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theaoba replied to your post:      「A lot of people have been asking — if and...

// :( ! did something happen?? in this fandom? i’m so out of the loop!

   「Oh not the fandom itself! (the fandom itself never changes and I’ve long gotten used to it). Just some people within the fandom who stressed me out, that’s all. 」

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      「A lot of people have been asking --- if and when I’m returning, especially after reblogging that fab promo Mink-mun made for me. And it honestly depends on my mood. Weeps. Aside from irl things, depression and one fandom that I’ve been sucked into, there’s the case in this fandom I had been subjected to forced shipping and dealt with people being passive aggressive --- or simply more toxic than I thought. Hence my hesitation to come on here nowadays. Mostly due to the forced shipping thing tbh. Though many of the ships I have here, I still adore as they had been made from scratch and with great chemistry, many I missed obvious with how I’d drop asks to some of my shipping partners whenever I drop by. 

      My Sei muse is still alive, but again it depends on my mood so sorry!!! 8′( Also the more I’m pressured, the more I’m going to be reluctant, this has already happened to me in a past couple of fandoms....roleplaying is suppose to be for fun after all! I do miss a lot of you, I do, and some people I’ve encountered...sadly they left quite a negative impression on me. Either way I will still try to drop by from time to time and thank you to those who stuck around and still greet me! ♥」

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theaoba

   So where’s my kiss---. 

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髪で繋がっていた双子 The twins who were once connected by hair

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sinofpleasures:

        “such a pretty face. yet i still have not – heard your n a m e.”

       Is it sincere flattery or mere bait? ❝You never asked,❞ cheekily said with an almost innocent hum. ❝You didn’t seem interested before, except the talk of hair.❞

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rustandcinnamon:

      Was it that obvious? The lack if caffeine, he meant. Perhaps there was something to be said about his tolerance. And the fact it steadily built, and built like calcification. There wasn’t much that effect him. And to be fair, he wondered if it ever really had, and it was more of a placebo effect more than anything. 

       Whatever. The grogginess was perhaps merely attributed to the fact he 1) actually slept that night, and 2) slept longer than what he was used to. It was a natural reaction, after all. Right. That was the excuse. How dare he be dependent on something.

      Despite his lack of characteristic crystal clarity, Sei’s burst of excitement didn’t go unnoticed. The sudden change of mood bordered on tangible before it was ever reflected in his voice, and the ripple of blankets catching the air as they were flung from the boy’s small frame. And he found himself silently wishing for the energy to be contagious as pale feet hit the floor, and pattered in their rush against wooden floors. 

      Somehow, Mink managed to keep his composure, and carry through the act of getting dressed rather casually, as if there was no other motive underlying his request for his lover’s company than just that. 

      The concept of birthdays were not exactly lost on Mink, but rather their importance had dulled. It wasn’t something he’d gone out of his way to remember, really, especially as far as himself was concerned. It had long become just another day on the calendar, another 24 hours to blur into the next for another sleepless night, something he’d rather forget if he wasn’t reminded. There was no sense in celebrating something that had no meaning. It was the day he’d come into the world, now with the sole intent on leaving it.

      Then again, it had been so long since he’d allowed anyone close enough to care about trivial things like that.

      Curious how things could change so quickly.

      No, birthdays had little importance to Mink, but he was more than keenly aware of the fact that he was not everyone. And especially not Sei, who might as well have been his opposite in every sense of the word. So maybe it was time to find some importance there.

      The last button of his shirt slipped through the hole, and he finally followed suit.

  Just like that, the day is immensely brighter. As if there was no need to fret, in fact it was unlike him to not jump on the gun and so bluntly ask Mink if he knows what day it is today. Or maybe it's because Sei would rather enjoy that the normally quiet male is the one to make the move first. And it had been him to nonchalantly suggest that he tags along with whatever errands he has to run for the day. Thus the hastened routine to wash up, a smile ever glued to those lips of Sei

    A hum of an obvious birthday tune softly sung from the back of his throat as he washed his face, brushed his teeth and looked at himself in the mirror. Perhaps long ago, months and months ago he abhorred looking at himself. His own reflection, but there is very little of that now. He pauses now and then, but he isn't afraid anymore.    He isn't alone anymore. 

    All washed up and he hurred back to their bedroom to have his turn in dressing up. Such flourish in how he opened the cabinet that had been offered for his share of clothes. Some in...slightly messy piles, but he can tidy it up later, whenever they return. "Where are we go? Should I wear something nice...?" asking aloud in much enthusiasm and thought. As he filtered through his clothes.

    Maybe something a bit dressy, since after all it is his birthday though he had to keep in mind of the weather. The season. It's still fairly hot and humid, but the weather reports the previous evening declared it'd be clear skies for the week. Wasn't long before he located a sleeved button-up shirt, to be a bit lose but drape his frame perfectly; made of light fabric. Once jeans, shoes and coat located to join the ensemble, he was ready, just carefully untucking the now long hair of raven from when it got caught inside of his collar as he hurried to meet Mink in the living room. 

    "Ready!"

