life's too short, so live it long.

lee hongbin (nathan). twenty. junior at snu. gangjeon #205 w/ yoona.

[xseonghongbin]

Sorry to everyone I had lines with but I'll be dropping Hongbin -- I don't have the time nor muse to keep up with him ; - ; Thank you everyone for a great experience here! ♥

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gamerkyu88 Kyuhyun Cho

{5s ago} @nhblee of course I’m sure. I only had two glasses of wine

[xseonghongbin]

mr. bean @nhblee • 5s @gamerkyu88 ............. that sounds........ suspicious.

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twitter update

gamerkyu88 Kyuhyun Cho

{3m ago} A strip club isnt that bad of an idea.

{2m ago} I swear iim not drunk.

[xseonghongbin]

mr. bean @nhblee • 1m @gamerkyu88 are you sure you're not drunk

[seongyuri]

white room ; hongbin & yuri

[seongyuri]

She laughed at her shocked friend, knowing that he was clueless of his popularity at school. The girls only confronted Yuri, since they didn’t want to look like creepers but wanted to know the details of the boy. And she never really told him, knowing that it would demolish the secretive actions of the girls. Her integrity allowed her to tell this time around though, with the given fact that her friend certainly need something to cheer him up. “Yes you did sweetheart. I’m not the only one that appreciates your pretty face.” she said, her tone a bit on the joking end, but she meant every word. 

However, when a small piece of treat was presed against her lips, she frowned, but took it in her mouth anyways. It tasted good, just not expected. “You really want me to loose my run-way model body, don’t you?” she questioned, sending a glare towards the boy before cracking into a small chuckle. She smiled at the scene of him enjoying the chocolate; it was almost therapeutic for her to see him so satisfied, considering her mood lights up a bit more everytime she sees him so joyful. The nights spent worrying over the boy were certainly too long for Yuri to handle. 

Upon hearing his words, she tried her hardest to remain her smile. For one, she didn’t like hearing his changing conditions, because coming from a girl who once strived to go to med school, unstable means hazardous. For two, him assuring her that he was okay is suppose to evoke a content feeling from the girl, but all she could feel was bitter sadness and more sympathy. “Yeah, you’ll be fine.” she said, patting his hand as she flashed him a huge grin. She wanted him reassure him on his own statement. “I bet you’ll get out of the boring white room in no time. And when that day comes, remind me I promised you a meal to the biggest five-star restaurant in Seoul.”

[xseonghongbin]

He blinked in surprise, his lips parting slightly in disbelief as he stuttered quietly, a soft blush spreading across his face as he smiled shyly at the blankets, not quite meeting her eyes in his shyness and surprise at learning about his "secret fanbase." He made a face at her words before he grinned, the expression wide in a thin face, "Pretty face? You've admitted the truth at last!" His voice was teasing but his expression was shy as he quickly hid his face in his hands with a shy chuckle.

"Right, I need you to look half as bad as me so I don't feel as bad," he joked with a small smile. He really didn't mean it. He knew he looked bad, but it was part of the path to getting better. Sure, he looked like he was halfway on the way to death now, but he would get better. (And if he didn't, at least he wouldn't have to know about it.) He sent a smile her way, a genuine expression that was meant to reassure her.

He didn't know what was going on in her head. How could he? She hid it very well, and despite how close they were, he still couldn't see it. Or perhaps, he simply did not want to. If he saw how unsure she was, his own mood would surely drop too. "That's right, you promised me that! Be careful, Ri. You're going to have to save up a lot of money!" His tone was gleeful as he grinned brightly at his friend, his eyes brightening. 

[seongsuji]

Δ by chance ; bsj ` lhb

[seongsuji]

After receiving his texts about going to class, she sent a quick “okay ttyl” to him before allowing herself to blissfully return to the world of dreams. ( Or in her case, peaceful darkness. ) The buzzing on her bed woke her up and it took her a second to realize that she had fallen asleep again. Rubbing at her eyes, Suji quickly typed a reply. 

