self harm quotes

hey. i am a cutter, and i have been free for 1 day from 6/8/2015. if you want to chat just message me.

[iglovequotes]

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[selfharmquotesandtruths-blog]

Waterm-longs

[find-the-beauty-within]

The person I reblogged this from deserves to be happy

[writingsforwinter]

The Morning After I Killed Myself

The morning after I killed myself, I woke up.

I made myself breakfast in bed. I added salt and pepper to my eggs and used my toast for a cheese and bacon sandwich. I squeezed a grapefruit into a juice glass. I scraped the ashes from the frying pan and rinsed the butter off the counter. I washed the dishes and folded the towels.

The morning after I killed myself, I fell in love. Not with the boy down the street or the middle school principal. Not with the everyday jogger or the grocer who always left the avocados out of the bag. I fell in love with my mother and the way she sat on the floor of my room holding each rock from my collection in her palms until they grew dark with sweat. I fell in love with my father down at the river as he placed my note into a bottle and sent it into the current. With my brother who once believed in unicorns but who now sat in his desk at school trying desperately to believe I still existed.

The morning after I killed myself, I walked the dog. I watched the way her tail twitched when a bird flew by or how her pace quickened at the sight of a cat. I saw the empty space in her eyes when she reached a stick and turned around to greet me so we could play catch but saw nothing but sky in my place. I stood by as strangers stroked her muzzle and she wilted beneath their touch like she did once for mine.

The morning after I killed myself, I went back to the neighbors’ yard where I left my footprints in concrete as a two year old and examined how they were already fading. I picked a few daylilies and pulled a few weeds and watched the elderly woman through her window as she read the paper with the news of my death. I saw her husband spit tobacco into the kitchen sink and bring her her daily medication.

The morning after I killed myself, I watched the sun come up. Each orange tree opened like a hand and the kid down the street pointed out a single red cloud to his mother.

The morning after I killed myself, I went back to that body in the morgue and tried to talk some sense into her. I told her about the avocados and the stepping stones, the river and her parents. I told her about the sunsets and the dog and the beach.

The morning after I killed myself, I tried to unkill myself, but couldn’t finish what I started.

[shes-cured]

I needed this tonight

[thequeen117-deactivated20150917]

If you’re looking for a sign not to then this is it. My inbox is open if you think talking to a stranger will help.

[learnhowtoadult]

This is devastating and precious. Wow.

[thespiderpuppies818-deactivated]

If anyone needs this, here you go. Just remember that somebody, somewhere always cares about you.

[boys-hurt-to]

[selfharmquotesandtruths-blog]

hey im back to tumblr.

I have been down a lot recently and trying to keep myself busy :/

pic:(from when I used to leave the house)

[reality-escape-artist]

How do you tell people? How do you tell them that you’re exhausted even though you slept for 10 hours? How do you tell them that you need a break from talking and smiling and simply being near them? How do you tell them that although you love them, you so desperately need to be alone tonight?

Midnight thoughts (I’m burnt out)

[broken-and-recovering-deactivat]

[blissfularry]

this is really hot

[uriellydumb-deactivated20190307]

Imagine Phil:

When you tell him you love him.

[uriellydumb-deactivated20190307]

Imagine Phil:

When you doubt yourself.

[uriellydumb-deactivated20190307]

Imagine Phil:

Asking you to cuddle with him.

"There’s room for you, plenty of it"

[bathinginfire]

I was watching the Disney UK video for Dan and Phil’s cameo roles in BH6, and this one second really stood out to me. Phil’s reaction to seeing himself in the movie is so touching because he just looks so amazed that he actually got to be a part of something this big. Not to mention the fact that Dan is looking at him as if he’s the only other person in the whole world. There is nothing I don’t absolutely love about this one second of pure happiness shared by both of them.

[littleittlscout]

[x]

[techy178945]

I just found the best thing ever!!!!! Dan and Phil Photobombing!!! 

[renegade-is-in-my-blood]

[im2weirdforu]