menacing secretly @secret-menace - Tumblr Blog

welcome!

hello! I'm pix (he/him), a transmasc artist. this is just a place to dump all my thoughts. most of them relate to being trans, though some don't.

DNIs:

MDNI blogs. I'm a minor.

Any and all nsfw blogs.

Not much else, but again, I'm not an adult. So proceed accordingly.

I also write! Find posts about my story with the tag #rotting gold

My asks are also open, so I'd love to hear from you all! Just pls keep things respectful :))

#intro post

aidashakur

secret-menace

A major reason why I have so few people in my personal orbit. It takes a lot of time to get that close and much much less to leave.

trans-masc-culture-is

trans masc culture is not knowing if you can still hang out with the girls now that you are a boy. Double points if they say "it's fine, you're like us" or something similar. (Note, it's accidentally transphobic)

this is transmasc culture. and yes, it is transphobic to call a trans man "an exception" to a rule about men because why does us being trans make us different? is it because you (not directed at anon, general) don't see us as "real" men?

secret-menace

Even worse is when you're just boy enough to not be a part of the girls anymore but not boy enough for the boys to have accepted you yet

#you just end up having no friends

Lmao I love when I look at my activity and see one person over and over again. Like hello there! Welcome :)

#you know who you are #and i love you for it

Getting older is weird cuz I can actually see things from a 3rd person pov now any its crazy. Why am I watching a grown ass man scream at a literal child. Sir he's your son calm down.

#and then bro doesnt talk to me because i called him out on it?#like okay #you suck?#its been like 3 days and he hasnt looked me in the eye once so tbh idek #grown ass man btw

firefly-218

the books that you have to read when learning a language are always such a fever dream. why have we suddenly converted from fiction to a freaking fantasy novel. what do you mean you almost died in the bayou.

secret-menace

This with the original "Le Bossu de Notre Dame" by Victor Hugo. Why is the king of the bandits named Clopin Trouillefou. Why is Esmeralda sending the hunchback to go spy on a knight. Literally what is going on.

#justice for my boy Pierre Gringoire #he was just a starving playwright he didnt deserve this

aidashakur

Still a hopeless romantic after all this time. Very insane of me.

secret-menace

Like I really shouldn't be. And yet the heart endures.

storm-of-feathers

tumblr is great bc its like a diary where I can take other peoples diary entries and glue them into my own diary

honeyfaer

fave dynamic is platonic but somethings weird with it (the weird part is an insanely deep level of devotion, trust and understanding, as well as narrative importance that is not typically allowed for platonic relationships in media, making the portrayal feel unique and queer in nature. typically best served as m+f)

secret-menace

This but its me and my favourite person in real life. Platonic but so so weird <3

mournfulroses

Fyodor Dostoevsky, from a letter featured in Letters of Fyodor Michailovitch Dostoevsky to his Family & Friends

seaphine

they injected me with mental illness when i was a baby because they didn't like that i radiated moonlight and had stars inside my eyes. they were jealous of me.

wordx

i think humans are meant to lay in bed with the love of their life all winter.

kosmogrl

secret-menace

For how long though? It's been so long.

A good rule I have about dating: I'm not allowed to cry over men. Regardless of what happens, under no circumstance will I let myself cry over a man. I have endured too much to let myself break down over another person like that.

#this also applies to women btw its just only ever been used irl for men #no crying over anyone #teen relationships #dating #dating advice?