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I am...

Devoted to the way your eyes brighten up my path.

Chained to your laugh, a spiraling high.

Intoxicated by your homelike scent.

Blinded by the beauty of soul, your thrive.

Tormented with nightmares of the days you went through hell.

[jazminzz]

“Isn’t it pathetic how we waste so much time on certain people and in the end they prove that they weren’t worth a second of it.”

— unknown

[difficult]

Kiss me until I forget how terrified I am of everything wrong with my life.

(via difficult)

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Room update! (It’s only been forever…) and yes, that is a plushie ghost and black cat on my bed.

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Teach her.

Let her cherish you slowly decayed smile,

For she is a rejuvenating sunshine.

Teach her that the blue mesmerizing ocean is calm,

For she has ceased to angrily crash against the land.

Be the land of safety, the calm within a storm.

Love her for the ocean blue chaos is gone.

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Fear at Last.

Fear runs through my body as I face the housedoor,

I know reality will throw me on the ground

Once the knob turns,

Fear creeps at home, waiting... silently.

I hear voices getting getting louder, angrier.

My heartbeat quickens, it’s a silent killer.

Fear, I will never be picture perfect.

But I will take the hit of facing it.

[fancywitchery]

small and easy health tips that make a lot of difference

wash your face every night - washcloth, warm water, and a simple cleanser will do wonders. plus, warm water helps make you all sleepy for bed

take a multivitamin every day - and keep an eye open for coupons for them. usually multivitamins have some pretty great coupons

if you can, open the windows every once in a while. fresh air does a lot of good for your body (and state of mind)!

keep a few cleaning supplies in the bathroom. every so often after having a shower, give things a quick wipe-down. the steam from the shower dislodges any sink guck, making the job much easier - and never underestimate the power of a clean bathroom for both physical and mental health

keep a water bottle by the bed and drink some water when you wake up. it’ll help you greet the day a little easier, and plus - whose mouth ISN’T as dry as the sahara when they wake up?

it’s not always easy, but try to make doing dishes before turning in for the night a habit. i can’t express how lovely it is to wake up and walk into a clean and tidy kitchen

keep snacks in the fridge that are delicious and healthy - my faves are strawberries, cherry tomatoes, and grapes. i love snacks. plus, there’s not really much prep involved with those kinds of things

sweep! sweeping takes up a bit more physical energy, but it’s become one of my favourite things to do. i put on some nice music and visualize sweeping out not only dirt, but anything else clouding up my space - negative energy, self doubt, etc. it’s a nice, witchy little ritual for me now.

light a candle, specifically one that smells delicious

identify the things that make you feel better about yourself and your surroundings and prioritize them and only them when you’re feeling sucky. that way, you still feel accomplished, but you aren’t using up all your mental and physical energy trying to run through all your tasks/cleaning/etc

remember that you’re doing these things for you, and not anyone else. you deserve to feel happy and at ease!

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I wish I could...

I wish I could be the person who’s always smiling, being strong isn’t my thing lately.

I wish I could give love in a bouquet of flowers,

Sadly flowers don’t last forever.

I wish I could tell you I’m breaking,

But let’s be honest you’re also a broken record.

[buzzfeedlgbt]

smh. 

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Do you ever just...

Feel like you’re losing it... like everything but one thing is causing you to hurt. You are hurting mentally. Your suffering is deeply imprinted in your head and yours only. You have so much going. Yet, you are so young and supposedly full of life that it feels strange. It is not what you expected. You are supposed to be happy, have your shit together, and continue to grow as individual. Yet, it’s the complete opposite. You wake up every day tired. You drag yourself to school hoping they won’t say anything because you’re late...again.

You show up to work trying to hold back the tears. Let’s be honest... you’ve already cried in your car before clocking in. Do you ever just want to scream at the customers to leave alone? Tell them and make them understand that it is not your fault their order turned out a certain way. Do you ever just want to curl up into a ball on your shift, rock and forth, beg your co-workers to help you? You are overwhelmed beyond belief. There’s a ringing in your head that lets you know you are anxious. Every sounds intensifies. You know you need to break soon. You know what’s coming but you hold it. 

Do you ever go home but the place feels surreal? It is not home to you. It is another prison that you can’t escape. When you are there, you are a foreigner among townies. It feels like you are walking on fire the more you are there. Home is not home. Home is hell on Earth

Do you ever feel like a stranger in your own body? There’s questions about your mental health that are unanswered. At least, you know that. You try to seek help but that takes effort and you are done trying. You are just numb. You are ready to walk out of this hell and enter a new one.  

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•I give nothing but my heart, All I’ve ever had. I glued it back together... Just for you•

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•Chalkboard Talks•

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Positivitea

Some people don’t understand the importance of making others feel happy. The satisfaction of bringing smiles to people’s faces. That feeling of “hey, I did something right!” Positive people could be the saddest, the broken. Yet, they always go the extra mile. If they can’t be happy, be happy because of them.