( text » cute hongbin ) in bed ~ 

( text » cute hongbin ) cough cough i think i caught a cold or something … 

( text » cute hongbin ) ㅠㅠ

[xseonghongbin]

He sighed at his phone with a soft expression — why hadn’t she told him earlier? Tapping out a quick reply, he sent it off before turning his attention back to the professor. He’d have to be sure to take good notes today. Maybe he should visit her later, too?

[ text ; suji ] did you?? that’s horrible!

[ text ; suji ] okay, rest well~ I’ll take notes for you!

[ text ; suji ] and bring you something nice after class. ^^

[seongsuji]

Δ by chance ; bsj ` lhb

[seongsuji]

Blinking blearily at her phone, she closed her eyes as she waited for a reply, almost drifting off again but the loud buzzing of the text messages being received shocked her out of it. Yeah, she definitely wasn’t going to class that day. Thank God she had people in all of her classes that she could ask for notes from. 

( text » cute hongbin ) … but i don’t. so hah!

( text » cute hongbin ) mostly food. like pizza. mmmmmmm ~

( text » cute hongbin ) HAHA. we’re both in the same boat. kinda. same boat different oceans … idk what analogy i was trying to make but i don’t think it worked.

( text » cute hongbin ) i’m sleepy, ignore me

[xseonghongbin]

He shook his head at her reply before the third text message made him burst into laughter, dropping his phone, where it slid over his pillow and nearly fell past the headboard, causing him to cry out in panic and scramble for it. He was grateful that Yoona had already left for class and thus he didn’t have to worry about waking her up.

[ text ; suji ] ㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎ that analogy definitely didn’t work!!

[ text ; suji ] i have to go to class, bah. i’ll text you back later ~

When he got to their shared literature class, he blinked in surprise — she wasn’t there, and he could only wonder why. They’d talked just an hour or two ago before he’d had to run for class yet again (the second time since the morning), so it was strange that she wasn’t here when he knew she was awake. 

[ text ; suji ] where are youuuuu?

[seongsuji]

Δ by chance ; bsj ` lhb

[seongsuji]

Rolling onto her side, she bunched her blankets up slightly before tucking them under her chin, eyes on her phone. She really didn’t feel like going to class today … maybe she would just stay home and sketch. Or watch a movie. (She would probably end up watching a movie.)

( text » cute hongbin ) because i don’t. simple as that

( text » cute hongbin ) my usual distractions from studying are either sleep or food, and sleep won this time

( text » cute hongbin ) because one shakespeare play is enough to last me a semester okay

[xseonghongbin]

He chuckled softly despite having been woken from sleep, rolling over and burying his nose in his pillows before typing back a short message with a yawn. He really didn’t want to get up for class, but he had to. (Well, that, and he had class with her later and as much as he didn’t want to admit it, he was starting to really like the time they spent together.) 

[ text ; suji ] aw. it would have been nice if you had though ㅋㅋㅋ

[ text ; suji ] this is true. sleep and food are great distractors

[ text ; suji ] … that’s a good point. i ended up taking chinese and idk what i’m doing, so… 

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❝a thousand years❞ ; hb & yn ( past )

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"Hongbin-ah! Don’t say things like that. You know that I’ll always love you." Even when you’re gone… Is what she thought right after when she let the statement slipped off her lips and regretted for even thinking about it. She didn’t want to let the only thing she could call so precious to her go so quickly and vanish just like that. Sometimes at night, and although she never admitted it to Hongbin, she would intently stare at her ceiling and think about her life without her brother. Of course they weren’t good outcomes and it would usually lead to her pillow becoming filled with salty moisture and those aren’t these thoughts to think about when the male was presented right in front of her.

