Wasted Talent; Wasted Life

EST 1992 | Female | Australia | Leo Fuck it; who needs good first impressions

[mermaidinthedeepocean]

[emotionalwords]

[journeying-man]

🙌🥾

[remanence-of-love]

[perfectfeelings]

“I am exhausted with trying to be stronger than I feel.”

— Unknown

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[sa-dnesss]

“This is the loneliest I have ever felt”

—

[barelyliving-barelybreathing]

'suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem'

I think it's past temporary when I've felt the same for 10 years now

[resqectable]

“How someone reacts to your sadness says a lot about how long they’re going to be in your life.”

— blossomfully

[remanence-of-love]

[perfectfeelings]

“I am a day dreamer and a night thinker.”

— Unknown

[perfectfeelings]

“Mental pain is less dramatic than physical pain, but it is more common and also more hard to bear. The frequent attempt to conceal mental pain increases the burden: it is easier to say “My tooth is aching” than to say “My heart is broken.”

— C.S. Lewis

[stay-close]

“If it is destroying you then it is not love my dear.”

— Unknown

[crafty-butch]

having one of those executive function days where everything is too many steps

[crafty-butch]

by which i mean, like, here's how my brain parses the steps in making coffee

good day:

make coffee

regular day:

put water in coffee maker

put coffee in coffee maker

turn on coffee maker

bad day:

take pot from coffee maker

turn on sink

fill up coffee pot

turn off sink

pour water into coffee maker

put coffee pot in coffee maker

open cupboard

get coffee filter from cupboard

get coffee beans from cupboard

put filter in coffee pot

measure coffee

pour coffee into filter

close coffee maker

turn coffee maker on

anyway this is a "14 steps to make coffee" kind of day

[kieraelieson]

This is actually a really good way of explaining this

[sarahthepoet]

I have so much fucking baggage, so much pain within my heart. And if only I could let it all out somehow, somewhere, anywhere. Within your arms, but you don’t deserve to feel that kind of pain. No one does. This isn’t the kind of pain that just hurts, this is the kind of pain that consumes you into a path full of darkness. A place full of negativity, my past is a path that has no ending and if the word sad had a world my past would be it. A small planet full of negativity, a place full of trauma and brokenness. And no ones heart deserves to have to experience so much pain, and that is why I’d rather slap on a smile and pretend that everything is okay. Because I refuse to let the ones I love feel so much pain, they just don’t deserve it.

- s.e

[sarahthepoet]

“Time heals our external wounds, however the wounds within our minds they never heal. The scars that mark our minds they never heal, the bad memories they never fade. The flashbacks, the visions, sometimes they feel so real, almost as if it’s happening all over again. They say that time heals our wounds, however not all wounds can be fixed.”

-s.e

[sadbitchhxx--deactivated-deacti]

[ghostdata]