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independent and selective lydia martin. written by megan.

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THIS BLOG IS NOW AN ARCHIVE. IF YOU’D LIKE THE LINK TO THE NEW BLOG PLEASE MESSAGE ME.

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THIS BLOG IS NOW AN ARCHIVE. IF YOU’D LIKE THE LINK TO THE NEW BLOG PLEASE MESSAGE ME.

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i’m gonna be moving lydia so until that happens this blog is on hiatus.

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i’m gonna be moving lydia so until that happens this blog is on hiatus.

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i’m gonna be moving lydia so until that happens this blog is on hiatus.

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            “i killed someone.” she whispers but since there was nothing but her voice and the other person’s breathing echoing in the room she knows they heard it. “sure, he was going to kill me or worse, sure it was to protect myself. but i have this thing—i can scream and someone’s head can literally come off. i’m getting better at controlling my screams, i’m getting better at this banshee thing but what if there’s a slip one day, what if one day i scream and kill one of you or everyone, i couldn’t live with that.” she said, a single tear rolling down her face.

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Send 👍 if you like my character portrayal; please say why.

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would any of you lovely humans like a starter?

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hisownanchor:

                         ❝ hey  ——-  ❞  HE GETS IT,  he knows what it’s like to feel so alone inside that you can’t bare to be alone outside as well.   if there’s anything scott can do to help his friends, he will,  no hesitation.    ❝ do you even need to ask  ?  my doors always open for you, lydia.  always.  ❞ 

          she normally tries her hardest not to bother anyone, everyone has their own stuff going on they don’t need hers added onto it. but tonight the voices are just so loud and everything is hypersensitive, she doesn’t want to be alone. “i just didn’t want to be a burden, i didn’t know if your mom would care or not. or, what you were doing---but, thank you. i’m sorry for just showing up.”

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do you have any other blogs?

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hi my name is megan i have a kit-kat problem.

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            “can i stay here tonight? i don’t want to be alone.”

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txkeyouout:

                “then i guess someone’s gonna be dead. but you can’t get better at it if you don’t practice. and you’re not gonna do anyone any good if you keep your power locked away. probably, you’d make it even worse and you’d be more likely to snap.” malia doesn’t bullshit. she comes out with the truth whether people like it or not, most of the time. “you can’t change what you did. like i can’t change that i killed my mom and sister. you just gotta – make sure it doesn’t happen AGAIN.”

           she appreciates malia’s brutal honesty, there’s no bullshiting around the truth and that’s part of the reason she came to her, she knew she would tell her what she needed to hear even if it wasn’t pretty. “i know--i’m just scared to even breathe these days.” she shook her head, more tears rolling down her face but she can’t be bothered with them. “how do i JUST MAKE SURE it doesn’t happen again? it’s more than just practice, malia.”

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            “i killed someone.” she whispers but since there was nothing but her voice and the other person’s breathing echoing in the room she knows they heard it. “sure, he was going to kill me or worse, sure it was to protect myself. but i have this thing---i can scream and someone’s head can literally come off. i’m getting better at controlling my screams, i’m getting better at this banshee thing but what if there’s a slip one day, what if one day i scream and kill one of you or everyone, i couldn’t live with that.” she said, a single tear rolling down her face.

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do things with me????

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             “can you feel that? she’s kicking…”

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i just want people to know i’m NEVER ignoring them. i’m really bad at opening a message and then getting distracted then just never replying. then it’s two days later and i feel awkward for replying so late, which is probably hella problematic bc it looks like i’m ignoring you but I’M NOT !! i’m just bad at communication and such. so, if you ever feel like i’m ignoring you please know i’m not or come to me and talk to me about it. and if we’re ever talking like ask wise sometimes i don’t get messages so it seems like i’m ignoring you but i just simply didn’t get it.