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Can’t breathe

That moment when you can’t breathe cause you know you messed something up and the anxiety is eating a hole through you. You want to bleed and your gag on your own conscience and guilt. You swallow your tongue trying to find the words. Everything crashes.

#anxiety eats #catching my breathe #cant breathe #corrosion #it burns

Kinda messed up tonight

Tried to do the right thing. Turned out right thing was a false order and did a bad thing. Now I’m no longer on good side of possibly important peeps. Typical fudge.

#fudge life #need to stop #glad peeps like me #gonna die from this weight #just wanna be a good peep #much regret #gotta be more honest and less objective oriented #bad karma #gosh

Too weeb for honors

Well duck. Looks like I’m not cool enough for honors. Cause according to one of the professors, anime studies isn’t a thing. Duck 🦆 this is sad.

#sadness #rip thesis #actually #duckthis #still need a job

Just finished my defense

For my thesis.

Bullets. Sweat. Sweat. 🚄💦💦

#rip thesis #weeb thesis #am i gonna graduate

writing-prompt-s

As a child, you often daydreamed about a world you invented and you would occasionally write about it. 10 years later, you hear many different voices whispering to you. They are the prayers of the inhabitants of your imaginary world. To them, it has been 1000 years since you abandoned them.

godtiermeme

Tough shit, kids, God has to write a fuckin thesis.

Thesis Make’d Me 💦 Bullets

Gotta finish this thesis in a week. Cue the waterworks and late night no sleep days.

#weeb thesis #rip thesis #writing #what is formatting #what is argument #how write

Got ditched by my recruiter...?

Getting ghosted by a company is probably as bad as getting ghosted by a S.O. >~< Apparently not even cool enough for a proper rejection.

#job search #still need a job #why recruiter why #thought we were cool

Fail failed a coding challenge

They would have to be DESPERATE to interview me after that useless performance... ;-; still I hope.

#tears #so many tears #still need a job #job search #gotta work harder

Just passed comps for my second major

Officially graduating with a double major even if I fail to get honors (rip thesis).

#comps #compsci #school #graduation #still need a job #rip thesis #weeb thesis

1 hurdle down?

Kinda tripped up during my first tech interview but what’s done is dead. >~< don’t got time to stop stop now. Keep tripping up?

#blah blah blah dairy #job search #job job job

The start of the neverending rejection tally~

1 Doshi + 1 LiveR + 1 MTB

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