☆ Viktor's Lil Lamb :) @scrunkalicious - Tumblr Blog

shoot me out of the sky once i get my wings

Icon art by chihpy on Instagram, banner art by akaka on toyhouse, and art above by jueboogie on Instagram!! Doodlez at the bottom byme!!

Heyo!! I'm Marly Divata/Kandi/Lambie! I'm a Filipino artist, musician, writer, and selfshipper! I use she/her btw, and am a minor! My biggest flex is that I'm quite literally a character in Arcane fit with concept art with my f/oz and a final model in the show...

The love of my life is Viktor from Arcane/LoL! We've been happily married since December 9, 2023, and therefore I am nonsharing with him and our relationship is real, so "doubles" dni! Our shipnamez are Martor & Mechanical Lamb, and our emojis are ⚙️🖍️!! That boy is mine...

My other two memberz of my family are my brother Jayce Talis from Arcane/LoL (nonsharing) and my best friend Sky Young from Arcane (nonsharing)!!

Right now I'm fixated on Viktor as always, Jayce, Sky, and my kittay Timothy Timepiece from Date Everything!

Read my full f/o list here! Find the current refsheet for my Arcane self insert here!!

Find my side blogz! @viktors-wife (general selfship community stuff),

My dni is as followz: mdni blogs, people who ship Jay.vik, sky.vik, mel.vik, mel.jay.vik, Mel.jay.sky.vik/hex.quad, literally any other ship with Viktor, doubles of Viktor and Jayce, people who reblog doubles, people who kin Viktor or Jayce, ECT! Also those who are doublez of my closest friendz! I block very freely and profile search those who interact with me ♥️

Everybody join Martor Nation NOW.

#new pinned bc Tumblr or someone put a fucking content label on the old one like? hello?#anywayz! feel free to rb this one!#my bigahh promo pinned post #<3 #scrunkalicious #scrunkalicious?? more like yappalicious #💜martor💜#self ship #selfshipping

HIII MARLYYYYYYY ONGGGGHJMMGIJB I MISSED YOUU!!!!!! 🥹🥹💗💖💖💖💓💖

MAYO.

Oh MY GOF

MAYOOOO MY DEAR FRIEND IVE MISSED YOU SO MUCH WHAT THE FREAK HOW HAVE YOU BEEN???

Some updatez w me in case ur curious 👀👀👀👀😳😳

I have some new main f/oz alongside Viktor!! Bumblebee from Transformers is my sweet, and Ryland Grace from Project Hail Mary is my brother!! Therez some otherz but those two are most noticeable (Nonsharing on both loolllll)

I'm employed!! I'm a Summer Camp Counselor for little kiddoz 🥹🥹🥹🥹

I'm mostly active on Instagram (viktors.canon.wife) and discord (dm me for my discord!! I have a friendz only server id love for you to be in even if ur not too active lol!)

IVE MISSED YOU SO MUCH THIS IS CRAYZEE

#marly answerz???#MY FRIEND IS BAAACCKKK

lunarlegend

i am once again going to remind everyone that some people prefer the term "yumeship" because we are aegosexual.

aegosexuality = a form of asexuality characterized by experiencing a disconnect between one's self and the object of attraction. most aegosexual people can only fantasize vicariously by imagining sexual situations through the perspective of another person or character. most aegosexual people are repulsed by the idea of actually being included in a sexual situation as themselves, even in a fantasy.

yumeshipper = an umbrella term for someone who is in love with a fictional character, but also includes OC x canon ships and other types of ships/scenarios that involve said character. based on the terms yumejoshi/yumedanshi (dreaming girl/dreaming boy), with an emphasis on the "dream" aspect. also has roots in Japanese idol culture and merch collection.

selfshipper = someone who ships themself with a fictional character, usually by creating an S/I.

it is not offensive to borrow words from other languages and cultures in order to better define a feeling or experience. many commonly used words in the English language are derived from other languages, just as many English words have also been adapted into Japanese for these same reasons. loanwords are common across all languages.

and i think that anyone who wants to paint the term "yumeship" as something ignorant or racist, should also start looking for a better way to say words like "sushi", "karaoke", and "tsunami", or else you're nothing but a hypocrite. in fact, while you're at it, start calling it "Friend Life" instead of "Tomodachi Life", too. that's not your word.

scrunkalicious

I agree with most of what you say! To some the word does fit/feel better. And I agree that there's no harm in using words from other cultures.

