Shine Bright.

some dreams

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stuck in the middle with me.

Lately I have been feeling stuck. Some people say the pandemic isn’t affecting them but I think it’s really affecting me. I miss yoga so much. I miss getting dressed up and going out on the town. I miss not wearing masks. I miss how much more excited and happy everyone was. I miss things not being depressing.

Right now I just feel like my life is on pause. Im living at home, and I work at a seniors home. But my job hasn’t been the same happy thing since the pandemic.

Which is why I think I need to find my own happiness. In small things. It can be as simple as listening to the sound clips of rain on a cabin as I fall asleep. Getting rest. eating healthily. being a good girlfriend. Doing my best at my job. Being a good family member.

My family is driving me crazy, I don’t feel that I am treated my age. 

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objective.

I want small town

americana

working in a flower shop.

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Part 1 of self portrait

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vision.

autumn jumps to the front of the line

I eye artists with muscular degeneration

and marvel at how they can still conceive

I too would like to make beautiful things

but to make beautiful things,

you have to live a beautiful life.

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🎃Cozy Autumn Blog👻

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I've learned that I still have a lot to learn.

— Maya Angelou

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soft light dances in the air

we let down our hair

soft light dances

everywhere

the cold air bites at our skin, which we hide in

we get comfortable with our baggier attire

in the ancient times we may have done a dance around a fire to mark this turning of the seasons

now we buy seasonal lattes

nostalgic, I am, for another time and land

I see glimpses of it in the shire in lord of the rings

where tribal bonding was at the forefront of the everyday

there's nothing to do but adapt to this technolgical age, which also happens to be diseased

in the 60s kids fought in Vietnam they fought

now we hibernate

and wait out the storm.

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Could you imagine?

Could you imagine a life without technology?

Could you imagine a life where spirituality is all you have?

Could you imagine knowing what your surroundings mean? When you see a butterfly vibe with the trees you automatically smile because you know that your ancestors, God, angels, or whoever you believe in sent you a message and you instantly understand it.

We are so deep in our advanced civilization that technology rules us but not as much as the future... Before technology we had nothing to do. There was a time when books, televisions, cellphones, newspapers, and the food we ate did not exist or it looked completely different than what it looks like now. You would wake up not knowing what time, day, or year it was. You were so eager to go outside and find something to do. In 2020 the “middle class and lower class” is in a stand still period not knowing what is about to happen next and not informed of the new technology or the “next big thing.” This year is the year of seeing 20/20 vision. Everyone keeps saying how wild 2020 is and yes they are right but before life can continue some things have to change. Our world is about to take a step into the future so get ready and It is up to us to figure out what nature means again while it’s still here.. do you remember the story of the Lorax?

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Fall: change and possibility

Lately fall has arrived and i feel my emotions shifting with the change of seasons. I bought a burnt orange toque from H&M that I really love today, and today i christened the turn of seasons with a Pumpkin Spice Latte from Starbucks which felt monumental. A new season marks new possibilities. I feel that the themes of this one will be “seriousness”, “determination” and “studiousness”. Things at work are tough right now at the Long Term Care facility. I still really love what I do but the changes brought on in the home due to covid 19 are challenging. Our home is fighting to remain covid free but we are now opening up the home to “essential visitors’ so there is some uncertainty about the future, there. I not necessarily fear covid personally and yet I totally do at the same time. It’s such a strange time to be living in, and i’m sure everyone is feeling it. We must all be more resilient than we used  to be. 

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Natural 🌙💛

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Clarice Lispector, tr. by Elizabeth Lowe, Água Viva

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