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    Neither could resist or simply settle for anything less or obviously lacking when it came to ravishing each other. Nor did Sei want the other man to cease with his touches, especially as he felt them grow more heated and passionate against his skin. Fluyrried breaths edged with pitched moans and soft gasps. Those slender fingers to clutch against the firm rear of his lover as his breath hitched at the teeth that sunk against the pulse of his neck. Perhaps the name again lost within the whimpering moan as he rutted more boldly against the large pelvis. 

    Obviously, quite needy though his mind is incapable of stringing any words of protests or urgences. Instead tilting his chest higher to beckon the warm mouth to continue to claim his body. Quite the tantalizing contrast paired with the brushes of those long, mahogany waves that caressed along his flushed skin. The lace shifting and bunching up in places from their synced movements. 

    If he had been aware Mink was already beginning to relieve himself of his pants, he would have helped. But he was too busy hooking a leg tighter around that waist to yank him to press harder against him. To feel more of him and eventually impatience guided his hand to reach between them and tease any part of Mink's arousal he could touch. Insistent strokes and squeezes as he too peppered kisses along the slope of that thick neck and broad shoulder. 

    Maybe he perhaps grinded even harder as well, to make it plain that the lace can be taken off too....

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                               ❝Sorry, I too can play foul just fine!❞ 

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 [ the inevitable happened. Touken Ranbu muse right in my head and I blame rustandcinnamon ESPECIALLY FOR THE SHIP. LIke I was doing so well in not shipping anyone (mostly because I’m busy trying to get all swords) and WELP ]

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Time was passing, long months ending faster. The ALLmate had continued watching over all this time, though knew it was no longer a necessity. Aoba and Sei, they had one another to watch out for each other now. Yet, it wasn't easy to disappear. At least, he wanted to leave a memento, a proof of his existence. It was why he had Tae help him attain a present for the siblings. For Sei, it was a plush toy, something he believed the older might use, because Sei always hugged something in his sleep.

  Evident with how time continues to wane and fleet without mercy for those who live within it.  Most would fail to count it or pay the slightest attention unless it was out of desperation. For Sei however, he always kept count. Always counted the days borrowed. Days that were treasured and days best forgotten. Along with the silent countdown, he'd been noting the decline of one who is part of their precious circle. 

   And as if he will allow him to fade. He'd noticed the weakening in the existence of Restraint, became hurt that he'd allow himself to. Yet, Ren refused to open up, to speak up and when it began to happen. When he saw the plush toy, the elder urged himself with great haste to reach out. The phantasmal reach of his own soul to surge forth and clutch at Ren's hand. Plea to be etched along his face before he swept himself into Ren's arms, holding on to him as he tried to channel hope into that heart he knew loves him and Aoba. 

   ❝Don't go....it's meaningless if you go....❞ is the mental plea, the thought to be delivered to Ren's own. Still in desperate attempt to halt his leave. The plush toy, while significant due to who gave it, is still just a toy. Nothing could ever replace a soul, an individual's existence. 

  ❝You're needed, you're wanted Ren, please...don't ever think you never are.❞ That's the only present he wants and that's for Ren to have his happiness in life too.

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Quietly, the tattoo artist will sneak into the bedroom, careful not to have the neatly wrapped gift in his arms crinkle too loudly--lest he wake up the Princess! It's only after he places the gift at Sei's bedside that he leans over his sleeping frame, giving the gentlest of kisses to his cheek. "Happy Birthday, Princess." he hums. Hopefully, Sei would like the new baggy sweatshirt and leggings the artist had found in the East District. Sei absolutely loved those things, didn't he?

      As per usual, the petite male not quite the morning person, still tucked in bed, sleeping in. Barely even stirring when the quiet footsteps came, or the presence and sounds of movement. Tucked deep into the back of his mind as to what the date is, even when he is steadily roused by the soft press of something pleasant along his cheek. The hushed words only then beginning to awaken the princess, and the flicker of surprise along the sleepy eyes at finding Mizuki of all people hovering over him. Clarity came to sweep over the inky black hues, as a blush toned those soft cheeks--- he hadn’t expected this. Or maybe, deep down he did hope, especially from his boyfriend, to be greeted by him. Sight of a present on the nightstand.

   ❝I already received a nice present,❞ he whispered, the lethargy still lacing his voice. But the happiness is there, while subtle and he reached out to gently pinch the artist’s nose. ❝Thank you, Mizuki.❞

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「♬♪」Oh how he likes to pop up randomly. (Just like me.) ❝ Sei-saaaaaaan!!! Happy birthday Sei-san!! I got you a gift!! ❞ :D

   ❝Cleaarr---!❞ The fact he even remembered what the occasion was, in spite of his odd appearances, it was still so sweet and endearing. Sei’s own contemplative thoughts about his own birthday beginning to wane more and more due to the warmth and enthusiasm in the greeting. ❝ Thank you, ah---Really...!? Did you really get me something!?❞ 

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  [ I greatly apologize for my absence, I mean this time I have been too distracted by Touken Ranbu. Being tired is not an excuse because the vitamins I was prescribed has been helping me out a lot. Plus, I want to answer all the birthday things I received and I already miss writing for Sei c’: ]