Either way I still want to say that your wording of "anyone who calls it ignorant and racist is nothing but a hypocrite" is in itself, ignorant of the experiences some Asian selfshippers (myself included as someone who is Filipino and Chinese) have had due to that word or in general. I've seen people who use it PURELY for that view that they think Asian culture is just "more cuter/aesthetic" and nothing more, especially when it comes to Japan, China, or Korea. People that give their self inserts Asian names, and even facial/physical features despite not being Asian use these terms because they're so obsessed with Asian culture in a way that's idolizing it in a way that only sticks to anime, K-Pop, manga, and whatever media they've seen without actually knowing anything about the real culture.

I've been called "aggressive" and vagueposted online by grown white adults when trying to tell people not to be racist, by people who heavily use those terms, don't know the origin, and have had actions that dilute Asian culture and ultimately ended up being racist and ignorant.

There ARE people that are ignorant about the terms origins, to the point that they compare the fact that there's terms relating like "riako" and "gachikoi' down to reasoning like it's "exactly like transgender micro labels" (words from the person I was talking about this months ago with, not mine) instead of an Idol culture that's incredibly parasocial, which I don't want people associating that negative community with the transgender or frankly any queer community because they're ignorant and don't know where the term originates from.

Again, you had a lovely message about aegosexuality, and I agree with it. I hope anyone who is that, or has other feelings that make them use the term yumeship and similar terms because it feels right goes on ahead and does it. I'm really, truly happy that you all have found a word that fits with you all! I just wanted to tell you that the last two paragraphs of your message ignore the experiences of Asian selfshippers who have seen ignorance, and have faced racism in the community especially when brining the word yumeship up. Things like that are the reason more of these negative experiences keep happening to Asian selfshippers, and frankly any POC selfshippers, because despite it all people refuse to even think through the fact that someone calling people using a term "racist or ignorant" may actually have a reason behind it. Not to bully others, but because they have been bullied for being a person of color. Not to make people fall into line of "This is what I want", but to make sure others don't fall into things that may accidentally hurt someone because they're not aware of what they're saying. There are people that ARE offended because no one is willing to speak up like this in the way that I do now, and I honestly hope that this can open your mind to know that not EVERYONE that calls those who use the term yumeship "racist or ignorant" are hypocrites. I've had my experiences as an Asian selfshipper, and I know we have our reasons for saying these things.

#in general I will NEVER be against people using the term yumeship #use it for algorithm reach? ok!#because it feels right? of course!#because that's what was popularly used when you joined the community? I welcome you in #there are just some folks who don't seem to get the memo of having respect in our times #or the idea of opening our minds to other's experiences before using a definite “EVERYONE” or “ANYONE”#again OP you have a lovely message and I'm genuinely very happy you've found a term that fits for you #I just want you and whoever else sees this to know that negative things surrounding the term do happen #and sometimes people (especially POC people) who call others ignorant/racist for using that word #are doing it because the person they're talking to is ACTUALLY ignorant/racist #I hope u have a lovely day OP and anyone else seeing this

Hi everyone 😳

34ants

finally finished the screenshot redraw i’ve been working on!!

EDIT HI: Even if I don't respond to someone, this post is a 24/7 "looking for" thing meaning therez a chance I can always go back to someone even if it's been a while!!

HI are there any beautiful folkz in this beautiful world that would be able to draw Bayverse/Knightverse Bumblebee (the live action moviez one) x human self insert for a commission 🥹🥹✌️✌️🥹✌️🥹🥹🥹✌️

Making a post for this bc I see a lot of comm sheetz saying their either don't draw those designz or don't mention it so I'm scared to ask some people and then look like the bugz life ant with the knapsack meme when they say no (dw I get it those designz are complicated!)!! I don't mind simplifying those designz/chibi versionz as long as itz clear itz the live action onez!!!!

Uuhh I pay with PayPal, budget of like $25 ok 🥹✌️ yay😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊

#this is embarrassing but anything for bee ok #<3 #scrunkalicious #scrunkalicious?? more like yappalicious #transformers #maccadam #art commisions #commission #transformers commissions #bayverse bumblebee #2007 bumblebee...#bumblebee #bumblebee 2018 #transformers oc #self ship commissions #transformers bayverse #knightverse #transformers knightverse

99fish

HAI 😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊 perhapz some stampz/blinkiez for Bayverse Bumblebee????? Oohhoihhhoih I haven't seen much for that version sadly (maybe I'm js blind IDK) but THANK YOU TWIN!!!