moon princess

oh hyerin, also known as raina drama club, boxing and dance team arts enthusiast and free spirit ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆

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hidden in a boundless galaxy \\ ksj&ohr.

no matter how consistent jin stays committed with his eight hour sleeping schedule, one night of staying up all night can instantly screw over his sleeping patterns. habits are hard to break, so he concludes that he’ll forever stay a night owl. and nothing can change that — especially when he has been chatting with his best friend online for two hours now. he doesn’t think of himself as an interesting person, but they’ve literally discussed a variety of topics already. jin likes to think that it’s because they haven’t spoken in a while since they both have been swamped with school matters.

[ 03:45:01] wyatt: ㅎㅎ which is more ridiculous: cosplaying sailor moon for the entire school day or reciting her pre-battle speech in front of everyone on the quad?

[ 03:45:44] wyatt: cuz one of those will totally get your attention, yeah?

[ 03:46:17] wyatt: haha i’m seriously considering these spontaneous meet-up options \(≥∀≤)/ 

it doesn’t surprise jin that his best friend over the net, raina, is enrolled in the same university as him. yet, making plans to meet up soon is both exciting and nerve wrecking. perhaps the only thing he fears is how they’ll react to one another — whether it’s physically or emotionally — in real life. online, jin is a lot more open with a more considerate, positive side he doesn’t usually show toward others. and he fears that his “ungrateful narcissism” and other negative flaws would ruin what he showcases himself to raina online.

[seongraina]

It was impossible for Hyerin to be in a lousy mood when talking to her best friend. Sure, she had a rather hectic day--tests in all of her classes and far too many assignments due--but Wyatt was far more important than resting. Besides, they were discussing how they'd meet up. Although Hyerin was wildly nervous, afraid Wyatt may not like the person he meets with face-to-face. It was a silly insecurity to have--would years of friendship come to an abrupt end just like that? It was possible, but Hyerin was determined not to allow that to happen.

[3:46:33] raina: why not do both?! ㅋㅋ

[3:46:45] raina: the pre-battle speech is a really good idea, though. it's like a mating call!!

[3:46:50] you could say the first part, and i'd shout back the last part!!

[3:46:54] raina: then BAM. we meet!! ヽ(＾Д＾)ﾉ

Hyerin chewed her lip with a smirk; though she'd enjoy to see her best friend in a full Sailor Moon cosplay, she didn't want to draw too much attention. Despite being involved in theatre, Hyerin didn't particularly enjoy being in the spotlight in regular settings. She did, however, revel in leading roles, standing centre stage in front of a large audience. But the stage wasn't real life, and Hyerin preferred to live reality in modesty. 

[seongraina]

so i can probably only do a maximum of one or two replies a day.

i'm really sorry ;A;

ps i also recently brought in seunghyun so this applies to him as well!!

pps i remade my skype, so if you'd like to either plot with raina or seung then, by all means, message me there!

skype: nanlinas

[seongraina]

☆ ` valar morghulis ; ohr, nbh.

[jcksnlngfrd]

His sheepish grin only stretched wider as he nodded, finding himself looking back at the screen more than the girl his butt had almost squashed. “I am~ I completely forgot today was the season premier tho. Shame on me, right?” Looking back at her, he lifted his hand up, lightly smacking the back of it with his other like a silly punishment followed by a quiet chuckle. Eyes flowing back ahead as the intro dissipated into a new scene playing out before them.

He felt so….. Giddy….? Was that the right word? Jittery maybe? Or excited- Yes, excited, it seemed more masculine and less embarrassing on his part. It seemed longer than necessary for the wait to this fresh season and he would soak up all he could. Body leaning forwards with his elbows placed upon his thighs while his palms helped prop up his chin. Intrigued that the show was subtitled. Of course, it seemed logical but it looked so odd to him- an English speaker, to see it translated in anyways. This minor distraction wasn’t enough for him to deter from his enjoyment or the story of the episode folding out in front of his eyes.

[seongraina]

Hyerin only hummed in response, much too enthralled by the scene unfolding before her. It was mostly a recap of past events, Hyerin wincing instinctively at all the clips of the Starks dying. Although Daenerys was her favourite character, she had a soft spot for the Winterfell family. Even after watching the past three seasons as many times as she had, their deaths still stung her heart just as much as the first time. 

She wanted to say something to the other, but he seemed just as absorbed as Hyerin was herself. Commercial break, she decided, nodding her head and watching on, excitement glimmering in her eyes.

