soon. according to my parents, the house should be done towards august and if that’s the case, i’ll be back to posting for our favorite boys and even branching out to more cpop/kpop groups.

i hope you’re all super understanding for my long absence. i know it’s no excuse but i’m trying my best to get content out again. i miss the npc community and just tumblr in general.

feel free to send things to my ask box anytime and i will try to get back to them as soon as possible. thank you all again! i love you guys!

-yanjuniverse

[yanjuniverse]

send me all of your life updates friends, mutuals, anons & anyone in general. i miss you guys so much :(

[yanjuniverse]

Bitch I miss you but you been knew that. I graduated uni so you're officially a babie now 😤💕 tell me about the new country and how you're adjusting and how you've been in general. In return I'll tell you about how men have zero standards lmao

ohhh im starting school in august so i’ll be there one day 🙄

my country is fun but i’ve been struggling with the adjustment. i’ll get there soon, though.

tell me about these men & i’ll tell you how i have zero standards in men ;)

[yuhenglesbian]

Ooohhhhh Megan has tea about men 🍵🐸

Men have zero standards bc of the number of men who’ve tried to hit on me this school year alone.

You will be but 🥺🤭 for now you are baby

[yanjuniverse]

megs the snake 🐍? i think..

[yuhenglesbian]

I’m pretty sure that wasn’t my tag 🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔 it’s either Andra or keeva’s tag for you

[scriptura-adrepticius]

Nope that was my tag

[gahdamnpunk]

If you haven’t heard there is a literal massacre going on in Sudan.

People are getting kidnapped, arrested, raped and killed. This has been going on for a few days now but naturally there’s hardly any media coverage.

THE WORLD CARES MORE ABOUT AN EMPTY CHURCH IN FRANCE THAN HUNDREDS OF INNOCENT BLACK MUSLIMS DYING IN SUDAN.

There are a few ways to help:

 - Emergency Medical Aid Donation

- Facebook campaign raising funds for food and other necessities

- International Rescue Committee

- Save The Children

Even if you can’t donate please help spread the news!!

#SudanMassacre

[niggazinmoscow]

How to help Sudan: 7 things you can do right now for a country in crisis

Call your member of Congress. Call 202-224-3121. State your zip code. When connected, tell them you support helping the people of Sudan or send them George Clooney’s essay.

Use ResistBot to text your members of Congress. Text RESIST to 50409 and it will help you contact your elected officials and tell them to help the people of Sudan.

Give to UNICEF, which is working to help the children displaced by the conflict. Donate here

Donate to Save the Children, which has been working in Sudan since 1984. Donate here. If you prefer the International Rescue Committee, it has been in Sudan since 1989 fighting malnutrition and helping displaced families. Donate here

This Facebook campaign aims to raise funds for food and medicine for those in Sudan. Donate here  

Sign this Change.org petition demanding that “The UN must investigate the 3rd of June human rights violations in Sudan by the Military.” Sign here

This GoFundMe campaign out of the U.K. claims to be working with a Sudanese group to bring emergency medical aid to Sudan. Donate here. This GoFundMe campaign is dedicated to providing medical support for the group of non-violent protesters waging a sit-in. Donate here

Spreading information is a big part of activism too! These are our brother and sisters who are worth being seen and heard

[dreyblr]

This situation in Sudan makes me so so so so so mad and angry because they CUT OFF the Internet so people can’t say what’s happening there and they rely on US to be SAVED because they’re currently living a NIGHTMARE they can’t even go to the streets NORMALLY and they can’t do ANYTHING ABOUT IT BECAUSE THERE IS NO INTERNET. THE SUDANESE PEOPLE RELY ON US. DO SOMETHING.

Here’s how you can help:

Donate to the United Nation High Commissioner for Refugees: https://donate.unhcr.org/int/south-sudan/~my-donation

Donate to the Sudan Relief Fund: https://sdnrlf.com/campaign-cat/featured/ 

Donate to the International Medical Corps for Sudanese Medical Aid: https://www.gofundme.com/f/sudanese-medical-aid

Share share share share!!!!!

They count on us!! If you know any other way we can help, please tell me!!

[heystephen]

wild how people had a lot of feelings about an empty building burning down in paris but when the lives of over a hundred sudanese civilians are taken in a massacre, most of the internet wants to stay mute. y’all cried legit tears over a piece of white history being on fire but turn the other cheek when african lives are being taken violently.

[heystephen]

here is a gofundme for emergency medical help in Sudan, so far its the only donation resource I can find but I’ll add more if I come across anymore

[dreyblr]

This situation in Sudan makes me so so so so so mad and angry because they CUT OFF the Internet so people can’t say what’s happening there and they rely on US to be SAVED because they’re currently living a NIGHTMARE they can’t even go to the streets NORMALLY and they can’t do ANYTHING ABOUT IT BECAUSE THERE IS NO INTERNET. THE SUDANESE PEOPLE RELY ON US. DO SOMETHING.

Here’s how you can help:

Donate to the United Nation High Commissioner for Refugees: https://donate.unhcr.org/int/south-sudan/~my-donation

Donate to the Sudan Relief Fund: https://sdnrlf.com/campaign-cat/featured/ 

Donate to the International Medical Corps for Sudanese Medical Aid: https://www.gofundme.com/f/sudanese-medical-aid

Share share share share!!!!!

They count on us!! If you know any other way we can help, please tell me!!

[one-time-i-dreamt]

Happening right now in Hong Kong - the police is firing rubber bullets and using batons, pepper spray, tear gas and water cannons on peaceful protesters who took the streets to protest against the passing of a controversial law which would allow China to extradite people.

Protesters set up camps, gave out snacks and surgical masks before all of this started. Tanks are apparenrly out in the streets as well and people are being hurt as I write this, but they are not backing down.

Most of the protesters are young people, university students, even high schoolers.

[one-time-i-dreamt]

The police are now stopping ambulances trying to help the injured and are taking people out of the ambulances and arresting them insteading of letting them get the help they need. This could cost people their lives, their vision (they aimed the rubber bullets in the heads of the protesters), etc. It’s like those police officers forgot what their jobs actually are and lost their humanity in the process.

[one-time-i-dreamt]

[one-time-i-dreamt]

The man covered in blood and lying on the floor in one of the photos above is a journalist and the police shot him in the head! The protesters moved to let the ambulance pass through and directed them to the man and let them pass to the hospital freely, clapping at the ambulance workers all the while. The man has since lost consciousness and his condition is reported as being serious.

Meanwhile, the police had since blocked other ambulance vehicles from passing through and arrested the injured.

A video of the journalist being shot was captured and is currently spreading on social media - in it, you can see that the man was just standing there and didn’t do anything to warrant being shot whatsoever.

[loonyheather]

approx. 10 riot police beating up lone protester while journalists (in yellow vests) film

[loonyheather]

earlier (approx 5:30 HKT 12/6/19 (dd/m/yy)) a protester was shot in the face ; not sure if its by rubber bullet or bean bag

[sonicrainbooms]

TW BLOOD

Video of a man coughing blood 

Urgent medical supplies the protestors need:

[one-time-i-dreamt]