a vent blog

going to silent hill you guys want anything

[dietcokeg1rl]

Don’t report just block!

Take this into consideration before looking at my profile

[sensorygoblin]

you seem pretty alive for someone who thought they die by their own hand that’s crazy

[scoutology]

#crysobbing

[fairycosmos]

OHHHH i get it now i was supposed to die as a child

[angelwithakn1fe]

[angelwithakn1fe]

[lemedstudent2021]

grief and love and the human condition i suppose

[cataclysmictide]

in my head you're alive and we sit down for dinner and talk it all out

[pierppasolini]

Bones and All (2022) // dir. Luca Guadagnino

[holesss]

Halsey // Frank O'hara // David Cronenberg // Raw (2016) // Possession (1981) // Richard Siken // Mahmoud Darwish // Bones and all (2023) // Jennifer's body (2009) // Tove Lo // Buffy the vampire slayer // Saw (2004) // Melissa Broder // Jessie Ware // Björk wearing a wedding gown that has been pierced to her body // Marie Howe // Fka Twigs // The passenger (2023) // Tesis (1996) // Japanese Breakfast

[aesrot]

shout out to people who's family isnt entirely bad or entirely good, but something in between and you dont know how to feel about them. you feel angry but you also feel guilty, because you know they genuinely love and care about you, but sometimes they show it in a way you know its not okay. your feelings are valid, your anger and sadness and grief are valid, and you dont have to prove this to no one. bigger shout out to those with memory issues who know something isnt right but can't recall all of the bad events, only the feelings, which only increases the guilt.

[scorpionlafemme]

[disasterhimbo]

[ID: Highlighted body text that says, “Disappointing people is practically a rite of passage in creating a life that is [italics] yours [end italics], rather than one your parents, family, friends or even a younger, more conditioned version of yourself might have imagined for you.” End ID.]

[lamignonette]

[megthemariner]

@ryebreadgf / The Truth About Grief, Fortesa Latifi / bone deep, m.v.e / Sidewalk, Richard Silken / unknown / 60 hours, m.v.e / @itsblackleader / Salt, Nayyirah Waheed / @heavensghost

[unspokengrief]

I am a servant for my mothers unhappiness. I can make myself smaller, mother, I can become quieter. I am a wound that you can’t stop picking. I take scraps from dinner as little parts of love. I know that I am not easy to love. I know I wear my sadness so visibly that you’ve become ashamed of me. Make me small, crush me up in the palms of your hands. Destroy me for breakfast and devour me for lunch, leave nothing left of me, not even for the birds. Eat me. Eat me up. It’s too late to apologise now, sorry means nothing when you’re choking on my leftovers.

— Hannah Green, from “Are you still hungry, Mother?”

[sirius-you-know]

you think you've broken the cycle but then you notice yourself scrolling Tumblr looking for posts relatable to share your trauma

[blackdrag0nfish]