Stay Consistent or Face the Consequences
Right, yes, mean title. But the truth is the law is always working perfectly. So to keep you in check here’s my lil story time of me falling off and facing the consequences (and how i’ve picked myself back up).
I have been talking to my SP for months. Now I won’t lie SP and I have a long history from before I knew the law, and I have greatly had to work on mental arguments etc as well as negative expectations. After 2-3 months we began talking properly, not just as friends, but still taking it slow. Two weeks ago he finally verbalised how he felt about me and it was AMAZING. But over the course of the last 3 months I have also been PARANOID. going through his followers/following, feeling insecure, “confronting” him about it all while also expecting him to react negatively.
And how do you think that went? negatively. And the more I allowed myself to get up all in the 3D, get mad etc, the law was working and he reflected my behaviours, he now did start interacting with the girls i was scared of. Finally a bomb dropped that in the last couple days he had started talking to another girl, one of the ones i kept looking up in my own time.
Of course I spiralled, and of course he was straight up mean, because all of this, were fears and paranoia that I was letting run rampant. The man who wants me and wants to do everything with me was gone because i fed and fed and fed myself this horrible version of him. So what else could the law do? my affirmations of him loving me did not outweigh the sheer amount of fear and overthinking i did about him.
It worked well enough that he told me he really did mean how he felt about me, yet that wasn’t stopping him from talking to another girl.
The simple fact is it’s all there. The reason he started acting different, the reason things didn’t go right or fast or blah blah, and guess what the reason was? Ding ding ding…. me. The constant fear about if he really liked me, about these other girls. And it hurt so bad - and worst of all I ruined my favourite day, valentine’s day!!
After spiralling, crying, complaining to all my friends (ughhh), swearing off of him… I did have to realise that it wasn’t his fault. He does love me, but the law is the law. I gave him no choice on how to act, i let my fears run rampant in my daily life every single day. I let myself go from being priority to being an insecure mess who didn’t feel good enough.
This story has a good end though, because the law is the law. Picking myself up and dusting myself off, at least i now have a very clear area to target with my affirmations and my story with him. Simply revise the situation, be true to how much he loves me, how all he does is tell this other girl how much he loves me ;). It really is that simple (I have manifested a LOT, I promise it really is).
Hold that mental diet up because you deserve to thrive, not be a side dish. Manifestation is easy, it’s up to you to hold yourself accountable.
PSA: do not now be terrified of every little negative thought you have, those don’t matter. I let my insecurities become my new story, 90% of my thoughts when i thought about us. You’re doing fine, just do right by yourself. <3