Today was my 21st birthday.... I didnt have similar bad bday years ago (maybe at primary school).
The whole story started few weeks ago, when my friends guessed we could meet, but some days later they cancelled it. I was so sad, I was so exciting beacuse of the meeting, I saw the whole group, THE SQUAD, ... I dont know, maybe a year ago... so this made me sad.
Than, the weekend before my birthday we went a shop mall to bought my present. I really want a pandora bracelet with charms, I really love it. A pandora bracelet with a number 21 charm (because of my age), but it ran out, so I decided to choose an aries charm (this is my horoscopic sign), but it was only one the other side of the capital city. Now, I dont have anything bracelet or present.
And this morning, morning of my birthday, was everything good, I thougt... But during the day everything went wrong... again. I figured out that the whole weekend and the cancelled meeting was a sign that my birthday couldn’t be good. In the afternoon my boyfriend got an email that his degree work has lots of mistakes and he has two days until the deadline. So he’s not sleep with me this night. And I know I’m awful, but his present was flowers and sweets...again...and I love flowers and every sweets in the world, but I want something personal from him, not “just” flowers and sweets...
Top of the day, my celebrate dinner wasn’t good enough, my mom forgot the tomato sauce about the pizza (who forget the tomato sauce about pizza????) and I know it’s not a very big problem, I’m just tired and sad and I have headache and I just want to be alone, watch my series and sleep....
And the weather wasn’t in april mood...all of the day is rainning and the wind is blowing.
I don’t know will be somebody in this world who read this, but I want to apologize, because I know my problem isn’t so very big how I write it down, but I have to write it out myself.
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