After what felt like only minutes of the show, the commercial break ensued and Hyerin latched onto the opportunity to familiarise herself with her new companion. "So, what's your name?" Hyerin offered a warm smile, introducing herself. "I'm Hyerin."

[seongraina]

mother of dragons ☆ @sailorraina 30s ago

someone invent this and make the world a better place!! ٩(●˙▿˙●)۶…⋆ฺ 

mother of dragons ☆ @sailorraina 46s ago

and there was a new flavour every day...

mother of dragons ☆ @sailorraina 51s ago

it was bubble tea...

mother of dragons ☆ @sailorraina 1m ago

what if there were water fountains but instead of water...

[seongraina]

i normally have two in rps so it's kind of unusual that i haven't even mapped a second one out yet!!

i have a particularly strong muse for a particularly goofy guitarist... heh...

i haven't decided if i'll bring him in yet but i guess you'll all have to wait and see~

[seongraina]

☆ ` valar morghulis ; ohr, nbh.

[jcksnlngfrd]

With his cheeks puffed out, the tall male sighed. He was tired, having just written up his assignment for his lit class as well as finishing off some phone calls to not only his parents but his manager as well. That bossy man seemed to want to have Khun come away for almost all his days off- It took a long winded struggle to get him to agree to his lack of appearances and such but Nichkhun had finally won out.

Eh..? How did I end up in here? A frown creased his forehead, muddling up his perfect features to show his confusion. The young male couldn’t recall being in this place before but it seemed like it fit well with the rest of campus- Chic, modern and aesthetically pleasing and- What was that? His vigilant eyes snapped over to the sound of music playing. Music that was rather familiar and Nichkhun, being the geek that he was, recognized it within a matter of seconds. Of course! It was the new episode for one of his favorite shows. How could he forget such a thing?

His long legs helped close the distance between the large flat screen and himself. Almost not noticing the small female perched comfortably on the sofa and he jolted, having almost hat on the poor girl. “Ah! I- Oh- Apologies. Mianhae.” The young man was all too quick to turn around and bow repeatedly in his apologies. “I uh, didn’t see you there I saw this show on and.. Heh.” Bringing a hand up to rub at the back of his neck in his awkward state. Taking a seat instead on one of the plush armchairs.

[seongraina]

Hyerin drummed her fingers on her thigh; she had to do something, anything, to kill time. The premiere is today, right? she wondered, anxiously biting her lip. She wasn't foolish enough to mix up dates, oh no, she took Game of Thrones far too seriously to ever allow a mix up as silly as that. Why isn't it starting? It's a minute late...

Right on cue, the all too familiar theme song filled the silent room, Hyerin nearly falling off the cough in sheer excitement, bobbing her head along to the powerful tune. If there was one song that fired Hyerin up the most, it was certainly this very theme song. And it felt so good to hear the song knowing a new episode would follow in just moments.

She was shaken from her anticipation when a stranger spoke. She hadn't noticed the young man until he'd apologised, honestly. Offering him a friendly smile, Hyerin gestured for him to join her. She found it a little bizarre that she was the only person in the student centre at the time, and company was more than welcome. "It's no problem!" she assured. "So... Are you a fan?"

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[hverin]

레이나 for 뷰티바이블

[seongraina]

☆ ` valar morghulis ; ohr, nbh.

The day had finally come, the day Hyerin had been waiting months for; the season four premiere of Game of Thrones. To put it simply, Hyerin was an absolute fanatic of the show, having watched the last three seasons half a dozen times each, and even read the books. She loved it to bits, and any friend of hers knew exactly how excited she was today. Hell, she'd been counting down the days since the date was announced.

Rather than being curled up in bed, laptop perched atop her stomach and bearded dragon curled under her chin, she was cooped up in the student centre. Why? Her laptop was currently in the shop for repairs. Something about a word Hyerin had never even heard before she'd called tech support, and unfortunately, her laptop wouldn't be fixed until the end of the week. Nevertheless, she wouldn't let a technical difficulty like a broken laptop get in the way of her favourite show.

Now here she was, situated comfortably on one of the many couches, seated directly in front of the tv. The episode would be starting any second now, and Hyerin shook in anticipation.

It was finally time.

