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selfship confession blog !

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—PSD , Divider

Welcome to the @selfship-chatbox ! a Dream/Selfship Confession (side)blog! HEAVILY inspired by @/selfship-confession-void,This blog may run on a queue in the future,but for the meanwhile? i’ll be posting confessions manually!

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Rules under the cut! ^_^)

Pro./dark.shippers,RPF selfshippers,and people who selfship with rapists,racists,or pedophiles— please don’t interact/follow.

Venting is welcomed! just avoid being hateful

Kindly refrain from namedropping F/Os or People,you are welcome to assign emojis to the character you’re talking about!

Don’t use the word “Simp”,asks containing the word will be deleted,apologies!!

Don’t use slurs,even ones you can reclaim! asks containing any will be deleted,again,apologies!!

I’m a minor,so please keep that in mind! no NSFW confessions,but I’m okay with suggestive jokes/comments,Said confessions will be tagged #suggestive (and other warnings will be tagged in “#CW (topic)” fashion)

Don’t talk about AI chatbots,or anything involving generative AI,Unless you’re talking about,for example,quitting c.ai,or complaining about people AI generating content of your F/O,etc!

I make mistakes sometimes… (a lot!) so please let me know if i do something wrong!!!

Thank you for reading, & have fun confessing!!

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My f/o is an extremely popular character and although I'm non sharing, I'd rather see other self inserts or OCs being shipped with him over content of the popular canon ships for him. Sadly, a lot of my fellow selfshippers are extremely possessive (when it comes to him, I mean) and it sucks because it makes me refrain from trying to talk to other fans of the character in case they get aggressive towards me. I wish I could find a friend to gush about him and my selfship to.

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I want to get rid of my love for this character. Buckle up, this is gonna be long.

My favorite character has been around for a long time, but only recently became popular due to retconning and reworking in the game. This attracted tons of new fans and especially shippers, who started shipping him with his best friend. Strangely enough, the company began catering to these fans, even though nothing like this happened for the previous 10 years. Knowing how this company operates, I'm afraid ship might become canon purely because of its popularity. They're already being called soulmates, people keep talking about "interpretation," the company releases ambiguous merch, and adds weird lines to the characters' dialogue.

Since then, my favorite has brought me nothing but endless pain and zero joy. Over the years of loving him, I accumulated tons of merch, commissioned art, and just memories... I've already deleted all games featuring him, took down all posters from my walls because I can't stand looking at his face. I have this strange feeling of being betrayed.

The worst part is that I can't just forget him or quickly find a replacement. He was everything to me. He was my joy at the end of a tough workday. He was my reason to live and work so I could buy new merch featuring him.

I know some people are perfectly fine yumeshipping even with characters who already have canonical love interests, or even characters with different orientations. But it causes me so much discomfort... It's such a popular ship that gets discussed everywhere just to rack up likes. I can't even count on getting solo merch anymore. The irony is that if I had initially looked at the character from that angle, I would never have liked him.

And I'm not even nonsharing, I'm totally fine with other yume/riako fans, but what really hurts me is the canon itself. Because now the company is only catering to shippers. And this kind of canon interpretation literally changes my favorite's personality, since now his actions can be explained by feelings toward another man, which completely contradicts how he was perceived even 5 years ago.

Like, who am I even in love with anymore? This pathetic misogynist who would devote all his attention to his friend instead of me??? I don't know what to do. It's not even a real problem, but it still throws me into a genuine depressive cycle.

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Tw

I need advice. I have dreams about my f/o, but he only takes on the role of my abuser. I end up really stressed and scared during the dreams as they’re also usually very graphic. I feel bad because he canonically is very evil, but even he can be shown to at least slightly care for people he truly loves. They’re the only dreams I have about him and it makes me sad. Has anyone had the same problem, and if so how do I stop these dreams?