Clapping her hands in glee of her brothers excitement, she jolted up from her seat and quickly trying to attempt to put the sweater on the tiny frame. “Success!” She bellowed out with delight and gently ruffled out the wrinkles and took a step back to see how he looked like in his new sweater. “Aw, Hongbin-ah! You look so adorable in your sweater. I’m glad you like it. It fits you so well.” Advancing closer, she hugged her brother ever so gently because she was apprehensive about trying to not crush him into an oblivion even though that wasn’t possible.

[xseonghongbin]

He smiled at her slightly and reached for her hand, squeezing it gently, his wrists thin but covered now as the navy sweater engulfed his thin frame, covering too skinny limbs. With a yawn, he stretched slightly, arms coming up to stretch and reach around his sister with a tight hug in return as he sighed quietly, his shivers finally stilled with the addition of his sweater over his pajamas. He stayed in the hospital so often that he was allowed to wear pajamas, his own clothing, and personalize his hospital room. It wasn't a good thing, per say, but it was one perk that he had managed to find in the darkness. The silver lining on the dark cloud.

"Thank you very much, nuna." He beamed at her quietly, his lips turning up at the corners as he leaned back against the pillows, lifting an arm to poke at the sweater with amusement. "I can't believe you actually spent all that time knitting it for me..." He looked smaller than before in the sweater, though the smile on his face made up for just how small he looked in the sweater that had obviously been knitted so that he would be able to wear it again once he got better. Another huge yawn signalled just how exhausted he was, and his eyes drifted closed for a few moments as he yawned again.

[xseonghongbin]

{text} Well on someone like you, he is a bad influence. I'm used to him. {text} I'm sure you'll fit in well. It's only Changmin who's weird. {Text} I game, the others sleep most of the time

[ text ; kyuhyun ] haha what do you mean by that???

[ text ; kyuhyun ] but kappa is supposed to be good for partying and stuff right? i'm not into that kind of thing at all, really

[ text ; kyuhyun ] oh, so it's not all partying and stuff? what do you play? c:

[seongsuji]

Δ by chance ; bsj ` lhb

[seongsuji]

She had fallen asleep whilst waiting for his reply, much too comfortable on her bed to have really done anything besides that and it was with a jolt that Suji woke up the next morning to the sunlight streaming through her windows. Shit, she thought, scrambling for her phone to check for the messages.

( text » cute hongbin ) sorry, i fell asleep … and no, i still don’t believe you!

( text » cute hongbin ) we’ll see now, won’t we

( text » cute hongbin ) yeah, i took it for fun because i didn’t want to take anything else? but i hate it

[xseonghongbin]

He’d waited up a while for her reply, but after about fifteen minutes, it became clear that she had fallen asleep. Not that he blamed her for it, it was late after all. Setting his phone down, he allowed himself to drift off to sleep, only to wake to the buzzing of his phone the next morning. 

[ text ; suji ] ahh, it’s okay, don’t worry about it! why don’t you believe me, you should! ):

[ text ; suji ] clearly i wasn’t that big of a distraction, you fell asleep! ㅋㅋㅋ

[ text ; suji ] why didn’t you take another english lit class? you’re fluent, it should be easy, right?

[xseonghongbin]

▪▪▪ { ❛ text message whirlwind —

[seongnana]

[ ✉ text to → bra boy ] omg you know what you are?? squishy. your new name is squishy and i shall refer to you as so because cute.  but i’m not going to bash her brain to mush!! just a couple of thwacks on the head and one on the side for good measure and she’ll be fine ~

[ ✉ text to → squishy squish☆ ] that is /such/ a lie, i’ve met so many “manly men” who had the most adorable personalities and i’ve met cute baby faced men who had very masculine personalities. so you can be both don’t give me those crying faces you cutie!! (づ￣ ³￣)づ ～ ♡

[ ✉ text to → squishy squish☆ ] just okay though? ㅋㅋㅋ i’m sure you’re better than that if you’re still on the team, silly ~ but yeah! i do whenever i can and there here! even though i don’t understand it sometimes |･ω･｀)

[ ✉ text to → squishy squish☆ ] well, with someone with as cute of a personality as yours it’s hard to believe that you’re face isn’t just as cute tbh ~~~ but omg afjdskl i have sociology too!! which professor do you have??