[seongraina]

☆ ` day 7/30 days of character development ;

Undoubtedly, Hyerin would erase the moment her mother confessed to not being her biological mother, and instead, was her aunt. It made Hyerin furious. Not for being lied to--though in a sense, that was why--but because Hyerin saw it as her mother doubting herself as being a proper parent.

Hyerin's mother raised her better than anyone ever could, and Hyerin really couldn't imagine a better mother. It hurt Hyerin to see her mother so hurt over not being her "real" mother. Hyerin refused to call her anything short of mum, and any request to be referred to as an aunt would be sternly denied.

A mother is a mother, neither blood nor law can trample on motherly actions. Hyerin's mother cared for her diligently and loved her unconditionally. If she had been raised by any other person, Hyerin is absolutely positive she wouldn't have overcome the problems she had in the past.

[xseonghongbin]

Δ [h] because of you ; lhb ` ohr

[xseonghongbin]

He coughed quietly as he waited for his phone to buzz and signify that his girlfriend had replied to his message. He was still so tired and his chest ached, and his head hurt and he was dizzy — everything was wrong and this was why he had to end their relationship. He had the very real sense that he was going to die, and it only added to his conviction that he had to end their relationship. If he didn’t, if he died, and he left her here — he would never forgive himself, and he knew it. He knew he was putting enough stress on her already, he could see it in her eyes, and yet she remained with him. Perhaps it was because she didn’t want to disrupt his life; it was chaotic enough as it was and to add another blip — maybe she feared it would ruin him.

In the end, it was just the better decision in the long run for her. For him, nothing was a good choice — he could continue to stay with her and yes, he would be happy (and maybe she would too) but he would forever be wracked with guilt at holding her back and plagued with the constant fear that he would leave her. For her, though, she had everything to gain and nothing to lose.

[ text — hyerin ♥ ] i’ll be waiting for you

[ text — hyerin ♥ ] i love you

The problem was that he did love her. He loved her enough to let her go, because this was the better decision for both of them. He still felt as though the illness was clutching at his chest and trying to pull him back down into the depths he had barely escaped from, and it was all he could do to fight back against it, antibiotics in his system and his room sterilized beyond all belief; visitors had to go through the same process before they could enter.

Absently, he rubbed at the area around the still tender burns on his chest. They had assured him that it would heal, likely with faint scars, but he was altogether much better off than he would have been. How long would it take her to get here? Time didn’t seem to pass by properly anymore, not while he was stuck in here, and even less so since he had been brought back. It felt like minutes were hours and hours were seconds, and nothing was right anymore.

[seongraina]

Painfully out of breath, Hyerin strode into the building, mere instinct guiding her to Hongbin's floor and ultimately his room. She'd been here half a thousand times, she'd memorised every hallway, every hand sanitising station, every speck on the floor that even with a restless mind, she still managed to clean her hands and make it to Hongbin's door.

Mere seconds before placing her hand on the knob to let herself in, she felt her phone vibrate once more. She knew it was Hongbin, and she knew she'd see him in a moments time, that he'd probably repeat whatever it was he'd sent but Hyerin couldn't not read it. Something compelled her to slide her phone from its confines and read the message. The moment her eyes registered the second message, she regretted reading it. Those three words were enough to send her into another storm of tears, tears she had to choke back so as not to upset Hongbin. Tears that burnt her eyes, that clawed her throat dry as she forced a smile and stepped inside.

"Hey, you," Hyerin whispered, too frightened that if she spoke any louder, she'd completely break down. There were a million words she wanted to say to her boyfriend, a million words swirling in the back of her head, but she simply wasn't ready to say them, and she feared she never would be. Hyerin knew she had to tell him; she knew that being dishonest with the only person who treated her with decency would eat her alive more than any bully ever could. Hongbin deserved better, and Hyerin knew full well she wasn't worthy of being his girlfriend. She planned on telling him that, but the words were stuck, fear holding them back.

Hyerin's biggest fear was losing Hongbin. She lived every day understanding that he could take his last breath, and she'd long since accepted that. She wasn't afraid of him dying; hell, she wouldn't be too far behind him, gladly following him to death. Death wasn't the issue here; the issue was losing him mentally, emotionally. Hyerin was afraid he'd stop loving her, afraid he'd stop thinking about her. The girl would admit to being selfish, and it was unfair of her to want these things of someone she didn't deserve; she also knew that he'd be better off not loving her, not thinking about her. Hyerin would eternally curse herself if his dying thoughts were of his girlfriend's lips on someone else's. A girl's.

