Judas Cradle, Pear of Anguish, Cat's Paw
// Torture Devise-Inspired Headcanons
Judas Cradle: Would your muse rather suffer physically, or be humiliated? Severus, without a single doubt, would rather suffer physically than be humiliated. Humiliation reflects poorly on one’s character and therefore makes them seem WEAK because everyone can see when someone is humiliated. In his own mind, it would make him feel as though he were less, I don’t know, respectable? Whereas suffering physically can be easily hidden and therefore, doesn’t reflect poorly on one’s character to everyone around him. It’s really two things, I suppose: either they don’t know and it doesn’t effect how he is seen, or they do know and they fear him because they know what he can withstand. So for sure, he would suffer physically before he was humiliated.
Pear of Anguish: In what ways is your muse sexually deviant, if at all? Just like any human being, Severus has sexual tendencies. However, I think that ( at least in my own opinion ! ) any sexual deviancy is really in his younger years as opposed to his older years. Old body, you know - doesn’t really work anymore. However, in regards to sexual deviancy, it’s really a lot of light bdsm --- handcuffs, mild restraints, and things of that nature. He wouldn’t be opposed to light marking, though anything that would be easily seen by others in his everyday attire would be forbidden. Hitting, or anything of the sort, would be forbidden for him because it has a tendency to stir up unwanted memories ( and, in general, he respects his partner(s) and therefore isn’t going to put them in a position where they are uncomfortable or unequal to him ). I can imagine that maybe in his younger years, he experimented with things such as any ‘true physical pain’ in the bedroom, and it really sparked up a lot of unwanted memories and feelings and really negatively impacted his opinions on how sexual interactions should go. He’s also very picky and choosy with his partners, but honestly that will be saved for another time in which I really sit down and write this shit out !
Cat’s Paw: What’s your muse’s reaction to gore? It is as normal to him as staring at a potion, honestly. I’ll just BRIEFLY touch on this because, spoiler alert: I’ll be expanding on it in the future. However, in my opinion, to become a Death Eater you have to be almost -- I guess, immune to blood, gore, death, etc. Right? I mean, if the Dark Lord asks you to kill, then you’re going to kill and you better not feel a thing about it ( kind of reflects back to that humiliation or physical pain thing, eh? ). So I imagine that blood and gore isn’t really a stunning thing to Severus. First off, with an abusive father, I’m positive that he has bled and he has seen his mother bleed on multiple occasions. -- and then, in the beginning of working with Death Eaters, I’m sure they experienced a variety of tasks or were sent on a variety of ‘missions’ ( for literal lack of better term ) that they witnessed things that would make any man’s blood curl. For Severus, while they were nauseating and they bothered him, they weren’t absolutely terrible. However, with the years to follow and etc., I’m sure he becomes more immune to blood/gore and even though he still thinks it unnecessary, it doesn’t bother him.