losing sanity

come get lost in my dark & twisted mind

[surqrised]

“You have to find the right distance between people. Too close, and they overwhelm you, too far and they abandon you.”

— Hanif Kureishi, Intimacy

[uroko]

˗ˋˏ ♡ ˎˊ˗

[seductiveandcynical]

For the first time in years I can confidently say, I don’t love you anymore.

[cottageaesthetic]

[seductiveandcynical]

I wish I was brave enough to kill myself

[seductiveandcynical]

Losing you was like losing my religion.

Nothing made sense now that you were gone.

“God has a plan”

But what plan could be without you in it?

“You have to trust in him”

But I can’t fully trust anyone anymore.

“He loves you”

But took away the love of my life.

I lost multiple things the night you left me

[seductiveandcynical]

In another universe we’re sitting on the couch and I don’t know the pain of you leaving.

In another universe we have an autumn wedding.

In another universe you staid, but in this one - you didn’t.

[juliterr]

Two hour light difference

[metamorphesque]

a you-shaped hole in the universe Celia Paul, Ocean Vuong, Owen Gent, Alejandra Pizarnik (trans. Yvette Siegert), Karman Verdi, Edna St Vincent Millay

[geopsych]

Pictures from a summer morning 3 years ago. 12th of August 2020.

[gentlemanuniverse]

[fleur-aesthetic]

instagram | milliproust

[fleur-aesthetic]

instagram | birgittetheresa

[seductiveandcynical]

I would do just about anything to get you back, but I would not survive losing you a second time.

I’m begging you to stay gone.

[unaliveish]

sadie

[perfectfeelings]

“Sometimes life has a cruel sense of humor, giving you the thing you always wanted at the worst time possible.”

— Lisa Kleypas

[fotojournalismus]