Instead, she placed a shaky hand atop of his, the gesture speaking volumes that Hyerin couldn't, and asked, "What's up?"

[hverin]

[seongraina]

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mao ✉ (just about finished!) 

taemin ✉

jackson ✉

nana ✉? 

dara ✉

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jason

seokjin

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minhyuk

yongguk

taeyeon

yixing

himchan

sulli

hongbin

taehyung

sunny

taeha

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[seongraina]

☆ ` meeting through music ; ohr, byg.

[byglion]

"really?" Yongguk licked his lips before giving her a full on gummy smile "I’ll be performing this Friday" he said keeping his eyes on her "if you could make it, it would be completely awesome" Yongguk nodded in excitement no one besides his closest friends had ever watched him perform. "I’ll treat it like underground just for you" he said chuckling.

His smile became wider seeing her agree to learning together, he wasn’t sure why but he genuinely enjoyed being around her despite just having met her, there was something about Hyerin that made him feel so comfortable, something he didn’t feel often when meeting people. “I live in the complex that’s a few miles away from campus” Yongguk looked up, he had just for a second forgotten the name of his own complex. “crap” he murmured laughing softly “I completely forgot the name”  He rested his chin in his hand, it would absolutely bug him if he couldn’t remember. 

"Just a moment" he smiled pulling his phone from his back pocket the fact that his mind had gone blank was killing him. "It’s the Gangjeon Complex, but yes I have a twin!" he looked up at her from his phone "sorry, not remembering was really bugging me" he said before focusing back on his phone. Yongguk played on the screen opening the picture gallery, a smile surfaced enlarging a specific picture. After taking a short glance, he got slightly closer to show hyerin the picture on his screen “that me, my sister and twin” he pointed out from left to right before allowing her to get a good look.

Yongguk shook his head immediately, “oh, don’t worry” he said though he would love to hear her composed songs he understood why she couldn’t show him right then. “there’s always next time” he said in hopes to cheer her up “besides” his eyes followed her hand as her fingers gently trailed along the instrument “besides, what you can do with your guitar is a thousand times more impressive than my music” he nodded with a grin “all you really need is your guitar to create beautiful pieces.” 

[seongraina]

Stars replaced Hyerin's eyes as she pondered her schedule for the rest of the week, praying Friday was free. Though, knowing herself a little too well, she'd probably make room for Yongguk's performance regardless. Cheerfully, Hyerin announced with the utmost confidence, "I'll be there!" She couldn't help but chuckle at his next remark. Feigning a gasp and dramatically pressing the back of her hand to her forehead as she leaned back, Hyerin exasperated, "Would you really? For little ol' me?" Her eyes fluttered closed, an over-dramatic dreamy sigh escaping her lips, though she couldn't hold back a snort of laughter at the end of her act.

Hyerin snickered at the other's expense; there was something so amusing about people forgetting the things they should know better than anything. Hyerin was no exception to it either; she forgot things on a daily basis. It was a miracle she hadn't forgotten her own name when introducing herself. Snickering still, she waited for the other to come upon the answer.

"Ah, Gangjeon Complex!" Hyerin nodded her head. She had plenty of friends there and was quite familiar with the building. "It's a pretty popular place." She sighed. "I wish I could live there too, but I'm only a sophomore." It wasn't that Hyerin disliked the dorms--she really quite liked the closeness to the campus--she just hated that her bearded dragon wasn't exactly welcomed and was instead kept in secret like some sort of runaway delinquent in hiding. It upset her to think that an angel such as Jojo wasn't permitted in the dorms, but she understand, despite disagreeing with the rule altogether. 

Hyerin leaned in to examine the photo closely. She always feared not being able to tell twins apart, so as to avoid that altogether, Hyerin studied each face closely, her scrunched-up thinking face fully evident. However, what caught her attention the most was Yongguk's sister in the middle. An audible gasp slipped out of her mouth as her eyes widened and she leaned back. "Your parents must be really good looking," she said sheepishly, rubbing the back of her neck. She frowned. "I wish I had siblings."

Next time. Hyerin liked the idea of there being several next times, times filled with the two of them basking in music and sharing songs with one another. She could already feel the buds of a beautiful friendship blooming, and she could hardly wait to get to know the other better. She would have daydreamed further, had the other not brought himself down to bring Hyerin up. "Hey now!" she warned, though held no bite in her voice. "Don't say that about your music, it's really great. Really really!" Deciding to let it slide, she thought once more about the upcoming next times the two would have. "Next time for sure," she agreed, extending her pinky finger to seal the promise the only way she knew how to.