[xseonghongbin]

[ text ; sorority nuna ] i'm -- okay, i'm squishy. is that a reference to finding nemo? okay, okay, fine, i guess ;;;; i hope she'll be okay haha! now i need a name for you... 

[ text ; sorority nuna ] ... i've been told i have a baby face so can i call my personality very masculine? ㅠ ㅠ you're not making me feel very reassured about myself, nuna!!

[ text ; sorority nuna ] i'm okay! i'm not a star player or anything, i just play ㅎㅎ don't you cheer for us too? i see the cheerleading team sometimes ~ you all look really pretty!

[ text ; sorority nuna ] i have a baby face but i don't know if it's cute ; ; ummm i... i forgot the professor's name but it's section 001! is that the same one you have or?

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[xseonghongbin]

b&w → colour: 홍빈 for staff

[xseonghongbin]

[text]well if you do end up pledging kappa, I'll protect you from Minnie's random drunkeness. C: [text] I told him he should stop drinking so much but really.

[ text ; kyuhyun ] hyung would probably find some way to me anyways - ^-

[ text ; kyuhyun ] he's such a bad example isn't he

[ text ; kyuhyun ] it's kind of funny because i don't think i'll fit in kappa at all 

[gr8u]

lee hongbin, do you mind? you are ruining my bias list!

[seongsuji]

Δ by chance ; bsj ` lhb

[seongsuji]

She leaned forward a bit to make sure the book she had pushed to the ground hadn’t fallen open when it landed, letting out a little sigh of relief when it had landed perfectly on its back, the cover still closed. Rolling onto her stomach, Suji tucked the pillow under her arms as she rested on her elbows to text him back.

( text » cute hongbin ) ….. nope.

( text » cute hongbin ) decent as you’re really distracting. and … i guess i don’t mind. too much. 

( text » cute hongbin ) japanese. i hate kanji. 

[xseonghongbin]

He yawned, reaching for a throw blanket and flinging it over his legs, leaning back against his pillows contentedly, his glasses slightly askew on his face as he peered at his phone when it buzzed. Studying was way too exhausting, he decided with a soft huff. 

[ text — suji ] aw. you had my hopes up for a moment.

[ text — suji ] i’ll be a less decent distraction ~ i’ll try at least haha. and aw c:

[ text — suji ] oh, you study japanese? haha i get what you mean about the kanji though

[xseonghongbin]

Δ familiar faces ; lhb ` wsh

[mghxarden]

{he pondered for a few moments as to where he had heard the name, and then he realized it} Oh right…you were friends with Krystal, right? {Kevin had come to associate names with people he knew since he had a bad memory for faces} Well, it’s certainly nice to see you again, Nathan~ You look awesome! {he exclaimed, clapping a bit} So..um…..want to catch up over coffee? My treat.

[xseonghongbin]

{ ` he nods quickly, relieved that the other remembered him at least that much } Right, Krystal's my cousin. I stayed with her for a few years, but I didn't attend our middle school until our last year, I think. { ` muses quietly, trying to remember exactly how long it had been } Oh, um. Coffee? Sure, but you don't have to pay for me, you know? { ` his lips curve up in a soft smile } I was just surprised to see you. 

[xseonghongbin]

[text] I stole your number from Changmin derp's phone. [text] Hes weird <3 but yeah you should totally go Kappa. [text] We love new people. XD I'm Kyuhyun btw.

[ text -- kyuhyun ] hello! i'm hongbin, but you probably knew that.

[ text -- kyuhyun ] yes i'm supposed to pledge soon i think!

[ text -- kyuhyun ] hyung's been telling me to join for a while.

[ text -- kyuhyun ] i agree, though. hyung is really weird. >: