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I think my feelings for you are genuinely fading away. I thought I’d never get over you, but now I find myself deleting those pictures, deleting those little memories, traces of you are slowly leaving my heart. The butterflies are fluttering away, the blush on my cheeks is disappearing, the idiot grin I had when I thought of you is turning into a blank expression.

I’m starting to feel grateful that it didn’t work out, when just months ago I was heartbroken over it. I’m realizing how wrong you are for me, how damaging my feelings for you were, just overall how bad the situation was.

But the thing is, if I could go back and make it so that I never liked you in the first place, I wouldn’t change it. The whole experience taught me so many lessons that if it weren’t for how it played out, I wouldn’t have learned. So thank you, for being both the best and worst person that I have fallen for.

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happyheidi

Dancing cockroaches for you blog

Till when must i always feel this way. It’s getting exhausting just having the thought of it. As much as i try not to, it’s still hard to stay focus. I wonder if i ever manage to get past this.

I need a bikini beach drunk day

Need a drink just to forget

I think I’ll just go out on my bday do my hair take my time go shopping and then go home. Spa treatment and staycay can wait after raya 😅

Its funny how my friends are now experiencing being ignored, left out and under appreciated by their friends when i have been through that by them years ago :/

Honestly i kinda wanted to be petty about it and say it to their faces but i simply don’t care anymore. I know how it feels like and its in the past. Some part of me wished they knew how they treated me and how much hurt i felt back then...

househunting

$1,575,000/3 br/2860 sq ft

Oxnard, CA

built in 1974

househunting

dead!

“Once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to secure a long term lease in the only private residence atop Seattle’s iconic Smith Tower, owned and managed by Unico Properties. This extraordinary “Urban Lighthouse” space, cleverly renovated by Graham Baba Architects and Valor Builds, incorporates elegant modern touches, while retaining its original architectural character. One bedroom, a guest space, and two baths on the 37th floor and an open living room, kitchen and dining fills the 38th floor. The iconic glass globe at the tower’s peak is accessible via a spiral staircase. 24 teardrop windows offer rare 360º views of Puget Sound, Olympic Mountains, the Cascades, Mt. Rainier & the city below. The Penthouse at Smith Tower celebrates Seattle’s heritage with singular style and sophistication.“

$17,000 per month, Smith Tower penthouse

Interesting article here about the family who used to live there!