[seonghimchan]

Bully || Himchan & Hyerin

[seonghimchan]

Himchan nervously smiled at the girl. The two of them weren’t exactly friends in the past. He knew he had a lot to aplologize for, but he wasn’t exactly sure on what he should say to her. Growing up Himchan had a lot of anger issues, and Hyerin was an easy target to pick on. He didn’t know why he did it, but thinking back on it now he felt really bad. He felt weird seeing her again. He scratched the back of his head not knowing what to say. By the way she was reacting to him he could tell she wasn’t exactly glad to see him.

"How have you been?" He asked awkwardly not really knowing what to say to her. "You um look great?" He said even more awkwardly. Himchan wanted to beat himself up for being so awkward. "Look I know we didn’t exactly have a good past." The more he talked the more awkward everything he was saying seemed. "Umm..I-" He said rubbing the back of his neck. "Look I’m not the same punk kid I use to be." Himchan said trying to explain himself. He could tell Hyerin was still uneasy about him. "I’m sorry about before." He said making eye contact. "I swear I’m not like that anymore."

[seongraina]

Hyerin felt cornered; just as trapped as she'd felt in the past. There was no way she could sleep peacefully knowing he lived only doors down from her. All of her hard work, everything she did to avoid this, all came crumbling down in a few quick seconds, like knocking over a wine glass at Christmas dinner. She was stuck, frozen, with no way out; it was all too painfully familiar. 

"B-Better," she managed to squeak out, cursing herself under her breath. Hyerin had promised that if the slim chance were to happen that she ever faced her bullies again, she'd be stronger, she'd prove them wrong. Perhaps Himchan--of all people--appeared too soon, before Hyerin was strong enough. She still needed time to heal and recover and improve. "I'm better," she corrected, tone a little more confident, though still noticeably shaken.

Despite how badly, how desperately Hyerin wanted to talk away and leave the situation behind her, she still listened. She listened well to what the other had to say. A voice of reason whispered in her ear, and Hyerin couldn't help but agree with it. "People change, right?" she echoed. If I can change, why can't he? Even still, it was hard to admit that someone so cruel could turn into a saint in a matter of a few years. 

"I don't... Really want to say it's okay," Hyerin bravely muttered, too fascinated by the patters in the flooring to meet Himchan's eyes. "But I appreciate the apology." Biting her lip and taking a deep breath, the girl finally lifted her head, confidently locking her eyes with the other's. "If you mean what you say, then you'll have to prove it. And it's going to take a long time of proving. I... I can't trust you right now, not yet." Feeling small once more, she broke the eye contact and stared down once more.

[seongsunny-deactivated20140516]

Fever City || Sunny and Hyerin

[seongsunny-deactivated20140516]

“If working in a fast food chain was an illness, that’s how I feel.” Sunny laughed a little, before she went into a coughing fit. “But seriously, I feel like I’m dying. Tell my parents I love them!” She hoped Hyerin took this as a joke; she looked so worried. Taking sips of the soup, she was grateful for Hyerin. If she hadn’t came, Sunny probably would of been stuck with ramen. And frankly, ramen was not made for sick people. “Ohmygosh, thanks so much for the soup Hyerin. I really needed some.” The soup tasted like heaven, she’d have to buy more when she got money. “Hey Hyerin, what were you doing today? Surely you had something else to do.”

[seongraina]

Hyerin raised an eyebrow at the other's remark. "That's a... Different way of putting it," she admitted with a giggle. Leave it to Sunny. Hyerin instinctively patted her friend's back whilst her body spasmed with each cough. "Take it easy, Sunny," she warned gently, now rubbing soothing circles into the small of her back. 

A little taken aback by Sunny's second strange outburst, Hyerin shook at off as nothing more than Sunny being Sunny. "I hope you put me in your will!" Hyerin shot back, suppressing a chuckle. 

She grinned, shaking her head. "Aw, it's no problem, really!" Hyerin paused then, briefly running over the things she'd done today. Honestly, she was drawing a blank; she couldn't remember if she even had anything planned, for too distracted by nursing Sunny back to health to even give any potential plans a thought. In an attempt to avoid making Sunny feel bad, Hyerin only shrugged, sheepishly answering, "I wasn't really doing anything."