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Sebastian . Twenty-One . Aspiring Musician . I was too late, I was too late A shadow of what I once was

[sebastiantf-blog]

                                                 ( ๏ ; Pieces of Him                                  ❝ SEBASTIAN + His dark thoughts  ❞ ▶ )

“You'll be sorry when I'm gone”

[wnq-writers]

I guess that’s my curse: Loving so much that it destroys me.

scorpion-speaks  (via wnq-writers)

[diorsoulja]

The saddest people try their best to make people happy. They know what it’s like to feel worthless, they don’t want anyone to feel that.

[faded-and-dreaming]

At what age did my parents stop bandaging my wounds and start creating them?

(via faded-and-dreaming)

[cltrd]

[regionalatmost]

this camera angle made him look like an actual angel

[irwlns]

i’m still having nightmares.

[wnq-writers]

You fear inadequacy. You crave the words, ‘you are enough for me.’

(via guiltlxss)

[presidentofthehotgirlclub]

Honestly I preach love and kindness but I have issues and my heart is tight and sad

[formerlygiffingtop]

[sebastiantf-blog]

[ msg ] → maggie

maggie: I WANNA PLAY A SCARY GAME

maggie: i am officially playing ur game with u and also,, helping u walk ur pup ig

maggie: i'm more of a cat person

sebastian: YOU REALLY WANT TO

sebastian: maybe it'll be less scary w someone else

sebastian: you'll love copper he's a v lovable and cuddly lil guy

[sebastiantf-blog]

[ msg ] → marzena

marzena: there's one thing we've got to discuss though

marzena: like, how big is your couch? is it a pull-out? is it comfortable? is it not one of those couches that make you want to rip out your spine after a night on it?

marzena: heh, finally

sebastian: it's p big but not very comfy. v lumpy 1/10 would sleep on it for more than a couple of hours

sebastian: to be fair tho i got it for like 50$ at a garage sale so what do i expect really ??

sebastian: i'll meet you at my apartment door then 👀

[sebastiantf-blog]

[ msg ] → elliot

Elliot: please tell me you have enough courage to come open the door

Elliot: ...And please tell me you didnt play a horror game and leave your door unlocked either

sebastian: 👀 👀

sebastian: i'll come and 'unlock' the door for you 👀

sebastian: i totally didn't forget to lock nope no way

[sebastiantf-blog]

                                                   ( ๏ ; Pieces of Him                           ❝ SEBASTIAN + His Relationship with his father ❞ ▶ )

“I--I.. No. I-I just--”

“Go ahead, keep talking. You’re just proving me right.”

“I--I’m try-trying.”

“If you don’t get your grades up, you know exactly what’s will to happen to you. Do you understand that?”  

“... Yes.”

Sebastian’s father’s biggest concern was keeping up the image of the ‘picture perfect’ family. He expected nothing but perfection from his family and Sebastian being the youngest was at the receiving end of most his father’s ‘corrections’. He was terrified of his father since the first moment he grabbed his arm hard enough to leave bruises and things only seemed to get worse the older he got. There was a point that the abuse got so bad that CPS was actually called on his dad, but being the wealthy man he was with connections, nothing was done. If anything came out of them being called, it was that his dad learned to hit him where bruises wouldn’t show. None of his siblings or his mother tried to intervene on the abuse, they figured it was better that Sebastian was the one getting beat than them. 

[sebastiantf-blog]

[ msg ] → elliot

Elliot: Hm...

Elliot: I can I can, only because Copper doesn't deserve to suffer

Elliot: He's too cute for that

sebastian: thank you !!

sebastian: hurry ! he's starting to whining more my poor baby :'((

[sebastiantf-blog]

[ msg ] → marzena

marzena: i feel accomplished

marzena: but that's no fun :/

marzena: besides .. you'd still have to get off of the couch to get his leash, get it on him, and get him to the front door

marzena: c'mon, put on a hoodie, we're going out ! if someone actually goes silent hill on us, i'll agree on letting u live on that couch. i'll even move in with you

sebastian: shoot you're right

sebastian: you promise you'll let me live on this couch ?

sebastian: we can be couch buddies !

sebastian: but ... alright fine i'll go out

[sebastiantf-blog]

[ msg ] → elliot

Elliot: Sebastian, I swear sometimes

Elliot: Poor Copper, was the video game worth it?

sebastian: :'( kinda but not really

sebastian: my poor bby is suffering

sebastian: will you pls come take him out :'(