Good night another bad morning

Hello I am: Lucy but nicknamed Calwen. Girl. Slovak. Troublemaker. Shower singer. Dolphin hater. Fairytales believer. Free spirit. Triceratopsian speaker. Unicorn rider. Wild child. Sarcastic and cynical creature. Artoholic and alcoholic. Nice to meet you

[thegoodvybe]

[self-rescuing-princess-blog]

Diary entry nr. 459284

I love traveling. It´s what I always wanted to do. I kinda always wanted to live a nomad life. I am a lone wolf, I don´t mind being alone nor I mind being with lots of people I don´t know.  But right now, when I am packing my stuff and leaving for almost 2 months just to come back and after a while leave for another 3... I feel kind of restless. Kind of sad. And lonely even.  I never really felt at home and never really felt like I fit in anywhere. Even though I have the best friends in the world and I probably never really had a reason to feel that way.  But even now, I still suffer from social anxiety and low self esteem. I still question if people really like me and reasons why they hang out with me.  But after a long time... I finally do feel at home. And loved. And happy.  And I look forward to my travels so freaking much. But at the same time, for a first time in my life probably- I really miss somebody. A lot of people actually.  I never felt like that and I have a bit of a problem to cope with this feeling. Help. I caught feelings. Ugh. 

[thenordroom]

[thenordroom]

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Light Serene Scandinavian apartment via Kvarteret

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[the1975music]

[quotethat]

Don’t settle. Don’t finish crappy books. If you don’t like the menu, leave the restaurant. If you’re not on the right path, get off it.

Chris Brogan (via w-ritings)

[colourfulasarainbow]

Colours of the Rainbow

[cigartate]

Suddenly you’re 21 and you’re screaming along in the car to all the songs you listened to when you were sad in middle school and everything is different but everything is good.

(via flipsidepride808)

This makes me so happy

(via punchdrunklove)

[mariondavies]

Kate Winslet, 1996

[theheartbreakseries-blog]

[papi-cocaine]

I know what I bring to the table, so trust me I’m not scared to eat alone

Just remember that (via johnny-blowskush)

Fucking this

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[booooooom]

[ejacutastic]

brother no

[walczyk]

[whiskandwhittle]

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