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i selfship with a character who has a canon spouse and i feel genuine guilt over it sometimes (I also have morality OCD, which may play a factor) because she doesn't really have a character arc outside of my f/o, and i feel like i can't have my f/o and my OC get married because of it (in my au, my f/o doesn't marry her and they just remain friends, but still) and I feel guilty when I imagine my own scenarios because I feel like a terrible person who's stolen away a woman's husband 😭

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uhhh tw for mention of stalking ig?

I am such a horrible person.

Right. So I’m non-sharing. No big deal for me, I just block doubles the second I see them. But I legitimately can’t help myself from going back and lurking on their profiles. For some reason, making myself uncomfortable like that also makes me feel validated?? Just today I almost crossed the line into actually stalking an account of a double I particularly disliked.

🔆 would probably think I’m a fucking creep for this.

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i love seeing my f/os with other characters or other s/is lowkey

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so i have trouble sleeping sometimes (most times) but yk who helps? 🎲. every night if i just put some white noise on and snuggle a pillow imagining it's 🎲 i fall asleep within 30 minutes. shoutout my fiancé he's the best

-💜💄 anon

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[pinkbowsandstripedsocks]

[edwardspoonhands]

Honestly, Tvyek is pretty miraculous. It’s permeable to water vapor but not to water, it’s nearly impossible to tear, but can be easily cut. It’s cheap and made entirely without binding chemicals. In addition to being used for wristbands, it’s used to wrap construction sites to keep out water during construction, for tear-resistant envelopes at Fed-Ex, coveralls for mechanics, and my wallet, actually.

Fun tip, though it looks like paper, Tyvek is plastic, and cannot be recycled with paper.

[fairypsychicarchive]

[andromedafalls]

holy fuc

[piisbetterthanpie]

I didn’t even know it had a name

[frostedshadow]

WHAT

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Im so nonsharing that even seeing my f/os with a canon character kind of sets me off.

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Good morning!!! just letting you guys know i'll be temporarily closing the inbox for finals week !!!! it'll be open again around july 3rd-4th!!!!

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Good evening! its the 5th now, BUT! The inbox is officially open again!!!!!

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Good morning!!! just letting you guys know i'll be temporarily closing the inbox for finals week !!!! it'll be open again around july 3rd-4th!!!!

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I'm in the TRENCHES right now, I've been thinking about selfshipping with a character from a horror game, but just heavily AU-ing the guy to make it where I don't feel as awkward about it....

This has been going on for days now, I've been seriously on the fence :|

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i loveeee 🎲 we just got engaged and he's SOOOO silly :3

my youtooz figure is arriving when i get back home i'm SO excited!!!!

also in a server i'm in i've successfully influenced multiple people into engaging with his source material i'm so happy

i've never felt this way with anyone before. he's genuinely so amazing and perfect

thank you 🎲 for changing my life forever

(his themes are entirely too short though sighs)

-💜💄 anon

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selfshipping with a guy who already has a wife and kids is so funny (cause its me) hey guys. meet 🪗. And his wife. who's also my wife. and their kids. who are also my kids. yay. yip pee!!

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Tw for outing

my best friend fucking outed me as bisexual by just shouting multiple fucking times that I was in love with my male f/o in front of an entire crowd of people in public after I told them not to multiple times for the sake of a joke. I’ve been struggling with my sexuality SO FUCKING HARD and I wanted to keep my f/o fucking secret and they KNOW THIS. Now every single person I’m friends and an entire crowd of strangers know I am bisexual and that I have a crush on my f/o. I hate my life. My friends are fucking assholes. I feel so humiliated and worthless and unloveable and I want to cry.

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Tw for abuse mention

ok I think I’m developing a teensy weensie crush on a character 😳😳😳😳😳😳😳 gulp. But he’s kind of like the patron saint of bad fictional fathers and is like a textbook bad guy. Now in real life I have a really bad father. he was very abusive and distant towards me and my immediate family and did a ton of other really terrible things (we don’t see him anymore thankfully). But I can very safely say that I feel much safer around this character than my father and I find it extremely funny. Sure why not let’s spend time with evil mcmurderface badfather and not my actual dad

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