BURDENED .

love is a DAGGER. it is a WEAPON to be wielded.

[seidrwielder]

literate, semi - selective & independent LOKI LAUFEYSON roleplay blog. loosely & roughly based in the mcu, with influences from various comics, media, & headcanons. canon divergences abound. timelines are whatever makes the bit work. very crossover, oc, & au friendly. 18+ only !

WRITTEN by parker. he / him. 26. sporadic activity. EST.

CARRD. PROMO. MEME TAG.

[seidrwielder]

at work & burdened with glorious autism. can’t stop thinking about themes of betrayal & lashing out. of being hurt, again & again, & self fulfilling prophecies. thinking about labeling theory. being seen as the monster, as the weak one, as a constant failure despite one’s best efforts. dismissing love because you can’t trust it, telling yourself it’s vulnerability ; a weakness, because that makes the mask fit a bit more snug. anyway ………

[lyricalmusingstuff]

&& sometimes I wonder, if I didn't hurt so bad... would I have been more loveable to my mom && my dad ?

[seidrwielder]

#SEIDRWIELDER —

loosely mcu based loki laufeyson roleplay blog. mixed media, headcanon influenced & canon divergent. oc, crossover & au friendly. 18+.

written by parker ( he / it, 26 ).

carrd.

[seidrwielder]

damn luigi

/ @byeshield .

[seidrwielder]

just wanted to share this thing i’ve had saved for years that still never fails to crack me tf up

[seidrwielder]

completely useless headcanons that i wanted to yap abt bcuz im feeling brain dead for anything else atm :

he can rollerblade & ice skate. but he cannot swim.

would unironically watch & enjoy the mean girls movie if u put it on in front of him.

looooves punk / grunge / metalcore / rock music. might not admit it tho lmao

says he enjoys black coffee. would really rather drink some iced pumpkin spice latte with an extra espresso shot, whipped cream, cinnamon flakes & 3 pumps of vanilla.

reeeally good at makeup, actually. especially eye makeup, i.e. eyeliner, mascara & eyeshadow

[seidrwielder]

guys work was fine up until the end & then it was … i cannot even speak it lest the horrors flash before my eyes. but im home now & hoping to chug through some things. thanks for giving this wet weasel some attention ily

[seidrwielder]

a deep, breathy sigh. “you send an alien army upon the throes of new york city denizens one time, and suddenly you’re deemed ‘untrustworthy’.”

[seidrwielder]

people are being mean to l.oki on the dash even though he’s done absolutely nothing wrong. in fact, some might say he’s never committed a single wrongdoing in all his years. & this is how he’s treated. wow

[seidrwielder]

guys i did it. come bug him on wire.

[seidrwielder]

“oh, i don’t know,” loki drawls, lips ticking up towards his ears. “i thought it was a good idea — at the time, at least.”

[seidrwielder]

the cool kids are all talking abt it who would text loki on wire

asgardian prince gets latest iphone who’s in

yes (begrudgingly…….)

what no ew

parker’s all seeing button.

Remaining time: 5 days 18 hours

[mobius-m-mobius]

#s02e03 never beating the allegations 🙏

[notmorbid]

daredevil: season 2 [2/2].

dialogue prompts from the second season of marvel's daredevil.

i can take care of myself.

my life doesn't stop every time you call.

you're gonna want to stay real still.

how about some fresh coffee?

the best things in life leave you breathless, right?

i haven't seen this scar.

did you find whatever you were looking for?

lie down. get some rest.

the truth gets lost a little too often.

you ever think back to the night we first met?

you trusted me. you gave me hope.

vengeance is not justice.

right or wrong, you can't deny that it works.

how long were you listening?

stop acting like these things just happen to you.

going forward, i will count on you for nothing at all.

enough of the dodgy bullshit. i deserve to know what's going on.

doctors can't help. _____ can.

i'm not gonna lie, this is bad.

you're not gonna die. you hear me?

i've known you to pull through worse.

i can't do this alone.

they all think you're a monster, but i know you're not.

what if this is just me now?

we live on the frontlines, like it or not.

there are things about me you don't know.

when i thought i might lose you, i felt hollow.

why are you so good?

you haven't told _____ yet, have you?

you have no idea what i've protected you from.

you're the only person in this world who believes i'm good.

how does this work? you and me?

this is who i am. do you still want me?

i've known guys like you my whole life.

we have to stop corrupting each other.

i never set an alarm. i never need to.

this place is not where your story ends.

i heard about you. word travels fast around here.

plans change. if you want to survive, you adapt.

i was wrong. that's difficult to admit.

wow. i really have not missed you at all.

you are a lot of bad things, but boring is not one of them.

i've gotten really good at digging up shit people want to keep buried.

i'm good alone. i don't need you.

do me a favor: watch your back.

rules are what separate us from the animals.

i can break you without breaking a single law.

do you need anything? a med eval? maybe a blanket?

my gut is the last thing i can trust. i need facts.

is that a _____ accent i hear?

i don't know how to repay you.

i promise it's going to be better now.

you knew i was coming, huh?

i heard you. three stories down.

you know, the bullet wound will do wonders for your career in hiphop.

you look like hell, you know that?

everything i do just gets undone.

i understand what it's like to be pulled in a hundred different directions at once.

you know the problem with martyrs? the good ones end up dead.

maybe i can't handle this, but i don't want your help.

what's going on with you? what are you holding back?

i'm not yours to protect.

what you consider failure might actually be something else: a new beginning.

it's all over your face. you can't hide that.

the ones that can really hurt you are the ones that get close enough to do it.

you need to get away from this thing. away from me.

i don't take much on faith, these days.

there's a power in surrender. in choosing when your time's up.

show me what you can really do.

get out or get hurt.

you'd rather see me dead than outgrow you.

it's really over, huh?

you stay. i'll go.

stories don't disappear, they change. they become different stories.

i just can't take chances with you anymore.

whatever you're feeling, it's gonna pass.

what do you know about what i'm feeling?

just tell me the truth. i'll help you. i'll help you figure it out.

you do this and i am done. you're dead to me. do you hear me?

prove it. prove you don't need me anymore.

maybe everything they taught you was a lie.

you don't belong to anyone.

they don't get to tell you who you are.

you would trust me, after all i've put you through?

giving up is easy.

you would risk everything for me?

is there any shitstorm you're not a part of?

wherever you run, i run with you.

you hide from yourself. you don't let anyone in.

no one escapes destiny.

does it always hurt that much?

i wanted to say a few words. i don't have any.

i used to love coming here.

you didn't choose this town. it chose you.

[keylimexpie]

open to: mutuals and non-mutuals

" Will you stop that?! I've been trying to read this file for the past twenty minutes." Mobius inhales in an attempt to calm himself down, he had been staring at the same paragraph for what felt like an eternity." Why do you keep distracting me?"

[seidrwielder]

“why are you so easy to distract? seems to me that a decorated tva analyst such as yourself should be able to handle a bit of mischief. no?” with nothing short of a dramatic flourish, the pencil loki had been methodically tapping against the desk flies from his hand towards mobius’ direction. “if you are so determined to read the damn thing, then by all means, read it. i, however, am bored.” & determined to make it everyone else’s problem, it would seem. loki liked attention ( sometimes to a detrimental degree ; sometimes regardless if it was good or bad ) & he found he was suffering from a profound lack of it.

“i want to do something more exciting. don’t you? norns knows you’ve been at this mind numbing nonsense for far too long, anyway.”

[seidrwielder]

describe your muse w/ negative reviews!

tagged by : he a thief. stole it from the dash.

tagging : now it’s ur turn to steal it from me !!